
Gendis did not dare to open her eyes. He really is thinking hard so that something wrong is not until they do, even though circumstances force. Although it is undeniable that he also misses the warm touch.
A moment later, Gendis felt Eser's warm breath in his nose. The distance between the two faces may only be one cent. Eser was so close to his body that Gendis could clearly feel Teser standing up straight to the maximum.
Eser lowered the zipper of the sleeveless maroon dress that Gendis wore with a very gentle movement, her lips had now switched to the neck area of Gendis. The word 'don't' that wants to be issued stuck in the throat. His tongue is so thick. His heart, mind, and body no longer agree.
A heart with willingness still harbors love. The mind says it must know the limits because they are blood brothers. But his body, accepting resignation and enjoying every treatment of Eser just like that. Gendis suddenly felt she was the one who was not sane now.
The dress slid past the body Gendis fell to the floor quickly. Leaving triangles and black lacy glasses that still adhere perfectly to the owner.
Eser took off his embrace, he rewinded his steps half a step. Gendis still did not dare to open her eyes, because the fingers of Eser's hand still gently caressed her face to the neck of the level of Gendis.
The man had just noticed the changes in Gendis' body. The woman's chest that should be without debate can be called the wife looks full round, the body is more contained, and the belly of Gendis is also no longer flat.
Eser was deeply moved, his eyes glazed over. There is a longing and a desire that is unusually passionate and wants to be completed. Separating for so long, let alone forgetting as a wife, even to love Gendis as a sister was very difficult. Distance only gives space to longing, not a pause to convert love into a common sense.
Eser brought his face closer to Gendis. Even his lips were almost stuck on Gendis's lips. Slowly the woman's eyes opened. The two are now looking at each other inside. Eser's hand went up and down and stroked Gendis's back.
"Prc ...." Gendis could no longer continue her words, as Eser suddenly hugged her tightly. All in all, it turned out to be just a loving kiss that landed on Gendis' forehead. There was no coercive lip kiss, or wild treatment like the one in Gendis's shadow before.
"Let me take care of you and Esju. Tortured not touching you is no big deal to me. The hardest thing is not seeing you every day. I want you to always be within my reach. Don't torture me with my ignorance of your existence. I miss you, Mhi."
Gendis was unmoved, still clueless of the situation that was occurring in its entirety. Eser was heard speaking clearly and meaningfully. In fact, Gendis had thought that Eser was under the influence of drugs. However, he is now beginning to realize that the man is just playing his role perfectly.
"I could have kissed your lips and done something more tonight, Mhi. But I know, it's just gonna get you further away from me. Right now, I just want to prove, I can control myself. You will be safe beside me. No matter how I feel, I can appreciate our destiny."
Gendis gasped, indeed she did not expect that all that Eser was doing was pretending. Bringing Vivian into the game, obviously is a smart thing. Because obviously Gendis never want to lose with the cunning woman.
Gendis who is still stunned and half-believed by the incident that made him forced to end his escape, even not wearing his dress back. The woman just dropped her ass on the floor of the carpeted hotel.
Realizing that Gendis was in shock, Eser who had returned neatly, approached and squatted right in front of the woman he thought of now should be considered as a sister.
"I'm sorry if I have to do it this way. You ran too far and too long. Don't you think of Esju? What did you get from this escape? Did you succeed in removing Eser's name as your husband? Or is it just a growing longing for me?" Eser asked repeatedly, but in a soft voice.
Gendis took a deep breath, venturing back to Eser's gaze. "I didn't get anything, Phi. I forgot, it still carries my heart. I should have left this heart to you. Maybe it'd be better if I didn't have a heart."
"You're right, give your heart to me. I will accept with pleasure. But how else, God is testing. We have no power to refuse. Maybe it's time to feel the pain. I don't know what God's good plan is for us going forward." Eser turned his eyes. As usual, he always lost if he had to look into Gendis' eyes for a long time. Under no circumstances, in his sight and mind, the gaze and everything about Gendis, always managed to flirt.
Gendis with a condition that had not yet put on her dress back, suddenly hugged Eser tightly. His eyes are now glazed. "I miss you, Phi. I want you to be next to me, but I can't think of you as a big brother. That's why I ran away. I may be a coward, but I feel it was the best decision. In fact, I'm actually getting tormented, Phi."
Eser kissed Gendis' forehead, then stroked the scented hair of the woman he loved so much. "If you are tormented, why not go home, Mhi? Why did you have Damar cover your whereabouts?"
Gendis took off her embrace, only to realize that she was not wearing a dress, Gendis hurriedly picked up the dress that was right under her feet. Without standing, Gendis put on the dress back.
"I want to forget all about us. I used to live hard with only Damar. Forgetting you as a husband or sister is a choice I'm trying to make."
"And stop trying to stay away. I'm not letting you go again. Now, it's no longer about us, please do this for Esju's sake. Do you want Esju not to get affection from her father? Running away from reality won't calm you down, Mhi. Problems will never be solved if you continue like this, you're just putting off solving problems." Eser looked back at Gendis.The woman was now the one who lowered her head.
"I won't discuss what passed, why and how, I don't want to know. What matters now, is that you're back in the apartment, Mhi. Back to our finished home. We're together again. Poor Damar if far from you. Please, go home, Mhi," added Eser.
Gendis slowly stood up. He set his feet to sit on the bed. Just want to think for a moment.