The Uterus for My Husband

faras sadness

don't be so emotional that the devil doesn't enter your mind pray.

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While Najwa was still in the taxi he was crying too, not knowing the direction he was going. Confused where he would go to far to protect his fetus.

the flashback

Najwa was pensive in his room when he thought about what Faras had said this morning, that Arif's doctor had advised him to abort Najwa's contents for Najwa's sake. they will treat Najwa's disease but with the forced also have to the drug will also affect the fetus.

Najwa did not want him to really hope that if Najwa could give birth to his future children, whatever happened to him Najwa would still maintain his fetus. Najwa came out looking around the house, there was Zahra who was breastfeeding Rafa. Somehow Najwa's mind switched if he was going to go for his fetus.

Zahra went to the sister campus and Umi accompanied Rafa to sleep, Abi also went to the office. that afternoon there was no one at home, Najwa's mind was afraid he wanted to leave. finally, without thinking about entering some of his clothes, Najwa was about to leave not knowing which one he should go to.

Security knew that Najwa had left, but he did not dare to ask, so Najwa pulled his suitcase into a taxi.

flashback off

Faras then contacted Najwa's brother as well as his close relatives, all of whom had the same answer no one knew of Najwa's whereabouts. Faras answered the keys to his car and rushed to find Najwa.

" where is Zahra going". Zahra confronted her husband, fearing that Faras could not control her emotions.

" You take care of Rafa, baby let me feel sorry for Rafa ".

" but mas..."

" i will find Najwa you are good at home, mas will not lose sense mas promise mas will also slowly drive his car". Faras then kissed Zahra's head he immediately passed away. Zahra cried again remembering Najwa was sick.

" o Allah mba Najwa where have you gone, everyone is looking for you.

umi also cried, Zahra tried to calm the umi.

Faras promised Zahra that he would not lose his mind, with the speed being Faras towards the house of baba. baba was waiting because before Faras had contacted if Najwa left. Faras directly Salim baba also hugged Faras his son-in-law.

" be patient with this test of yours, you know that Najwa will not do anything that endangers his life. Najwa needs to be alone, he wants to be alone for a while. Baba is sure Najwa will go home if he is calm" said baba explained.

" but Ba Faras would not have calmed down if he had not known the news of Najwa, where he was with himself who was still very weak".

" settle yourself Faras, don't be too emotional so that the devil does not enter your mind pray for Najwa may he be okay.for now Najwa still needs to be alone."

" but Ba Faras couldn't calm down". Faras sagged and wept. Actually Baba was very close to Faras but what else was Najwa's request, and at this time Najwa's heart was hard he could not receive advice.

" yeah baba know your feelings Faras, Najwa is in a safe place and baba can't tell you forgive baba. let Najwa reflect on him first".

" Faras will follow whatever the will of Najwa baba, as long as he does not go from the side of Faras. Faras believes he is still in a state of pain this time" said Faras while sobbing.

" please tell Faras where Najwa ba Faras please.

" go home, Najwa will one day go home after his womb is really strong.he does not hate anyone just that he wants to be alone for the sake of his fetus. najwa still hopes to have a child from the blood of your flesh Faras" Faras increasingly sobbed.

" Faras will keep looking for Najwa baba anywhere. Faras went to the house of jihan, hoping that Najwa would be there.

" what did you tell Faras, Najwa where did what you did to him to make him go". Jihan was angry at Faras.

" i didn't do anything Jihan for God's sake". Faras then recounts the true events to Jihan.

" astaghfirullah Najwa why are you rash to leave, are you not talking about it well". Jihan was crying.

" Please tell me where Najwa is right now". Faras' girlfriend whom he knows is the closest person to Najwa.

" by Allah I don't know where Faras is now let alone his pregnant state."

" please call me if you're in contact with Najwa, please, Jihan". Jihan nodded her head in understanding. Then Faras said he drove back his car looking everywhere Najwa. Even until late at night, Zahra was restless waiting at her husband's house that never returned home.

the sound of the roar of Zahra's car immediately opened the door he saw his husband's car coming home. With the situation still shabby and disheveled Faras came home, he immediately hugged his wife Zahra and cried again.

" mr ..." Zahra also did not want to continue her words, afraid to make her husband more sad. Zahra could only rub Faras' back. Faras this time was really fragile, he could not find his wife Najwa.

" i can't find Najwa, I can't protect Najwa I'm a stupid man".

" hussst.. mas can't talk like that. mas the best man we've ever had is also the best Abi.

" but I can't take care of Najwa".

" maybe Najwa still wants his own mas, mba Najwa saliha woman and he must know his limits.we find mba Najwa again tomorrow yes, yes, we pray that Najwa may be well and go home soon"., Zahra rubbed Faras' head and wiped the tears of Faras who flowed incessantly.

" want you be a father and husband of your wives, you must not be weak you must be strong.if you are like this and sick we cannot find Najwa. now rest so that you are fit again we look for Najwa tomorrow again yes.". said Abi since earlier could not bear to see his son who is really fragile.

" believe the same Umi Faras, Najwa is a saliha woman he will definitely go home son. Maybe now Najwa still wants to be alone.

Faras silent Abi and Umi advised Faras and finally Faras wanted Zahra to sue up to his room to clean up.

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