The Uterus for My Husband

feel the pain of heart

Faras slowly opened the door afraid that if Najwa disturbed his sleep, it appeared that Najwa had not slept yet. Najwa was surprised to see her husband come to her room again, she then closed her mushaf.

" what's wrong, why come here again". asked Najwa.

" want to accompany you, baby". Faras got into the bed into the blanket.

" mas, Zahra alone this is the same time Zahra, do not make me feel guilty mas.

" no baby, go to sleep now "

" what about Zahra ".

" Zahra asked me to accompany you, you need me more dear. Zahra kicked me out ". Najwa.

" to expel Faras". Najwa emphasized his words.

" yes but it's true what Zahra said you need me more, you just got out of the hospital. recover soon baby, now sleep not night-night, not night-night, Zahra said that if she needed to, she would call us directly".

" Zahra was very good, yes, Najwa was always choosing him because Najwa knew he had a big heart"

" Thank God for all of you very good women God has given me"...

" keep Zahra well and please him". Najwa assured.

" god willing, my dear will try to make you happy". Najwa sleeps in Faras' arms he is so grateful for his life surrounded by people who cherish him.

Zahra also fell asleep immediately she lay down her body praying for all that happened in her life, praying for the good for all especially her husband and Najwa. True what the ustadzah said if we sincerely live the destiny of life inshaallah in the future is not heavy.

Again Zahra dreamed about Najwa drowning, he gasped to wake up to read a lot of istighfar at he saw it was four and a half hours and Zahra took the water and prayed.

In the room Najwa and Faras were also performing night prayers. Seen Najwa already better, Faras happy they tilawah until the dawn of adhan reverberated. Faras went to the mosque while Najwa prayed in his room.

Faras took good care of Najwa in his days he focused on Najwa although he did not reduce his attention to Zahra.even both of them were very understanding to give advice to each other for her husband. Faras went into Zahra's room when he saw that Zahra was cleaning up her things flicking bed linen. Faras returned to work to Zahra's room, it was time for Zahra's house, Faras hugged Zahra from behind making it startled Faras forgot to close his room until the door was slightly opened by accident Najwa passing by and saw the scene they both felt asphyxiated Najwa he ran small towards his room and weep.

" o Allah why it feels so bad, am I jealous to see them both making out. Astaghfirullah why I am weak again I myself ask my husband to marry again, sharing my husband with him why now I'm not strong enough to see them making out. some days Najwa was jealous to see Faras with a mingling zahraa especially when a smiling Faras rubbed Zahra's stomach, the feeling of envy in Najwa was present without permission. Faras and Zahraa never expressed affection in front of Najwa but Najwa accidentally saw it. let alone yesterday when Faras mel**at Zahra's lips, Najwa saw it because Najwa did not knock on Zahra's room to excuse him. Scene after scene between Faras and Zahra is ringing in Najwa which makes Najwa limbung fell unconscious, coincidentally when Umi went upstairs to Najwa's room to give one drink to Najwa.

" astaghfirullah Najwa" Umi yelled for help, Faras who heard directly ran to Najwa's room.

" what's up". asked Faras.

Faras then lifted Najwa's body to take him directly to the hospital. Zahra was placated by umi, umi did not want if Zahra was shocked it would be not good for her pregnancy.

the doctor immediately handled Najwa given the drug and Najwa had to be treated unstable condition. Faras kept company but occasionally he contacted Zahra, currently dividing the time for his two wives is difficult.he still tried to be fair to his two wives. Faras is going to the office for a while there is something he has to finish by chance there is Jihan he will accompany Najwa.

" you're why Najwa came to this drop". Najwa cried only to jihanlah Najwa would tell the truth as it is.

" tell me what Najwa's really up".

" don't know Jihan I don't know why now I'm selfish I'm jealous of my honey jihan'"

" what do you mean, Najwa, you asked Zahra to marry your husband, and there is no way between them there is no love of najwa, he said, it's been a year they were with Najwa it's appropriate faras will love Zahra and vice versa. You regret hmmm..." Jihan was upset with Najwa, so Najwa married Faras and Zahra. Jihan had warned many times but she did not want to listen, Najwa remained on her decision.

" i don't know Jihan, my brain was thinking of them both and it made me feel so sick to my heart. Why I'm selfish Jihan why". Najwa cries being hugged by Jihan.

without them knowing there was Zahra who heard all the words of Najwa and Jihan, at this time Zahra wanted to visit Najwa, indeed alone because of Faras in the office. but when Zahra reached the door he heard all Najwa's words with his confession.

" keep on now what are you going to do". asked Jihan.

" no, I will bear it for the rest of my life.I try to rearrange my heart to be sincere like Zahra who sincerely wants to marry my husband".

" astaghfirullah Najwa..." Jihan was also confused with her best friend, the wound she inflicted on herself kept wide and gaping.

Zahra slowly he walked to the taxi he was taking to the hospital, usually Zahra with a driver happened to be a driver who was driving between Umi to the event. Zahra was crying in the taxi, and she found out that Najwa had been hurt all this time. Zahra did not know the direction, she went to the beach where the first time she was close to her husband, reminiscing about that beautiful time. Zahra was there almost the afternoon he accidentally turned off his cell phone he needed calmness.

Until Zahra felt a great pain in his stomach, indeed the content of Zahra was nine months old. Zahra walked in search of another taxi, because the taxi she was riding in had gone home. Zahra hardly felt the pain of his stomach, Zahra walked while he was sitting on the spot where there was a chair made of wood.he grimaced in pain, he was crying, Habibi was on the beach with his wife he saw the zahra. After he observed Zahra holding his waist like pain, Habibi invited his wife to come closer.

" astaghfirullah Zahra you why". asked Habibi one of Zahra's lecturers.

" please help me, my stomach hurts".

" it looks like it will give birth to this pa ", said Habibi's wife.

they took Zahra to the hospital, on Zahra's way to feel extreme pain.

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