
Najwa wept in Faras' arms her tears fell just like that, feeling the warmth of her husband's embrace. It is very clear that Faras loved Najwa very much despite the lack of Najwa, even the two parents of Faras were the same.they never brought up the lack of Najwa they loved their only son-in-law very much. Faras who felt the cry of his wife and opened his eyes and woke up, Faras pulled Najwa to sit down. Only this time did Faras see his wife crying out that the heart of Faras was sliced.
" Dear now what you really want, I don't want to hurt you in the least.Your request is very heavy for me, even this heart is full of you dear". Faras wiped away his wife's tears.
" najwa told me I want a son of your flesh and blood".
" is it not going to hurt you, you have to share everything with your honey.
" insyaAlloh will not mas". Faras hugged his wife he tightened very long as if he was going to lose his beloved wife.
" let's go home now it's afternoon ". Faras broke his embrace and invited Najwa to come home, Faras muffled his mind hoping that Najwa would change the decision he made.
After dinner as usual they do murajaah memorannya.now replace Faras who faltered when reading the letter of An Nisa, he remembered the meaning of the verse about polygamy. Faras tried to forget his troubles as he read the Qur'an. When Faras and Najwa finished talking for a while before going to bed.
" Dear if you don't want to change your decision". asked Faras while tucking the wife's hair that covers the face of several strands.
" najwa's decision has been unanimous mas, insyaAlloh it's best for me as well for you". Faras breathed his rough breath.
" it will hurt both of them dear you are also Zahra".
" Najwa will never be hurt, give your full attention to Zahra". Faras kissed Najwa's head trying to strengthen his wife, and Faras was sure that the woman would not be ready for honey.
" if you love Najwa, do everything for Najwa mas's sake,".
" think again, baby".
" no need to think about the choice of just one".Faras knew what Najwa meant, if he did not marry zahra he lost Najwa.
Faras closed his eyes to sleep, sleeping in his wife's arms. Najwa is still awake either his mind is still thinking about the things that happened, his decision was not wanted he revoked again.
In the morning Najwa put in a few strands of his clothes made Faras who saw him wonder. What are all the clothes for, if for he donated why should be put in a suitcase or suitcase want Najwa to donate too.inner Faras he saw his wife, he saw his wife, Faras was changing clothes to be ready to go to work.
" it's a shame to donate where the clothes go". asked Faras while buttoning his clothes.
" mas Najwa will live in a temporary baba house, Najwa hopes that he has made the decision that Najwa gave". Faras frowned.
" but you don't have to sleep at Baba's house, just here".
" no mas, if you choose to marry Zahra I will go home and if not Najwa will not return to this house". Faras held Najwa's arm so that Najwa turned to look at him, but before Faras said Najwa had gone before him.
" permit Najwa to go please mas".with a sad face and glazed eyes, Faras would not be able to see his wife crying again.
" may your mind be clear and change your decision there".
" my decision will never change whatever it is mas.
Najwa then pulled his suitcase down, umi and Abi who saw it looked astonished. Some days the child and his daughter-in-law are different.
" take the suitcase dear". umi told Najwa in amazement.
" yes mi abi, let Najwa stay first in the baba house". Abi nudged the leg of Umi so that umi did not ask again.
" it's still preparing to be down in a minute". Umi prepares her food spooning rice into Abi's plate. Faras came down from the stairs with his full outfit and the bag in his hand.
" Faras you will also stay at the house kiyai". asked umi.
" no mi mas Faras maybe a lot of work later there mas can not freely rest". said Najwa preceded Faras who wanted to answer.
" insyaAlloh mi Faras will also sleep there, Faras following the night alone". umi and Abi feel strange with both. Najwa looked towards Faras so that he would not go to his baba's house.
Faras drove Najwa to the baba's house first before going to the madrasah. Faras also dropped off Najwa's suitcase, between them to Najwa's room. Baba looks from above but Baba doesn't want to talk if nobody tells her. Faras leaves for the office and Najwa goes to the madrasah this time Najwa uses his matic motorbike. Faras was still not calm in the meeting room he could not think clearly finally he permission to rest in his room his head a little dizzy. Faras went home first and again stopped his car at the end of the road to see Zahra. Faras thought he would meet his father Zahra who would have been in his house.
" assalamu'alaikum". said Faras he saw the building was quite old, Faras asked Jihan Zahra's house but Faras advised not to tell Najwa if he went to Zahra's house.
" wa'alaikumsalam" replied Najwa's sister.
" who's looking for, sir"
" dad's on deck"
" there's a moment I call". Mr. Zainal pushed his wheelchair forward. Faras who saw was shocked, so since then Mr. Zainal has not been able to walk anymore.
" oh, son of Faras, please sit down, son".
" father remembers me".
" yeah you are Najwa's wife, ". Faras nodded but was confused as to how to start. Faras just a pleasant talk about the health of Mr. Zainal only.
" nak Faras here there must be a need, what about the matter of Zahra".
" yes sir, did my wife ever come here and talk about it". asked Faras curiously.
" yes, Najwa boy has asked us for permission, Najwa boy is a very good boy and we can't even refuse his request".
" i was so sir faced with a difficult choice, whether you allow Zahra if I marry to be my second wife while our age is monitored far away".
" yes I allow son, age is not a benchmark for the distance between husband and wife even. The Prophet with Khadijah his age was also monitored far away.". Faras.
" nak Najwa must have had a good reason for this decision, Nak Faras.".
" Najwa wants me to have a child of my flesh blood sir".
" think the best son, the decision is difficult to leave everything to Allah SWT ask for His guidance".ces adem Faras heart to hear the words of Mr. Zainal.
" well sir forgive me one more time". zainal rubbed Faras' shoulder
Faras said he had spoken at length to Mr. Zainal.
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