The Touch of Gendis Love

Decided to leave for a while

"What do I need to heal your wounds? While I myself was also injured for the same." Eser bandaged Gendis's hand with bandages.

When the woman offered to help with her hand wound, Eser subtly refused. He seemed to be avoiding the old look with Gendis.

"So we're finally getting a divorce?" Gendis twisted her body until she fought against each other with Eser.

Eser bit her lower lip while taking a deep breath. He leaned his back against Gendis's back. "What God brings together cannot be divorced by man. But if we're brothers, what can we do? Why it hurts so much, Mhi. Should I change your call? How will Esju call us?"

"Why is being a son of a Darto more fun than being a son of Sevket? What should we do now? Is Esju gonna be okay?"

Eser wanted to hold Gendis' hand, but it didn't. She was afraid of not being able to control her feelings. He never felt a heart like this. Turning the love of the opposite sex into the love of siblings is not easy. Moreover, Eser's love for Gendis as a husband has grown tremendously.

"Why aren't any of them trying to see me? Dahlia's mom? Mr Sevket? Why did everyone leave me with you?" Gendis wondered. Because he wanted to know more from the two parents directly. Of course, he still had hope that everything was wrong.

"I asked them to leave. I don't want to hear any justification from them. Papi and Bu Dahlia do not deny, Ndis. That means we are brothers. We're sisters. You are my sister, whom I married, whom I love as a whole woman, who is pregnant with my flesh and blood. Less cruel what's the reality on us?" Eser looked very cynical when he said that.

The guy stood up slowly. He left behind Eser who was hugging his own knee very deeply. The woman took out her suitcase. Put some clothes in there.

Clear thread does not recede wet the smooth cheeks. Although without the sound of crying that thrashed, but his sobbing made the heart of anyone who heard felt slashed.

Gendis is not sad to accept the fact that Darto is not his father. Growing up in a family that is not at all intact, makes Gendis no shadow of a perfect family. If it wasn't Sevket, it wouldn't make any difference if it was Darto's son or something.

But finding out the truth that he was inbred with the man he had always called husband was a tremendous wound. Building love in marriage takes a short time and must let go of some ego. Now, when that sense has grown, reality is playing it like this.

Gendis sat down in front of her prayer table. His hand touched the forehead, slowly descended to the middle chest and then shifted to the left right shoulder like a overtake.

"Lord, I really don't want to doubt Your love in the least. Every test you send, of course you have measured if we are able to pass it. But should it hurt like this? What about the fate of Esju? Why did God present him. A child is born holy, should not bear the sins or karma of his parents. If I don't deserve to be happy, I accept my misery. Let me live the pain of life, lest Esju feel it."

Seeing Gendis standing up, then groping his suitcase, Eser's heart felt even more broken.

"Don't get away from me, Mhi. Your place is here. No matter how much we live together, I have to make sure you and Esju are okay." Eser held Gendis' wrist.

"I need time to myself. My mind says I should be able to accept the situation. But this feeling cannot lie. I love you not as my brother. I'm not ready to change my feelings this fast. I love you as my husband, I really love you, Phi. I've struggled to cultivate that taste. But now I have to kill him again. I can't stand to look at you every day." Gendis took Eser's hand off his.

"Mhi, please! Please don't leave me, Mhi. Ilove you. I don't want to be away from you and Esju. Not only are you heavy, I am too. We don't have to be this cruel to ourselves. You're leaving, want to get away from me? Does that guarantee you'll be able to accept me as your brother? The problem is in our hearts, wherever we run, it gets carried away. Just shut up here. We face it together. If less viscous blood unites us, there's Esju on your body. Esju is there, and becomes a part of us, because of me and you. Whatever we call it, Esju deserves the best." Eser again held back Gendis's steps. This time on his knees at the woman's feet.

Gendis dropped herself to the floor slowly. He dared to hold Eser's hand. "I'm sorry I haven't been a good wife. Maybe I won't be a good sister. But I promise, I'll be a good mother to Esju."

Eser returned Gendis's wistful gaze, unable to bear it, she grabbed onto the woman's shoulder and hugged her tightly. "You should be happy, Mhi. I'll do whatever it takes to ensure your happiness."

"Let me go, Phi. Just sec. I will take good care of Esju. I promise it won't be long." Gendis stretched her arms.

Eser shook his head slowly. "No, Mhi. Don't run from me, don't stay away."

Gendis stood up again. "Please, take care of yourself, Phi. Don't hurt yourself again. I'll be back."

As if he had no more energy, he could only stare at the back of Gendis who was getting further away and disappeared from the sight of his eyes.

What was left in Eser's heart was now just a wound. It feels like parting with a loved one. A taste that Eser had never felt before. In the past, women were for him only a distraction. Don't have to settle down, the important thing is there when he needs to. With Gendis everything is different. He doesn't want to be left out, wants to be together, and is afraid to be two.

Not long after Gendis' departure, Eser's apartment bell rang. At first, the man simply ignored it. But as the bell rang without pause, Eser was interrupted as well. Lazily, the man stood up from his seat and opened the door a little forced.

"What are you coming for?" Eser asked me questioningly.