The Tragedy Bachelor Party
Seventeen
"Sir, do you believe that all the things that happen in our lives are as bad as anything that God has outlined for us to live? Although we hate it so much, we try our best not to admit the slightest mistake but when God outlined that we will experience this then we can do nothing but live it sincerely. And there will always be lessons and wisdom that we can take someday" Marcell saw the change in the look of Loli's face. If Loli hadn't looked at her face since then, the girl would have looked at Marcell.
"Jawab deck, do you believe me?" Marcell knew Loli was trying to guess the direction of his conversation, therefore Loli never answered his questions.
"Yes I believe" Of course Loli believes that. But when misfortune really greets, then to live it sincerely is not as easy as saying. It feels so heavy and painful.
"As we are experiencing now, you also believe even though you feel your world is collapsing, losing direction and everything seems dark but this inevitably we have to face and there is happiness waiting at the end of the road there"
"Can't go straight? my head is dizzy" said Loli. Marcell sighed, he gathered strength to tell Loli.
"Loli, there's our baby here. She's growing in your womb" Marcell rubbed Loli's stomach with his eyes staring at Loli's now pale face with perfectly rounded eyes. The man's heart was sliced when he saw Loli just peeking but his tears were flowing very fast.
"I don't know it's the weight of the deck, but I hope you can accept his presence. He needs acceptance from both of us his parents" whispered Marcell again.
"No, I lied, right? I can't be pregnant, right? this must be just big brother's wits, right?" Loli said softly, the girl continued to shake her head as if she wanted to remove all the words spoken from Marcell's lips. I wish Marcell was just joking.
"But this is the reality of Loli, she's already present here. We'll raise her together. Brother will be in charge"
"No, I don't want to get pregnant. I don't need responsibility from my sister. I don't want to." Loli scatted, her body getting limp to find such a frightening fact.
"Loli brother please"
"I don't want my brother, he can't be present now. I don't want to make my mom and dad sad. I don't want to hurt Nala's heart. This must be a lie, right? I can't possibly be pregnant. I don't want to get pregnant" Marcell's heart ached over Loli's rejection of her seed growing in the girl's womb.
"Mama, papa, and Nala will definitely understand the deck. You calm down, everything will be fine" Marcell tried to persuade Loli to be calmer.
"Where can I calm down, he can't be there brother. I have to kill this kid"
"Well, how should I? I'm not ready to see my mom, dad and sister Nala disappointed, I can't see them sad. Please don't do this, sister, don't let me be a criminal to my family, help me abort this baby" Marcell held Loli's hand that was about to beat her belly.
"But not by being a villain to your own son Loli. I know it's going to hurt a lot, but inevitably someone has to sacrifice. All for the baby"
Marcell is aware that all are victims in this case, no one benefits. But Marcell feels the wisest step at this time is to be responsible for the baby who is Loli bladder. He had ruined Loli's life, and Marcell did not want to increase his sin by wasting the baby that the girl was carrying let alone kill her.
Nala is a good girl, of course the girl will be very broken but Marcell is sure Nala will find a much better man than her who is able to make the girl happy. He sincerely released the Nala he loved for the happiness of the girl even though all will not be easy. Loli needs him more now, anyway.
Loli thought losing her chastity was her most perfect ruin, but it wasn't enough for the universe to play tricks on her. God completes the pain of Loli with the presence of a fetus in his stomach.
"Sister please deck, do not ever intend to dispose of the fetus. He's not wrong, if you want you to be able to kill brother. Because brother deserves punishment from you" Marcell cupped Loli's face soaked by tears.
Marcell was able to catch such a great fear in Loli's eyes. The man knew Loli bore a burden that was too heavy that he could barely bear in his teens.
"I should how? I'm scared." Complain Loli.
"Calm down, you're going to finish everything. Everything's gonna be okay" whispered Marcell.
"I don't want to get pregnant, I'm not ready to have children. I know I'm not even 18. I don't want to get married, I still want to go to college and have a lot of friends. I'm not ready to be a wife, I can't take care of my children and husband, I can't cook and clean the house. After all, Marcell does not love me, nor do I love Marcell. We may marry and have children. It would be very strange to think, brother Marcell is my sister-in-law, brother Marcell loves sister Nala and vice versa. Brother Marcell must marry sister Nala is not the same as me" Marcell let Loli continue to bring out what was inside his brain and heart for the girl to feel relieved.
"Loli look at brother, look at brother, huh? brother knows it won't be easy but brother will always be there for you, we'll go through both. Brother does not require you to be smart to take care of children and husbands let alone cook and clean the house because your status is not a maid." Marcell was well aware of the consequences if he married Loli. He will not demand the perfection of the girl in carrying out her role as a wife.
"On love? yes, we are not in love now. But we can learn to love each other and I'm sure that's not a difficult thing. You're so easy to love Loli. You're beautiful, you're good, you're smart, you're almost perfect. Brother is the same, right? Big brother is handsome, responsible, kind hearted this big brother is also a near-perfect man. You will easily fall in love with your sister." Marcell gave a smile seeing Loli's shocked face hearing her boast of herself.
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