The Tragedy Bachelor Party

Eleven

"Hi, am I interrupting?" Loli frowned as someone suddenly sat before her. He examined the face of the man who could be said to be handsome, he felt like he had seen this man.

"You don't remember me, do you? I'm Nathan, Marcell's friend"

As Loli's body heated up, anger mixed with shame filled his soul. This man had taken part in destroying his life with Marcell, Loli's sad eyes igniting hatred. In the deepest corner of the heart shame is present, because this man knows that he is an unholy girl.

Loli immediately stood up, he wanted to leave immediately. He couldn't meet Nathan. If only Sania hadn't forced her to go to the bookstore and ended up eating lunch at this cafe Loli would have preferred to immerse herself in her room. He is not ready if such a possibility happens.

"Loli wait" Nathan managed to grab Loli's hand but was immediately brushed aside violently by the girl. His gaze was sharply drawn.

"Can we talk?" said the gentleman.

"We don't know each other, so I don't think there's anything important that requires us to talk" Loli said to Sania, who spent so long in the toilet that she had to face this jerk.

"I know I'm so guilty, please give me a chance to talk" Nathan stared in plea.

"If you just want to talk about regrets or apologies, then it's better not to. Because it's all just bullshit that's never gonna change anything that's happened. You should think before you do that vile thing"

Loli breathed a sigh of relief upon seeing Sania's arrival. He was sure Nathan wouldn't force him if there was anyone else among them.

"San very long"

"The toilet is full, sorry yes" Sania smiles pretentiously at her best friend. A moment later Sania's gaze shifted to Nathan's figure.

He looked at Loli, his eyes asking who the man was.

"Include me Nathan's friend Marcell" Nathan reached out to Sania as if he understood that the girl was questioning her whereabouts.

"Oh yes, her friend, sister Marcell, her future husband, sister Nala?" Sania receives Nathan's hand. The man nodded while smiling faintly.

"So why do you stand up like you want to fight?"

"I'm in a hurry to get home San. You know him first yes" said Loli, he immediately left Sania and Nathan who stared confusedly at him.

"I'm sorry I have to go after Loli, I have something to talk to her about" Nathan said after getting a nod from Sania.

Nathan tries to catch up to Loli with his wide strides.

"Loli I beg you to give me a chance to talk"

"What do you want to say? want to satisfy your feelings by apologizing to me so you don't feel guilty anymore? want to say that you have trouble sleeping because of the guilt that feels suffocating? you're selfish. You guys can be relieved and calm after I forgive you, while I? nothing has changed. I'm still deformed" Loli's teary eyes and her stern remarks stabbed Nathan in the heart many times.

"I'm willing to take responsibility" Loli widened her eyes, she looked around this man was still reckless to ask him to talk even in this crowded state.

Loli sped up her pace and Nathan still followed her.

"What do you mean?"

"I will marry you" Nathan insisted without a doubt. Loli screeching cynically

"Do you think I'm old enough to get married?" Nathan was silent, he didn't know what to say.

"I don't think there are people as bad as you. You claim to be best friends but trap and destroy Marcell's life, even sacrifice me who knows nothing" loli's voice trembled but she refrained from crying She didn't want to look weak and pitiful in front of Nathan.

"I'm sorry, we didn't expect any of this to happen. It's unexpected, we thought that night that came was a paid woman"

"If it wasn't me, it would still be you destroying Marcell's brother. You forced him to betray Nala's brother. If Marcell's sister is a call woman who suffers from illness you will still destroy Marcell's sister and Nala's sister. I never understood what your brain was made of to be able to do that depraved thing" it felt like enough, Loli's chest again felt tight.

"Do you feel guilty and expect forgiveness from me? if so, I will fulfill your request. I forgive you and your friends. So don't ever show your faces in front of me again. Please be kind to me by not interfering with my life anymore, because when I see you I feel like I'm in the grave alive"

Nathan was flabbergasted at every word that came from Loli's lips, resolute yet scarred. Loli's attitude further tore her heart apart despite the words of apology that had been spoken from the lips of the girl.

"Are my words understandable?" Nathan nodded, his reddened face holding back the millions of feelings that surrounded his heart.

Loli sighed and threw it away violently. The girl hoped that Marcell's other friends wouldn't try to meet her like this man before her.

"Alright I think everything's enough."

Loli passed from the face of Nathan who was still glued. The man never felt this bad in his life. This was the first time he felt guilty.

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Marcell looked at the gloomy looking Loli, her tiny body curled up in a rattan swing located on the back porch. It looks so fragile and sad. At first glance Loli seemed to be staring at the fish pond, but Marcell knew Loli's gaze was so hollow.

"You feel it too, don't you, baby? Loli looks different these days" the newly arrived Nala put hot milk coffee for Marcell on the table. The couple chose to spend Sunday night at Nala's house by looking at the night sky on the back porch of her house. They were sitting not far from Loli's place. But so cool with his daydream Loli was unaware of the existence of Marcell and Nala.

"Mama and I were worried, and she used to daydream. He is also not as chatty as usual. Often do not focus, prefer to be alone. Anyway strange" continued Nala who increasingly make Marcell nervous.

"Maybe think of his future" Lirih Marcell.

"Papa also said that, maybe because he was again focused on preparing for the final exam as well as the university entrance exam. Eh yes Loli also suddenly asked for a lecture outside the city. Though he was the least able to stay away from mama for a long time" Marcell's heart beat harder when he heard Loli's intention to leave this city.

"to where?"

"I don't know, he even initially asked to study abroad. But my mom didn't give me permission"

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