
The next morning, when Gendis and Damar were preparing to have breakfast at the dinner table, Eser had not yet revealed his nose. The man is still on the fifth floor. Since his conversation with Gendis yesterday, Eser has not been out of the room at all. Even for dinner, Gendis asked the help of a housekeeper to drive her.
Damar who looks neat because he has started to go to college, eat his food first. He did not want to be late on the first day of entering to become a medical student at one of the top universities. Damar will not waste the opportunity and facilities provided by Eser. As much as possible he will graduate on time and become a student with the best achievements in his faculty.
"Mar, Ma'am want to see Mass Eser first. You just go right away if Mbak hasn't come down." Gendis decided to look at her husband's condition.
"Yes, ma'am." Damar answered on the sidelines of the process of chewing food.
Although there was little doubt, Gendis tried to establish herself to meet Eser. In fact, he himself wanted to temporarily dodge being tired of arguing. But the psychological condition of Eser again makes Gendis willing to suppress the ego and humble to succumb.
Arriving in front of the room, Gendis knocked on the door of the room that usually became his territory a little hard. There was no reply, Gendis was slowly trying to push the doorknob down. Turns out the door wasn't locked.
"Gosh my god." Gendis shook her head softly while bowing her body to pick up her belongings scattered on the floor. Apparently Eser is really back on his old illness. Difficulty withholding emotions and instantly venting anger by destroying anything around it.
Gendis took the trash basket, for the umpteenth time, but in the gap time that was quite long, she again threw away the makeup equipment that was actually still new. Since it was already so devastated, he couldn't possibly wear it or keep it anymore.
Almost an hour Gendis was restyled, Eser who was sleeping on his stomach on the sofa did not also squirm in the slightest. Gendis wiped the sweat that soaked her forehead. Then take a glass of mineral water and gulp it down to the toilet.
Tired, Gendis sat her body on the bed. Tired this time not only physical, but also tired of his heart and mind. The woman rubbed her belly full of love with teary eyes.
"Mother takes your screech, Ice. In your life, you will be happy. You will not experience misery as Mother feels. Mother will make sure of that" said Gendis.
A clear thread began to wet his cheeks without cueing. His strength might begin to collapse, or indeed his life's burden was growing heavier. "You know, Ice. In the past, Mother often had trouble money problems. At that time, to be able to eat twice a day, Mother had to massage the shoulders and legs of people. Mother had thought, how happy if we live with abundant money. In fact? Now Mother even wants to go back in those times. When you are just thinking how to make money. When problems only really come because Mother has no money at all. Mother is really tired, Es.But Mother does not want to give up."
Without Gendis noticing, Eser heard all the heart screams interspersed with his wife's sobs. His heart is getting broken. Guilt and inappropriateness became the companion of Gendis, increasingly spread from the heart to penetrate the deepest thoughts of Eser. The man was unmoved, his body felt boneless. It was as if he had lost face to look at his wife. Inner Eser was really struggling and crying hysterically this time. The pain and sadness of yesterday and Gendis being declared blood brothers, was nothing compared to what he felt now.
Dismissed was all hope when he opened the phone from Sevket that was supposed to be for Gendis. The regret he vented by throwing all the objects on the table, led him to find the phone. Initially, Eser opened the high-tech flat object because he thought it was used by his wife to connect with other men. But it turns out ...
Again a bitter reality that must be heard and seen. Sevket video when telling about the origin of himself, really makes it crowded. The man who has been accused of Eser brenggsek, in fact, is an extension of the hand sent by God to release himself from the cruel environment.
Gendis slowly moved from her seat, wiped the tears on her cheeks, then swung her legs closer to Eser. Slowly, the woman sat her butt on the side of the sofa right near Eser's head. Gendis's hands stretched out stroking the husband's hair.
Eser with all his might held himself back from reacting. The world is severely punishing itself. Eser can now only regret about his stupidity too hastily looking for his biological parents. Everything is done, so he must take responsibility for what he did. It will hurt a lot, and the pain may not end.
"What kind of man am I, Lord? Why would I make such a big fool of this? Should I expect your help?" Eser wailed praying in his heart. While Gendis continued to rub his head with a look of eyes glaring towards the ceiling of the room.
Almost ten minutes passed, both of them holding the same position. Gendis dared to touch her husband's cheek, as she softly said, "Phi, it's noon, let's get up! Didn't you work today?"
Eser chose to hold on not to give any reaction. In fact, if he could be a little self-destructive and ignore the reality, would like for Eser to embrace Gendis. He wouldn't let go of that hug until anytime.
"I'm going downstairs, Phi. My stomach these few days is often suddenly tight and stiff. Either because I'm tired or stressed. I'd like to see Esju's next checkup schedule." Gendis said goodbye even though she did not know for sure the man heard it or not.
Hearing the sound of the door closing again, Eser immediately changed his sleeping position and opened his eyes. The man then rushed to the bathroom. Because he woke up too late, one plan was broken. Now he must look at the conditions and wait for more time to carry out the plan.
After breakfast, Gendis decided to relax in the reading room. The woman sits in a massage chair while listening to relaxing music. Both hands hold a book containing a collection of children's growth articles.
An hour passed, the book of Gendis had already struck his face closed. A soft snore came out from his mouth. Until the ringtone of Gendis' phone, managed to make him aghast. The name Ozge is there. Gendis immediately received the call. Ozge's panicked voice greeted as soon as the flat object stuck to Gendis's earlobe.
Not long after, with worry clearly implied in his eyes and the look on his face, Gendis hurriedly returned to the fifth floor to meet Eser. When she got there, she did not find her husband.
"Prc ...." Gendis kept calling for Eser while opening the bathroom door.But the result was nil. Then he quickly walked back to the elevator to take him to each floor to look for the whereabouts of Eser.
"Mother Nye Mr Eser?" Asked one of the housekeepers named Minah who happened to be passing in front of her room on the second floor.
"Yes, does Auntie know?" Gendis stopped the movement of her hand that wanted to open the door of the room.
"Mr just left, Mom. Looks like you're going out of town, 'cause you got a big suitcase."
Gendis' body instantly suffocated. Slowly the body slumped on the door leaf until his butt touched the coldness of the cold marble floor.
"What kind of trial is this, Lord. Why is it all happening together and over and over again?" He complained with an empty look.