
That afternoon I did not go home, I prefer to sit alone in a large park in the middle of the city. My heart is broken, I am angry, jealous, upset and disappointed by Mr. Sena's attitude that does not care about my whereabouts when Maudy is present in front of him.
I was quietly contemplating in a corner of the park, I was not wanting to meet anyone at this time. I wonder why he came to see Mr. Sena after his long disappearance. I don't know much about them but all I know is that I'm Sena's future wife, so it's only natural that I feel disturbed by her presence.
My phone rang, I saw Sena's name on the screen, I ignored her call and I turned off my phone, I didn't want to see her.
Is Maudy back for Mr Sena? Does he want to have another relationship with Mr Sena? Then what if they were together again? I should what?
There were so many questions that crossed my mind, I just decided to marry Mr. Sena after my business with Reno was over, but why again problems came up to me.
I was even disappointed to see Mr. Sena's gaze on Maudy earlier, a deep longing look as if it was emanating in his eyes. I was just afraid that I would swallow the disappointment again just like before, because I was once a past lost to a new person, she said, and now I don't want to be the new guy who lost to the past.
I silently shed my tears, sadness tingled my heart, I covered my face with my palms. I cried in silence until finally a hand grabbed my shoulder and hugged me.
I jumped in shock with that sudden move, I opened my hand and looked at the person who had embraced me.
“M..mas” says surprised.
“Why you? Why here yourself? And what is this, why are you crying?” Ask Mr. Sena streak.
“What are you doing here, where is he?” Ask me as I look around.
“Who are you looking for, baby?” Soft question.
“Maudy” my answer is weak.
“He is not here”
“Where is he, why did you leave him alone?” My toot.
“I never left him, he left me. And I don't care about him, now the most important thing is you Airin”
“Ta-but earlier”
“Stttt, don't think about it. I didn't do anything with him, he just told me one fact about why he left me first”
I just nodded in response to Mr. Sena's words.
“You don't want to ask about that fact?” Ask Mr. Sena.
I shook my head, “no mas, let it be a matter of mas and him, I don't need to know about it. All I fear is that you will leave me and come back with him”
“Hey, you can't say like that dear, I will never leave you. You are the only woman I love, you don't have to worry about it”
I smiled with relief at Mr. Sena's statement, it turned out that my mind had traveled too far regarding the two of them.
“So he just said that? Nothing else?”
“Ada”
“What is it?”
“He asked me to come back to him”
I'm stunned to hear it, “lalu? Answer mas?” Ask doubt.
“Of course I refused it Airin, even I said that the person he was driving was my future wife”
Mukaku flushed to hear it, “aku love the same mas, hiks” said me sniffled.
“Mas is also very dear to you Rin, we accelerate our marriage ya”
“Hah? Mas serious?” I don't believe it.
“Yes mas seriously, no one can disturb our relationship”
“I am very happy mas” said me while wiping my tears.
“Ohiya, can you tell I'm here?” Askaqua.
“That's a great idea to travel around the city hehehe”
“Mas worried about you Rin, mas feel guilty because earlier mas did not prevent you from leaving the mas” room
“Ga papa kok mas, Airin tau mas and Maudy need time to discuss about your problems in the past”
“No dear, from now on anything in life mas must involve you in it”
“Why? Doesn't every human being need privacy?”
“Iya is true, every human being needs privacy, but not for mas Rin, mas want you to know everything that happens to self mas, lest anything be covered about anything it”
I smiled at Mr. Sena's statement, but my position was as important as it was in his life. I'm sorry to have thought negatively about Mr. Sena.
”ayo where are we going now? Want to go home or take a walk?” ask Mr. Sena.
“Streetings, Airin wants to eat ice cream”
“Come we buy”
That afternoon Sena and I went around to melt our moods. I knew that his heart was not well at the moment, just like I was the other day, when Reno suddenly appeared before me after a long time. It would feel so strange and unexpected if a long-lost person suddenly appeared in front of us.
“You why didn't you get angry when Maudy told you to come out?” Ask Mr. Sena.
“How can I be angry if my gaze is so deep, that I feel foreign alone in the room. I wouldn't be mad if he didn't try to snatch a mas from me.”
“If he snatches me from you, what will you do?”
I turned to him, “Is it real?” I panic.
“No dear, would it be if”
“Kirain” says relieved.
“I don’t know what I will do later, which obviously I never accept if yours is touched by someone else.”
Mr Sena smiled, “why that smile?” Manya suspect.
“No, twilight. It means you really love me.” Say Mr. Sena with pede.
“Ishh.. kepedean very sih”
“The face is red so”
“Ihhh enggak, mas ihh habit deh” said sulking.
“Yes yes, you are calm. Mas will arrange our wedding for next month”
“Yang really mas, This great next month?”
“Why?”
“Ya gapapa anyway, nervous aja”
“Ngga need to be nervous, you ready yourself to be my wife” I just smile to hear the words of Mr. Sena.
“Oh yes mas, tomorrow I play to rmh you deh, want to meet aunty Karina, all you want to discuss about decor as well.”
“You want to be picked up at what time?”
“Eh no need, I leave alone. Kasian later mas go back and forth to be”
“Yaudah you be careful yes.”
“Iyaa, will depart also tomorrow hehe.”
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