The Suffering of the Wife I Divorced

Chapter 89

"Gue will talk to him. Satisfied?!"

"I know you care about me and Tifany" Tiara said as she stood tremblingly looking at Bahtiar. "I also know that you have the same assumptions as me, about Fabian who can't run away from his responsibilities if he knows he has a child from me—"

As Bahtiar was about to step up, Tiara raised her tone of voice as she continued, "But what you don't take into account is her wife. Didn't you see she looked like a child? In fact I'm sure he's much younger than when I was humming Tifany. Do you think I don't consider everything from different aspects and angles?"

"If I were desperate to tell Fabian," Tiara continued without lowering her voice. "If his wife can accept Tifany's presence, and if Fabian asks Tifany of me, what about me? Do I have to lose everything, because we all know that me and Fabian are not destined to unite—"

"Gue just wants him to know that he has a son from you, Nyuk!" Bahtiar. "Gue didn't say that you should give Tifany to him. Not necessarily Fabian will take Tifany from you. All I think is Tifany's mental going forward if you don't tell him who his father is—"

"Gue can say that his father died—"

"Set*n lu!" Bahtiar. "That's not fair to Tifany and Fabian. You realize that you do not want to know that his father is still alive, healthy, successful— continues in the future Tifany knows by itself, which there is precisely Tifany will hate you, Nyuk. Fabian may also hate you if you keep covering up facts about ..."

"Keep you realize that for example Fabian and his wife did not accept with a trace of sin in his past, how hit will I and Tifany in the future?" Tiara charged out with anger that made her body tremble. "How many more mental blows should my son and I take for God's unjust destiny?"

"We never know what Fabian's decision would be if we hadn't told him, Nyuk!" bahtiar said in frustration. "Do you realize that I'm in my position? I have a wife, I can't protect you forever. While you're both alive. Daughter, he needs a father figure. In the future he will marry, he needs guardian—"

"My son doesn't need a guardian!" Tiara screamed in pain. "Do I have to remember that Tifany is just an illegitimate child? Do you pretend to be blind and need me to know about the trail of sin that he and I have committed? Okay, maybe I was wrong and did not realize that all this time I have been ngerepotin you, I think—"

"Tiara, that's not it, honey." Finally Pinkan breaks up and caresses Tiara's shoulder to calm the woman down. "I mean my husband did not go there, we do not feel repotted at all with you or Tifany—"

"It seems my decision was right to remain silent and go take my child far away ..."

"Tiara, you calm down first," said Pinkan gently as he brought Tiara back to sit down. "Don't misunderstand me. We never know how it will end. We think you're fine living with your husband. Who ever thought I'd be this?"

"I mean my husband probably isn't, Tiara," Pinkan continued calmly. "You said you want to go to Batam, while all your money has been invested and cannot be taken. All contracts have been agreed, and you should understand that my husband is just worried that you and Tifany will suffer more later. But if Fabian finds out, he might try something for you. Let's look at it from another point of view. Maybe I mean my husband he just needs to talk to Fabian all right."

Tiara sat pensively and tried to catch her breath. She didn't know when her tears would fall back and tear without her wanting to.

No one realized that behind Bahtiar's slightly open door, a little girl stood stunned with eyes dimming. Tifany is not a child who likes to eavesdrop on adult conversations.

He came out of the room only to ask Pinkan if his mother had returned or not. However, who would have thought that he would actually hear his mother's words, just when the mother said that.

The girl seemed to be unable to believe what she had just heard.

He's an illegitimate child! And the words came out of his own mother's mouth.

His mother! Her real father wasn't the one she had been with, not the one she had known all along.

So, actually he does not have the same father as his younger brother who is now separated?

In fact, now Tifany is aware of why she does not have her father's last name as her younger brother got.

Then, it was answered that why his own father would do such an act of praise to him.

All because Tifany is not his son.

However, the most important of all is, why did his mother not give any signs that he and his younger brother had different fathers?

Tears clogged Tifany's throat, she swallowed it with great difficulty and returned to their hotel room facing off.

Why his mother never told him

Maybe he will never be jealous when his father gives a lot of affection to his brother, while he is often ignored.

Hasn't her mother always taught her to be honest? In fact, it was the mother herself who covered up the truth about herself.

Bastard son! That vile remark lingered in Tifany's small mind to make her nauseous. She staggered to the bed, where her nanny was still asleep and did not know she had just gotten out of bed.

Tifany curled up like a ball next to her nanny. His father did not recognize him as a son, his father did not put a last name like his brother.

Her father never took her away like he did to his younger brother. His father never took him to hang out with his extended family, because it would embarrass him.

Because Tifany's presence must have put her to shame. And more than that, her father had just instilled the greatest trauma on her.

Oh, my God, it feels like Tifany wants to puke. His heart was so painful that his entire body was sweating coldly. Everyone is never honest.

Everyone was just trying to cover up his existence and hide it. All they care about is making sure no one knows that he's an illegitimate child.

Thinking about it all made Tifany cry as she pleased, evoking a sense of tightness in the chest. His entire body shook until the caregiver would not want to wake up immediately because of the cry.

"Big brother why?" ask the nanny while pulling Tifany into a hug and calming her down. "Night you have another nightmare, honey?"

However, Tifany was powerless to answer the question, and chose to embrace her nanny sobbing.

"Wait a moment, Aunty wants to call your mama first, the time is still not home 'already jam—"

"No need," Tifany said between her cries as she held the nanny's hand. "Fany is just a nightmare. Aunt Fany's just me."

And the boy hopes everything he hears is really just a nightmare.