
After returning from home pack zainal Faras directly home to his parents, it feels different usually he is with his wife but now not. wife is at his parents' house, his parents' house, Najwa was really serious about his words. Faras was on the balcony staring out of the house, thinking of Najwa's wishes. Should he let go of Najwa he will not be able to or marry the girl. Faras remembers Zahra as too small why Najwa did not choose another woman who had been tested really can have children. widows out there are also many if only children who are wanted. Faras beristighfar several times he remembered Zahra since earlier with his sweetest smile.
" Abi Umi Faras to baba's house ya".
" want to stay there". asked umi.
" yeah umi, Najwa is there". umi nods Faras Salim to her parents and leaves.
When going to the house of baba will definitely pass where Zahra trades. Faras again stopped from a distance he saw Zahra kindly serving the seller. Faras smiled seeing his smile.
" he was a little boy, there was only Najwa looking for a young wife what was no other more mature" muttered faras in his car. then Faras drove his car to the baba's residence, he could not be far from his wife.
" assalamu'alaikum .
" wa'alaikumsalam". Najwa was surprised why her husband would follow her here even though Najwa had said that he would not go home if Faras had not given his decision.
" nak Faras just came home from work". asked baba who at that time there was no schedule to teach or fill the study.
" it has been since then but Faras went back to Abi's house first".
" oh, I'm going to pick up Najwa". Najwa just kept quiet he didn't want to interrupt his baba talk.
" no ba we'll stay here"...
" Thank God if so". Faras Salim with his two in-laws. They talked long enough that Najwa had permission to rest and was followed by Faras.
" Well, what I said yesterday is not clear,". asked Najwa he was disappointed Faras did not heed his words.
" yes dear mas understandi, what's wrong mas want to sleep with my wife this." Faras melted the atmosphere and hugged Najwa from behind.
" am ".
" honey mas want to talk". Faras pulled Najwa's hand to sit on the bed.
" Zahra had just graduated from High School you chose the wrong mas wife who was still a child". asked Faras holding Najwa's hand.
" no, Najwa just wants to marry Zahra". Najwa still wants Zahra.
" he was a child and afraid to block his future, think again about Najwa not because you are full of emotions deciding this big thing". said Faras again he still hopes if his wife wants to change his decision.
" after giving birth Zahra was also still able to continue her education mas".
" what's so special about Zahra that you don't want to choose another mas.
" because I know who Zahra is, she'll fit in with you and be the mother of our children."
" dear I still hope you will change your decision". Najwa.
" no mas, I will not be hurt and Najwa is very sincere. Najwa wants us to get married later we're still together under one roof." Faras frowned how much Najwa created war in him later.
" but baby..."
" please, Zahra is a good woman for the mother of our children". Pharas
grunting harshly his hopes were not given by Najwa, he was very hopeful that Najwa would change his decision.
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Najwa sleeps behind Faras until he sleeps, Faras pulls a blanket over Najwa. Then he comes out of his wife's room, unexpectedly there is still a baba sitting reading a book.
" Baba has not slept, it is night "he put the book he read.
" sit down, son ". Faras sat down in front of Baba.
" what's wrong with you guys, I'm sorry if Baba interfered and you stayed here for no reason. Baba saw even Najwa carrying a suitcase ". Faras was at a loss as to what he was going to say whether his baba should also know Najwa's wishes.
" it's okay if you don't tell baba, baba knows it's your problem your right. forgive baba".
" yes, I'm sorry Faras". Faras actually rested at the foot of the baba he cried at the rubbing of the head of Faras.men if already crying must have a very severe problem.
" humans are tested according to their ability levels, son Faras must understand about it. Leave everything to God for help to God so that it is given a way out. Apologize to God is enough to rely on Allah alone". Faras cried his heart felt tight.
" Najwa wanted Faras to remarry ba, Najwa gave a difficult choice to Faras.married Zahra or left Najwa". Faras was sobbing more and more bitterly it felt to hear Faras' words.
" You know why Najwa wanted it.
" Najwa wants to have a child but my flesh and blood, actually Faras does not want to have a wife other than Najwa because there is a child or not Faras sincerely. Faras loved Najwa very much." Baba rubbed Faras' shoulder back.
" Paat is is istikharah son, no one can help you but God. Please ask him what decision you will make. Baba could only pray, Najwa did that he must have a very strong reason." Baba did not even forbid Faras to remarry.
" pardon Faras ba, ".
" there is nothing to forgive your son is not wrong, baba allows for Najwa's decision, and you know that God hates divorce".g, Faras' heart remembers his teaching, and you know that God hates divorce, Faras also did not want to divorce Najwa, which meant that Faras had to marry Zahra.
" Faras also did not want to divorce Najwa ba, ".
" sleep, wake up later in the night and ask God for help. Tell Him that Allah will guide you. Don't make decisions by emotional means." Faras nodded and then entered the room to sleep.
Faras saw Najwa who had fallen asleep, his face was shady, soft but now looked thinner Faras stroked his wife's face and then kissed her forehead. Faras then prayed and fell asleep beside Najwa by hugging his wife.
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