
The third day without Zayn made Nala's heart very chaotic, especially the man did not even send a message let alone call her. Nala hated herself for missing Zayn but was still so high-hearted as to contact her husband first.
Fortunately, the last clothes that Zayn wore did not have time to wash so that he could smell the scent of her husband to reduce his longing, also bringing him to sleep so that he could feel the existence of Zayn.
"Come dong Zayn telfon" said Nala with eyes not loosely staring at his cellphone. He was not excited to do anything right now. During these 3 days he cried more and spent time in the room.
"You don't miss what our son Zayn is" Nala rubbed her stomach, maybe Nala's longing for Zayn was also due to her pregnancy factor.
Nala walked towards the balcony of her room, to just ease the agitation. The sun is already looking high and the clock has pointed at the number 8, but do not right for breakfast Nala has not even cleaned herself. The mother had twice to her room to take her breakfast but Nala reasoned still sleepy, fortunately Mama Dita was not suspicious.
Nala was glued when she saw her sister Loli and Marcell just getting out of the car, Nala smiled bitterly at how Marcell and Loli were already very happy. Marcell looked so guarded his sister, his hands were not loosely coiled around Loli's waist as the two walked into the house.
Watching it made Nala's longing for Zayn even more unstoppable until her eyes wet again.
After being glued for quite a while Nala wiped away her tears. He decided to clean himself up and went down to meet Loli. Maybe chatting with the sister and her mother will make her heart better. It was enough that he shut himself up like this, his heart even more crowded because his brain was only focused on thinking about Zayn.
"Hi deck, old uda?" Nala asked when she found Loli chatting with Dita's mother in the family room when she had seen the arrival of her sister.
"Not yet sister" Loli returned her brother's embrace.
"Only?" Nala asked as she sat next to Loli, she could not find Marcell there.
"No, it was delivered by Marcell's sister"
"Marcell's uda leaving?" Loli nodded.
"Sir Marcell has a job out of town, it's possible to stay so Loli is escorted here" Marcell was too worried about leaving Loli alone at night. Although there is a household assistant Marcell said it would be quieter if Loli to his parents' house as long as he left.
"Breakfast first, earlier you had not had breakfast" said Mama Dita cut off the chat with her two daughters when she remembered Nala had not had breakfast this morning.
"You're on the breakfast deck?" Loli nodded, Marcell would not go to the office if Loli had not eaten his breakfast, the man always had to make sure himself that the wife's stomach was filled. The man is getting chatty every day.
"Said mama brother Zayn uda leaving for Sydney huh sis?" loli's question made Nala moody.
"Yes, uda 3 days" said Nala.
"Kak Nala uda kangen really same brother Zayn? why not come?" Temptation Loli when he saw the change in look of the face of the brother.
"It's normal" said Nala gelagapan.
"When yes, sister Nala so lazy breakfast, lazy out of the room during Zayn go and know not deck kak Nala likes to swoop her clothes Zayn" mama Dita seduces Nala while chuckling.
"You're pregnant, baby? why didn't you tell mama?" Nala was so misbehaved to see the surprised expression of the mother as well as Loli.
"I-iya ma, intentionally wanting a surprise" Nala forced her smile
"How many weeks, brother?" ask Loli excitedly. Nala was confused to answer the question of her sister. Her marriage to Zayn has not been even 2 months while her pregnancy is almost 12 weeks old. It's just that his stomach is not too visible even though it has been slightly enlarged because Nala wears a fairly loose shirt.
"12 weeks" Nala looked down. Not daring to look at his mother's face as well Loli. She knew for sure both would be surprised, but Nala felt that maybe it was time they knew about her pregnancy. Sooner or later they will know. Nala doesn't want to keep this secret anymore.
"Well, what do you mean, baby?" Ask mama Dita stamped. While Loli was just silent, she did not want to make her brother uncomfortable with her questions. A little bit of him he understood what was happening.
"Mafin Nala ma" said Nala, he still did not dare to look at the mother who must be very disappointed.
"You and Zayn?" from the tone of the voice of the mother Dita Nala can know that the mother was so shocked.
"Sorry ma" That's the only word that came back from Nala's lips. But this time he ventured to look at the face of the mother, and he saw the face of Mama Dita looked pale.
"Mafin Nala uda ngecewain mama, uda make mama embarrassed" Nala felt herself so bad.
"Why? why can it be like that, son" There is obviously disappointment in the eyes of the mother.
"Nala and Zayn Khilaf, at that time Nala felt very frustrated because of Loli's marriage with Marcell ma. Nala was drunk and accidentally ngelakuin the same Zayn" Loli was stunned, she looked at Nala and Mama Dita alternately. Nala's confession clearly pierced Loli's heart, she felt that what happened to Nala was interference from her.
"Sorry Loli brother" Loli slammed into Nala's arms in tears. The guilt that had disappeared now seemed to go back to torment Loli. Because of her, Nala lost control until she became pregnant and disappointed her mother.
"You didn't get the wrong deck, wrong sister. Brother is too following the pain in your heart to do something stupid" said Nala.
"But if Loli doesn't marry Marcell's sister, you can't get drunk and sleep with Zayn's sister"
Seeing his two daughters crying makes Mama Dita pity. His feelings are mixed, he feels disappointed and feels failed to be a parent. But on the other hand Mama Dita realized that everything had happened, Nala and Zayn had realized his mistake and were also responsible for what they did. There is nothing that can be done to change everything. Inevitably he had to accept it even though it felt stifling.
"Don't blame yourself. All uda happened" Mama Dita hugged her two daughters who kept crying and blaming herself
"Nala uda ngecewain mama" said Nala while sobbing
"Yes mom was disappointed Nala, but all the uda happened. Uda can not be changed, the important thing in front of her daughter must be better. Learn from mistakes, improve the past by living the present and the future well. Loli also do not blame yourself anymore, this is not your fault at all" It is difficult to accept this but Mama Dita can not do anything. Although he was angry to the point of crying blood, even what had happened could never be changed. Mama Dita also did not have the heart to Loli who just felt happiness must be re-injured by guilt.
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