The Perfect Story of Airin
Chapter 33
After I met Yuri at the cafe this afternoon, I decided to go straight home because I was so tired. I was driven home by Yuri in her car.
“Tomorrow where lo?” Ask Yuri
“Ga everywhere, at home doang” I said because it is tomorrow Sunday so I decided to just rest at home.
“Iya good deh, mending lo calmin first mind lo do not get overthinking because of the incident earlier” said Yuri advising.
“Iya bring, yaudah I came back yes, want to stop by no?” I offered Yuri to stop by first when I got home.
“Ga deh I just aja, greetings with aunt Juwita” said Yuri.
“Sipp” I said as I pointed my thumb at him.
I walked into the house, not much activity I did because it was already night, after I cleaned my whole body I just rushed to sleep and forgot what happened today.
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The morning sunlight entered through the window and disturbed my eyes, the alarm that had suddenly roared woke me but I did not heed.
I was planning to wake up today, but I had to undo it because my mom had been so ugly telling me to get up.
“Rin woke up, it was noon gini” said mama who had started to growl at me who was still curled up on my favorite mattress.
“Atulahh mama is still at 7 this time, besides this is also Sunday Airin wants to rest ma” said as he squirmed on the mattress.
“Iya sleep later in the afternoon, now please mama enter the cake to the box, mama want to take it to granny” house said mama.
”HAH? Mama you went to Grandma's today? Why not Arin?” I jumped and woke up from sleep, I was upset because my mother wanted to go to my grandmother's house without telling me before.
“Iya mama want to nginep there until tomorrow, if you want to join mah come come on, but you work tomorrow” said mama.
My shoulders are slumping, I want to go there, I have not visited my beloved grandmother for a long time. I used to be so close to him, that I didn't go home for weeks because I was at home living there.
“Yah, even though Arin really wants to go to granny” home I said weakly.
“Yaudah Lebaran later you go there, now you help mama, let's cepet” said mama forced.
“Iya yes, mama aja Arin want to wash your face with a brush your teeth first” said me.
“But cepet yaa” said mom reminded.
“Iya mama”
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After completing all the cleaning rituals I immediately went down to carry out the orders of the mother earlier.
“Many very ma bring her cake, emamg want any event there?” I asked my mother because the cake will be brought quite a lot of like.
“Tomorrow grandma want to give thanks she said, so mama bawain cake just to nambunin consumption on her show” said mama.
Without much protest I immediately finished my work, after half an hour of my jaunt with the cakes mama and papa was ready to go to the grandmother's house in Bandung.
“You are well at home, lock the door if it's too late. Do not wander malem-malem” said papa commemorate.
“Each boss, papa relax. The important thing is that mom is equally careful papa on the road and greetings with grandma, sayin if Arin apologizes for not being able to come to granny” home, I said conveying a message to grandma.
“Iyaaa later mama convey, earlier also mama has called mantu to keep you”
“Lahh, mama did tell sir Sena keep Arin, indeed Arin is still a boy” said I was sorry.
“Udah recited why the hell, yaudah we leave ya” pamit mama.
After my parents left for Bandung there were not many things I did at home, just watching TV and sitting around not clearly in the TV room. Until the bell rings and surprises me.
“Who tuh” murmured me, I walked towards the front door to open the door.
After the door opened there was a real face that I did not want to see on this sunny morning.
“Reno! Why are you here?” I asked cynically when I saw Renolah who was there.
“Airin, can I come in?” Ask.
“Mau what, here aja” my word still looks cynical.
“Someone wants me to talk to you about Rin”
“Kenya already there is nothing else we need to talk about Ren, you do the hell here instead of you already have a new girl ya” said me with a breastplate.
“I want to explain why I sentin you Rin”
“I already know the reason, you cheated already it aja”
“Neither Rin was horrified, I still love you Rin”
I walked into the house and was followed by Reno, “gak Ren where are you going? Back then, when we parted I painstakingly tried to stand up, but I saw you already running with the others, whereas I was still limping back then. But I realized, that even before the day of farewell I had actually lost you Ren, but I did not realize it at all” my tears began to pour down my face.
I couldn't help but hold back the tears I'd been holding back, maybe it was time I let out all the anxiety that was in my heart right in front of her.
“Rin, I can explain why I did it all”
“When you are happy with your new boyfriend, here I almost crazy Ren. 8 years is not a little time for me”
“I know Rin, we've been dating for a long time and I don't want to lose you, I was terrified, I was blinded by obsession and demands, I said, I'm sorry and please don't hate me Rin” Reno pleaded softly.
“After our relationship ended you immediately cut off contact with me as if I was not allowed to ask about the reason you decided me, until finally I know for myself the reason” Reno lowered his head to listen.
“You too quickly allowed my successor to enter your heart, as if I were unfrozen and nothing to you, while I am here desperately bearing the wounds alone, I cry every night over our broken story you trample, while you and your new love are busy spreading happiness, it is actually your right to show it to everyone, but isn't there any compassion for the person you said you once loved so much? Why do you not care about my destruction?” My tears continued to fall rapidly along with my increasingly soft words.
Reno seemed to cry at my heart-wrenching words, as if now my pain was shared with her.
“I have loved you since the first time you said love to me, no taste has changed in the slightest during our 8 years together. After that day I still love you even with tears that fall sincerely every night and only to you, I really love you when it's lonely where everyone tells me to forget you, and bury all the dreams we've built with”
“I love you for all your good treatment of me even after you left me with the pain I endured alone, it's not enough to make me hate you. But why would you break up without my consent first, I was forced to leave with a wound in my heart. I've never been angry about how you left me, I'm just sorry that you never understood how I loved you..” I cry out loud shedding all my sorrow with the man who has scratched the wound right in the heart of my heart.
“Rin I know my actions are too rash, and my ways are also wrong, but I admit it made our relationship Rin”
“Make us? Where's the place in his favor for me Ren, where?! There I just cry every night, wail and whimper without knowing what you are and where with the woman”
“I also cried Rin, I also did not want that, I was also tormented when I met you but could not hug you like I used to”
“You don't need me Ren, and you haven't known me since then”
“Neither Rin, you remain my beloved Arin. I love you still as you used to, but only circumstances force”
I smiled bitterly at the words of Reno, “moreover less than that woman so you came back looking for me?” Sinister manyu.
“I did not go back looking for you, because from the beginning I never let you go Rin, it was all just because of the demands of”
“What demands?!”
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