The Uterus for My Husband

istikharah faras

The love that You have in my heart makes me unable to lose her.

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Faras wanted to be solemn in performing prayers istikharah he finally chose to pray in his office. More can focus without thinking about his two wives, again having to choose with a difficult choice for him. Faras loved Najwa even more, even though Zahra had to love him, but his love for Najwa remained the same. Faras woke up and he went out of his room and into his work room.he did the prayer repentance, tahajjud, in his closed with a witir.

" o Allah forgive your weak servant, I can no longer afford to choose between the two. Choose what You think is good, O Allah, for me and my wife Najwa. The love that You have in my heart makes me unable to lose her. Even though there is Zahra now, my love for Najwa is greater because she is my first love. Maybe it's not fair to my two wives, I'll keep trying to be as fair as I can be. Protect both my wives happy them, heal Najwa less pain, God she is a very good wife not one bit I hate her because my heart is filled with her love. Give us pleasure, Lord." Faras' prayer was so solemn for the good of his two wives....

In plain sight both seem happy, but who knows whether the heart is sad or not. Faraz continued with dhikr and tilawah until the morning, when Zahra woke up to find her husband was not there he did not panic considering what the baba said to do istikharah prayer. Zahra also passed into the bathroom he took ablution and performed evening prayers.

Because Najwa is weak with her womb when Rafa sleeps with her there are sisters who accompany her, Najwa must not do anything.

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Faras had to leave for the office this morning, Zahra had hours but noon. Faras was already at the dinner table with Zahra, he went down first because Faras was leaving in the morning there was a client from Malaysia who invited him to meet in the morning.

" how about nak Najwa". asked Umi he was also worried about his daughter-in-law.

" yeah umi as the doctor Arif said if Najwa had to abort the womb if it will do the treatment, Arif doctor's advice.however the drug that Najwa drank will affect the fetus." faras said, but no one knows if Najwa heard everything. Najwa cried bitterly, the desire to get pregnant has been granted but the fact that he is still doing cancer treatment.

" whose best son, actually umi does not want to lose both. umi also wants Najwa to have children and give birth .

" Faras also wanted it but Faras had to choose between the two, but Faras was confused that Faras had not found the answer to Faras' Istikharah prayer.". Zahra was still preparing her meals. Rafa is with the sisters.

Seen as Najwa descends he reveals his smile, trying to be fine as if he had not heard their talk.

Breakfast with solemn all enjoying her. Faras then bothered to go to the office, so Najwa and Zahra drove her husband forward.

" Najwa you didn't go to college". asked Najwa he saw Najwa still at home.

" go mba but by noon, 10 Zahra has class".

Zahra continued to make her breakfast and Najwa was playing with Rafa. Rafa can laugh when he talks.

Faras morning meeting with his client, the meeting went smoothly. Now his client finally wants to invite cooperation. Faras is grateful that his company is growing rapidly...

Faras came home in the afternoon after lunch, since Najwa was pregnant Faras often went home early . Zahra hasn't come home yet she's got lunchtime, will be home in about 30 minutes.

Faras looking for the whereabouts of Rafa jiga Najwa, found Rafa is still with the sisters also umi sleeps in Rafa's room. Faras looked for Najwa but he could not find him, not even in his room. Faras to the kitchen asked the aunt, but no one knew.

" where Najwa yes mas have searched everywhere but there is no, Najwa is also not permission.usually wherever he goes he is always permission". said Faras while trying to contact Najwa , but his phone is inactive.

" maybe Najwa's mobile phone lobed, try Zahra find ya mas". Zahra ascends to the top and searches for Najwa's whereabouts.

Faras feeling so bad he did not want anything to happen with his wife.

Zahra went into Najwa's room and saw who knew Zahra was feeling bad. Zahras

found one sheet he read it.

For Faras, Zahra and Rafa, you are my life, thank you so much for accompanying me so beautifully. Mas Faras you are the best man, I am very happy to have you. Sorry I went without permission with you, Najwa please ridhoi Najwa so that Najwa's steps remain unguided. I love you, Najwa loves Zahra and Rafa loves them. Najwa goes to bring the fruit of our love, Najwa does not want Dr. Arif to do something to the fetus Najwa mas, our future child. Sorry Najwa left without saying goodbye.

Assalamu'alaikum's chat....

" astaghfirullah" Zahra immediately ran down to tell the others as her tears fell.

" m Faras..." Faras was sitting in the living room contacting anyone close to Najwa.

" what's the matter why "Zahra ran the paper that Najwa wrote for him, Faras read the letter.

" staghfirullah Najwa where you go dear, why not tell the mas first and listen to our explanation". Faras sat down crying and Zahra hugged him, giving him peace and rubbing Faras' back.

" quiet down we're looking for Najwa's mba ". Zahra could not see her husband crying.

" Najwa went to Zahra where was he with his weak state". Faras cried his chest as his voice choked.

Umi who was sleeping with Rafa woke up, shocked to see Faras crying in Zahra's arms.

" why are you what Faras, Zahra". asked umi. then Faras gave a piece of paper. Umi read, umi closed her mouth by opening her mouth in surprise. he sat down on the sofa and cried.

" astaghfirullah Najwa where do you go, why do you have to go even without saying goodbye."

While Najwa was still in the taxi he was crying too, not knowing the direction he was going. Confused where he would go to far to protect his fetus.

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