
Today Loli had to take the college entrance test, but Loli was not excited at all. His body was so tired that he was so lazy to move.
After the end of the school exam Loli increasingly confined himself in the room and closed all communication access so that Sania or anyone can not contact and force him to walk. He really wanted to be alone and shut himself off from the outside world.
A month had passed but the tragedy of the dark night still separated the wounds that never dried up. Marcell or Nathan did not bother him anymore, but Loli could feel that Marcell continued to look for opportunities to meet even though he just looked at himself without saying hello. Marcell always comes to his house every day even though there is no Nala. Therefore Loli felt the safest place at the moment was in the room.
Loli glanced at the clock on the wall, the exam would start in 2 hours but he had not managed to gather his spirit. He was still so comfortable rolling in his thick blanket.Some days he often felt cold even though the AC in his room he had turned off.
"You have to graduate in order to get out of this house immediately, sister Nala is one month away from getting married, which means that sister Marcell will soon live in this house" Loli told herself. But strangely Loli even imagined the face of Marcell. The girl immediately brushed off the strange sense that suddenly teased as she recalled and imagined the man's face.
Loli stepped footily towards the bathroom, the strong desire to leave this city made her spirit slightly ignited though not completely.
The ambush coldness made Loli decide to just wash her face and brush her teeth. He did not know why he was so lazy to touch the water. It's okay for this time Loli missed her morning shower. Though usually Loli is so easily sultry, he can even bathe as much as three to four times a day.
After finishing with his bathroom ritual Loli chose the clothes he would wear, his choice fell on long jeans that he combined with a shirt lined sweater. He looked at his face in the mirror, a faint smile rose there and it felt so foreign. Loli felt like she had not seen her own smile for so long.
"It doesn't look like you're taking a shower" the girl muttered as she combed her hair. He tied the height of his long hair so that his look more neat.
Loli swept a thin make up on her reddish cheeks. The girl's last touch sprayed perfume to further disguise the fact that she didn't take a shower this morning.
Some Loli sprays suddenly feel so nauseous smelling the scent of parfume that he usually likes. Loli tried to restrain herself from vomiting. He immediately rubbed his hands and neck that were exposed to perfume sprays to reduce the pungent odor that was so torturous to him.
The girl grabbed the mask and put it on so as not to smell the fragrance oil that had already been sprayed remembering to shower and change clothes will take time that can make it too late.
"New mom wants samperin to the room. There's a test today, right?" greet the mama as Loli arrives at the dinner table. Usually Loli is always afraid of being late and will prepare 2 hours before the implementation.
"Adek did not come to breakfast, ma, just left" saw the food that was sitting on the table made his stomach churn again.
"Evening tonight is not down for dinner. This morning is also absent again breakfast" said the papa.
"Again diet kali pa, but that body is already like a plywood so thinnya" ledek Nala which is not touched by Loli.
If normally Loli would turn her face away immediately then this time for a while Loli stared long at Marcell. He enjoyed every curve of Marcell's face that he felt so handsome and fresh this morning made the girl so comfortable looking at him.
"This is the provision of eating in the car alone, do not let not breakfast later starving even not konsen ngerjain about" said Mama Dita resuscitated Loli from her behavior staring at Marcell's face.
"Yes ma, doain adek so that the exam is smooth and acceptable at the university that adek heading" Loli grabbed his mother's hand and lowered the mask to kiss the cheek of the woman who had given birth to her.
The girl then approached the papa, just as her mother Loli also asked the papa to pray for her success.
"Adek departs brother" Loli turns to the older brother, he also grabs Nala's hand and kisses her as she bounces.
"Hopefully it works well, cie who soon wants to be a student already mature dong now." Nala blinked her one eye. Loli simply replied to him with a faint smile.
In order not to arouse suspicion Loli also extended her hand to Marcell. The girl felt her heart beating fast when her hand touched the man's hand. He then took Marcell's hand and kissed her long enough, unexpectedly she felt comfortable greeting him.
Marcell was surprised at Loli's slightly different attitude, if all this time Loli would always avoid and refuse to look at him now instead.
"Hopefully succeed yes deck" Marcell rubbed Loli's hair so gently as Loli still kissed her hands long enough. Marcell was astonished but secretly he felt happy. After the bad events that befell him and Loli this is the first time Marcell feels relieved and happy.
"Thank you brother" With a heavy heart Loli let go of Marcell's hand. There was a kind of urge that made him so at home smelling the man's scent. If there was no one here, Loli would have lingered around kissing Marcell's hand. The desire that did not know where came from was so strong that it managed to cover Loli's heart wound every time he saw the man's face.
Loli glanced at Marcell who was also still staring at him, before finally the girl stepped towards the courtyard where the driver had been waiting to drop her off.
Loli held onto her chest, she was busy digesting her own feelings. He was amazed at himself so different.
'What's up? why do you suddenly want to be close to him? Don't forget that the man has ruined your life Loli, because he's all dark and your steps are blocked' Whisper Loli on his heart
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