
"Not so Nala, I just want you to think clearly looking at this problem. Me, you and Loli are both victims. We can't blame each other" said Marcell.
Thinking clearly?
I don't know for now Nala just felt an unbearable pain. He can't even think about how it will be a few seconds ahead.
"Why should Loli" His entire body, soul and feelings really felt fragile and shattered.
Nala looked back at Marcell.
"I can't face this Marcell, I can't let go of you. I won't be able to separate from you" Nala's cries and complaints sounded so bitter.
"I don't want to give you to Loli. We should stay married. Let Nathan take charge of the baby Loli's bladder" Nala's words further crushes Loli's heart. Now he is completely resigned to the decision they will take. Loli went into his room, locked the door tightly and vented his cry that he could hold so as not to be heard by anyone.
"I can't Nala, I don't want to take responsibility for what I've done"
"But it's not your fault! they were wrong" Nala pointed to the four men who had not been struggling since.
"It's not wrong for Nathan to take over your responsibility for Loli because he was instrumental in creating this problem" Nala felt she was simply trying to keep what belonged to her at this time.
"No Nala, I can't say such cruel things to Loli and our baby. I beg you to understand Nala" Marcell said.
"You know me, Marcell, I can't erase all the dreams I've arranged, the dreams you've all had in them. It's not fair to me, why is it only Loli you think about while I ignore you. Don't forget that I have feelings too."
"I'm sorry, but I really can't put my responsibility on someone else Nala" Marcell said. He could not live something that was so contrary to his conscience.
"You don't love me anymore, baby?"
"This is not a matter of still love or not love Nala. You must know the answer to your question, but again it's my responsibility as a man" Tangis Nala broke, Marcell really wanted to leave her. It was like losing direction.
"You're the bad Marcell! you're all bad!" Pekik Nala before running into her room. Continuing to see Marcell only further hurt her heart.
The atmosphere of silence for a moment, all still fighting with the immortality of each heart.
"So how?" Papa Indra who had been silent since then now began to speak up.
"We are really sorry for what happened, Mr. Rudi and Dita's mother. Marcell was already unanimous with his decision, he wanted to marry Loli. Our decision leaves it to Mr. Rudi and Dita's mother. Hopefully we can be wise in determining the best decision" continued the man.
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Loli's sleep was interrupted when she faintly heard sobs. The pain was immediately felt when his eyes caught the figure of a mother who was teary-eyed staring while gently rubbing her hair.
"Mama?" Loli called him lirih. The girl was a little confused about the whereabouts of her mother, because as Loli remembered she had already locked the door of her room.
"Sorry mama" Mama Dita's cry became more and more bitter, making Loli could not help herself. He immediately got up and hugged his mother.
"Why is mom sorry? mama is not wrong" the close embrace of the mama is so warm and soothing.
"I'm sorry that you're insensitive, I'm sorry that you're all alone" Imagining Loli harboring her cries and fears at any moment during this month tearing your heart apart.
Hearing that, Loli's cry broke out.
"Mama, I'm afraid" Loli finally managed to release the heavy weight that had been overriding her a while ago. Since everything was already open at this moment, he wanted to show all his grievances and fears. He can complain all his troubles to his mother.
"Don't be afraid baby, there's a mama and papa who will always be there for you"
"Adek uda nyakitin mama and papa especially sister Nala. Adek uda is the destroyer of happiness everything. But adek also do not want this to happen ma this does not want adek" mama Dita increasingly tighten her embrace. Loli's cries and grievances clearly signified how much her little princess suffered from having to support such a heavy burden.
"Dear, it's not wrong. This is the destiny God has laid out for us. Sister Nala will definitely understand" whispered her mother pilu. He did not mind Nala's feelings, nor did he sacrifice his eldest daughter and take Loli's side. But his heart said that at this time the most need to be saved is Loli and her baby. Because the girl was still too small to deal with this problem.
"Adek should how ma? adek confused. Adek does not want to marry Nathan, same marriage with Marcell is also wrong. But what if this baby doesn't get married?" Ask Loli while sniffling. He was in the wrong position.
"She would never marry Nathan. Marcell persists with his decision to marry you dear, Marcell does not want to hand you over to Nathan. About her brother Nala, he is injured now, but do not be afraid of her brother Nala will definitely recover soon" There is relief in Loli's heart when knowing Marcell still maintain it. Because he did not recognize Nathan at all, Loli could not imagine if he had to marry a man he did not know before.
About Marcell even though the man had forcibly snatched away her chastity but Loli felt a little safe considering how Marcell treated her after that incident.
"Pity of Nala ma, because Nala's brother is suffering. Nala and Marcell's sister must be forced to separate"
"Don't blame yourself, baby. Adek is completely innocent. We cannot refuse when God wills. We can only follow what God wants"
"Just now adek must be calm, take care of health. Don't get sick because of the pity of the baby's adek if his mama is sick" Mama Dita rubbed Loli's stomach. Not to refuse the presence of the baby but if you can ask Mama Dita want Loli to enjoy her teenage years first. Yet again as human beings they are powerless to reject the destiny that has been outlined for them.
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