The Perfect Story of Airin

Chapter 44

I can't believe what Maudy just said, how I can believe that she was actually raped by Nathan. This news was not even heard from any angle, whereas the Maudy family was a very influential family in this city.

Nathan was my sabahat since High School, he was a good friend besides Rey. How could Nathan have raped Maudy, even more so he knew that Maudy and I had been in a relationship for years.

“Sena, I had no intention to leave you at that time, I was confused, I was worried, I did not know what to do.” maudy explained very softly.

“This can't be” I don't believe.

“This is real Sena, I never lied to you” Maudy again convinced me.

“How can I believe, and if so why don't you tell me?” My insistence.

“I wanted to tell you Sena, but Nathan threatened to spread a video of him bullying me if I told anyone else. And he told me to leave you right then and there, I was scared and I was frustrated” Maudy cried softly.

I can't believe what I just heard from his mouth, how could it all happen.

“Since that time I started to stay away from you and started a relationship with Nathan on the basis of coercion from him, he forced me to love him like I love you”

“Of course I can't do that, I love you so much Sena, never miss a night I don't cry you, my life is ruined, my life is broken, my future was also ruined when she could heartily snatch my virginity.”

“After 3 years I was under his pressure, he finally left me for another woman. I was left alone, and that's when I told him everything that happened to me and I was immediately taken by my parents to restore my mental state abroad.”

“Today I went home Sena, I went home and looked for you. I really hope you still love me as much as 5 years ago” Maudy smiled and started to approach me.

I was still stunned and digested everything Maudy said, how could I not realize what had happened to him. And why did my own best friend firmly desecrate the person I loved so much at that time.

“Then what's your purpose here?” Askaqua.

“I want to go back to you Sena, I realize I'm no longer holy, but I never got pregnant with her son Nathan”

I'm sitting in my chair, I still can't believe all this, what is this? Am I dreaming?

“Sena” call Maudy.

I turned to him, “Ya” I replied

“Do you still love me?”

I again could not answer Maudy's question, I myself did not understand what I was feeling, my chest seemed to rumble unapologetically.

“Sena” Maudy called me back.

“I..” my speech is interrupted

“You of course still love?”

“Please leave me alone”

“What? Sena but you haven't answered my question”

“Out Maudy”

“But.”

“Out!”

“Answers first new I will..”.

“Why are you so unconscious like this Maudy Caludia!? You ruined my life back then, and now you casually say that I still love you?” Jerked him.

“Have you ever asked about the state of my heart after you left me? Do you know my life was like an undead at that time? Even if compared to a madman even though he still has the energy to live, whereas I? I'm like a dead man but my body still lives”

He just kept quiet hearing my words.

“Truggling I dragged my body so I could get up and not remember you anymore. I do not feel the bitterness so you, but what I know to be me is also not easy enough if you have to live.”

“And even if you were honest with me about what you're going through, I would still love you until I die Maudy, because for me love is about how a couple trust each other and accept each other's flaws.”

“And if now you ask me if I still love you or not, then the answer is no. And you should know that the person you kicked out earlier is my future wife”

Maudy was silent in a thousand languages, very clearly visible from the look on her face she was very surprised to hear my last sentence.

“How could Sena, why are you so quick to forget me and turn to her?”

“So fast? I told you earlier that it wasn't easy being me after you left me. My mind rages every time I remember how bad the wound you slashed on that day, you just left me without any explanation”

“Sena, please come back to me. I just love you Sena. So bad that I've been through from the past until now” Maudy is crying in front of me.

I don't care, I know I haven't loved her since that day, I love Airin so much. So I don't want him in my life.

“Better you get out of here, you have made my future wife misunderstand”

“He's no better than me Sena, and he's no more attractive than me”

“Never insult Airin, get out!”

“No, I don't want”

I caught my guard up with him, and then I pushed the security button to get into my room. Two guards came into my room.

“Bring him out, and make sure he will never again enter my office area” my orders on those two people.

“Good pak”

“Come ms”

“No, I don't want to. Sena please come back to me.” Maudy struggled as she was dragged by the two guards.

“Nona please do not let us pass hardness”

“Senaa”

They get away from my room, I sit in my chair. My mind raged, I did not expect what had happened to him first, but even though I sympathized with what happened to him, it did not mean that I wanted to go back to him.

Instantly I remembered Airin who had regrettably left my room, where he is now. I clicked on the name of Airin on my phone and contacted him. But my phone wasn't picked up, and then he turned off his phone.

I'm getting so scared, I have to explain to Airin that I'm not doing anything with Maudy here. I'm sure he's upset with me now.

I drove my car to Airin's house, I wished he was at her house, because I didn't know where he would go if his heart wasn't like this. It's also my fault, because I didn't stop her from leaving my room.

Very disappointed from his face, I saw the end of his eyes slightly watering while pushing the door of my room. I feel so guilty about him.

The dense road made me quite emotional, moreover my mind was filled with Airin who was currently out of nowhere.

“Aaaarghhhhhh...” I punched the wheel of my car.

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