The Tragedy Bachelor Party
Fifty Seven
Nala looked at her pale face in the mirror. He had just pulled out his stomach, already 3 days he always felt nauseous every waking up in the morning.
Nala shed her tears. As an adult woman she understood that what happened to her was one of the possibilities that life had grown in her womb.
Nala wanted to deny this, but her brain still insisted on accepting the possibility.
The knock on the door made Nala wipe away her tears quickly. He washed his face and patted his face to remove any trace of crying there. For now Nala does not want Zayn to know his condition, although his relationship with Zayn is not as hot as usual but Nala has not been able to fully reconcile with the man. The instinct to protect herself from the pain Zayn might give her made Nala reluctant to open her heart quickly.
"Let's have breakfast, why long?" zayn said as Nala opened the door. Usually Nala was at the dinner table first because Zayn followed the girl to the room after waiting almost 15 minutes but Nala did not go out.
"I'm having a bowel movement"
"Oh that way, well let's have breakfast ready" Zayn grabbed Nala's hand and pulled her towards the dining room.
Nala stared in horror at the glass of milk and sandwich on the plate, Nala knew it was her breakfast menu. Just looking at it Nala already felt like throwing up somehow what if the food he put in his mouth.
"Why?" Zayn asked when he saw Nala just silently looking at her breakfast.
Nala has no taste for anything, but if she doesn't eat it she's afraid Zayn will be suspicious.
"Nothing" Nala reluctantly grabbed the sandwich on the plate and pointed it at her mouth. Only a small bite but managed to make his stomach churn. The smell of smoked meat seemed to stir up his entrails.
"Why you?" it turned out that the man had been observing Nala's movements.
"It's okay, you what the hell from earlier why mulu" said Nala ketus. He chewed food in his mouth while holding his breath so that the smell of smoked meat that became one of the stuffing of his sandwich did not smell.
"We are strange" said Zayn, biting his breakfast ration.
"Today I went to college until noon. Are you okay with me staying?" Continue the man
"Not anything, I'm even happy that there is no you" Nala said while chipping her lips.
"Later to try to make it home quickly, don't be sad, baby" said Zayn with a smile that made Nala so annoyed.
"I said I'm glad you don't exist. So long is okay"
"I really won't take long" Nala sighed, she was really tired of facing that annoying boy.
"Say those girls like to say the opposite. If you say I went the old one it means the opposite, right? you are sad that I left for a long time" said the man.
"Udah ah ngomelnya, abisin breakfast you keep milk too. So that our baby is strong and healthy" Zayn does not realize that his speech makes Nala's heart feel sore. If before he would have been very upset when Zayn touched on the pregnancy then different for now, he felt very sad.
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"Nala kangen" A single tear drenched the girl's cheek after her phone call to the mother was connected.
"Are you okay, baby?" mama Dita is so worried, it's not usually Nala like this. In the past when Nala was in college and far from her, not even her daughter was crying just because she felt homesick.
"It's okay, Nala is just kangen mama" When alone in Nala's room suddenly misses her mother very much, she feels the mother's embrace can be an antidote to the unrest that is weakening her.
"There has not been a month you go uda kangen to cry like this" Smile mama is quite able to treat Nala's anxiety, he became impatient to go home and meet the woman who became the source of his life.
"When are you home?" asked Mama Dita, the woman felt very worried but she was unable to make Nala cry more if she showed her anxiety.
"Not knowing the work here has not been done" complained the girl, her tears were gushing more and more.
"Can't be left yet? try to talk to your boss, who knows being able to go home broke" Usul mama Dita even though he knows it is very unlikely.
"It is impossible ma, Nala also does not want to come here again if you have come home"
"Yes, have you been patient if so, baby, or do you want your mom to go there?" although only through the glass screen of his phone but Nala can see the deep affection radiated in the eyes of his mother. His heart warmed up at once to see how much the woman loved him. Nala became sorry for saying the no-no while being emotional, her mother's heart must have hurt.
"No need to ma, maybe Nala will be home soon. Doain all smoothly yes ma so Nala can go home quickly"
After chatting for a while, Nala finally disconnected her phone connection after saying goodbye to her mother.
Nala was a little relieved after chatting to Mama Dita, the tightness she had felt now disappeared.
"Ma, I'm sorry Nala because I did mama" Nala said as she held her stomach. Although he has not done the test but the symptoms he felt all lead to pregnancy based on the article he read.
Loli's shadow flashed, her longing for the younger brother so much. It probably stems from guilt over his attitude towards the girl. Nala can now feel what Loli felt first, wracked with confusion and fear that is so great, she also understands the burden Loli took on knowing her pregnancy was much heavier than she is now.
Nala believes Loli must have been very confused about her pregnancy because the father of the baby she was carrying was the future husband of her own brother, not to mention the wounds caused by her forced chastity. Unlike him, even though they do not love each other but the father of the baby he carries is not tied to anyone.
"I'm sorry you're selfish and thinking about your own feelings, sorry you're acting bad as you are the one who suffers the most when you're also no less hurt" Nala was crying while looking at the photo of her sister on her phone. Currently in addition to the mama Nala is also so eager to hug her younger brother.
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