
"Where are you from deck? in telfonin was not appointed Marcell also the same" Cecar Nala who since last night so worried about his sister and her lover who could not be contacted.
Nala had contacted Marcell's friends but they said the man had gone home.
"Old stay at a friend's house. Last night the phone was dead so can not contact brother Marcell so adek nginap in his house Sonia" Loli as much as possible arrange his heart so that the destruction of his heart is not seen in the eyes of his sister Nala.
"Can be stamped at Sonia's house on her cell phone deck abis it can phone sister let sister not worry"
"Yes sorry sis, last night too tired so adek same Sonia immediately sleep. Go to the room first, okay?" Loli moved towards her room after Nala nodded. Loli's feeling has not been stable, he has not been able to interact with others for too long. His soul is not okay.
Fortunately, the panic that hit Nala made her not too focused on seeing Loli's sad face with swollen eyes so that Loli did not need to face Nala's question.
Marcell insisted on driving the girl home even though Loli refused and wanted to take a taxi. But Marcell immediately went home at Loli's request after driving him to make Nala unsuspecting.
Setiba in Loli's room locked the door. Her body slumped on the floor, her cries breaking again. He was still shocked at what happened to him. It felt like he wanted to shout all his might to unravel the tightness that filled his chest.
At the age of 18 years old he had to lose his precious crown, especially the person who had snatched his chastity was the future husband of his brother. Loli doesn't know how he should live his life after this.
After being satisfied to spill his grief through crying with a limped step Loli walked towards his bed. Still seperate pain in the core of his body, considering Marcell not only once braved him.
He wanted to hate Marcell but it wasn't entirely the man's fault. Hating will not bring back anything that has been taken away from it. But considering Marcell was going to marry Nala and become her brother-in-law, she would often meet the man if they already lived under the same roof. Can it?
It feels so heavy. His future feels dark. He should have been able to resist Nala's wishes asking her to go with Marcell. If he were just a little stubborn, maybe his world wouldn't have collapsed like this.
'Why should Marcell's sister?' If it wasn't the man, Loli would just be crushed alone. Nala and her parents will not participate in the suffering she feels.
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"You're making me worry that the whole night can't be contacted" Nala pursed her lips feeling so upset at Marcell.
"Yes sorry, I was tired last night so immediately fell asleep" said Marcell.
"Your reason is as rich as Loli. As soon as anything goes to sleep"
"Oh yeah who did Loli go home with last night?" Marcell is forced to pretend that Nala does not suspect that he is doing this solely to comply with Loli's wishes that do not want his family to know about what happened to them last night.
"He's staying at his friend's house, his phone's dead so can't reach you. You didn't try to find Loli yourself?"
"I was looking but the party broke up. Because look for Loli everywhere do not meet so go straight home"
Marcell glanced upstairs, hoping Loli would come down. He was still very worried about the little girl.
"Loli isn't angry about me?"
"No, he's not angry at people. She is my sister who is very sweet so I love her very much" said Nala while chuckling. The corner of Marcell's heart felt pinched. Now the conditions are very different, maybe Loli really hates himself not just angry.
"Eat first, baby. It's so late" Marcell felt so worried but as much as possible he was not excessive. Earlier this morning though he had offered but Loli refused to eat breakfast.
"However, beb I call him first, why try in the room until you forget to eat" Gerutu Nala while moving on. He walked towards Loli's room on the second floor.
"Your grandfather has not eaten loh, eat first yuk uda nih noon" Nala knocked on the door several times but the sister did not chimed in.
"Grand, what are you doing? sleep huh? lunch on deck will hurt. Kaka again who scolded mama, it was thought that sister Nala did not give her food" said Nala still continued to knock on the door until a small step was heard and the door handle was opened.
"You crying?" Nala was so shocked to see Loli's reddened face and her swollen eyes. The girl's hair looks tangled too.
"No, no, who's sleeping" Loli pretended to yawn and slightly squinted her eyes to make it even more noticeable that she was so sleepy.
"Your eyes are red and swollen deck, you don't lie brother"
"Loli sleeps too well plus last night stay up so swollen gini." The loli are back to evaporating.
"Yes, now lunch first." Loli resigned when Nala withdrew her hand, although honestly if asked to choose Loli would prefer to die rather than eat. Well that's how broken his feelings are now.
Loli momentarily glued when she found Marcell's whereabouts staring at her heartily. His body was trembling, he did not want to see this face now but already he did not want Nala to be suspicious if he decided to go back to the room without eating first.
Is there anything more painful than pretending to look okay in your heartbreak?
Should you keep the feelings of others while your own heart needs to be calmed? Loli did not expect her happy life for 17 years to disappear overnight.
"Just woke up on deck?" Greet Marcell with a forced smile. In fact he had lost face in front of his future sister-in-law.
"I-yes sister" Loli replied without looking at the man's face
"Sorry for last night huh deck?" Loli's face paled as Marcell discussed it in front of her sister Nala.
"I'm sorry I didn't come home." Marcell continued when he saw the girl's panicked expression.
"It's okay, Loli excuse me to eat first brother" He immediately went to the dining table even though naf* su eat his that is not there is more lost when meeting Marcell again.
"You don't feel like Loli's a little weird, huh beb" said Nala who made Marcell a little too late.
"How weird?"
"You see his face looks so cry. His eyes are swollen, but he said because his sleep is too deep.Ask your question is also very cold impression is not usually the always cheerful.
"I don't feel beb." Even without Nala explaining, he already understood that a lot had changed in the attitude of the girl and it felt like it was piercing his heart.
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