The Perfect Story of Airin

Chapter 23

Stupid stupid fool! I must admit that I am the most stupid creature on the face of the earth. I can feel devastated just because of a man who does not know how to say sorry and thank you.

The man who does not realize that he has destroyed the feelings of a woman who loves him very much and is willing to do anything just for the sake of the man does not turn away from him. All my sacrifices, my sincerity and my 8 years of time were wasted just because of that senseless human being.

My encounter with that bastard yesterday made me realize that I was the most stupid human being on this earth, all this time I was crying, wailing and slumped just because I was living by him, but he casually brought and showed off my replacement right in front of me. It was as if 8 years back he had lost his memory and nothing happened between us when he came to his senses.

I swear I will not shed a single tear for that bastard again, now my feelings are no longer sad because in the stay of lovers, now my heart is filled with disappointment, I feel sad, angry and hateful with him.

“Where does Rin lo have a new boyfriend?” Tadpole! Which man could ask his former lover like that while he was still slumped in grief because he was beside him. I hate you Reno, no more wanting to come back to you in my heart after a stupid question and tending to mock you yesterday.

“Airin”

“Airin”

“Airiiiin” I jumped in shock to hear Mr. Sean screaming in front of my face.

“eh i.iya sir, sorry sir need something?” Ask me.

“kamu why? Your face is red, you are not possessed?” Ask Mr. Sena ngawur.

“what a hell of a pack of cook in this big company there is a demon nya”, I said.

“ya you did from earlier diem aja ga motion at all, the hand in the head and hold the red face that, I almost call ustad earlier” said Pak Sena exaggerated.

“lebay banget” I rolled my eyeballs lazily.

“again there is a problem?” Ask Sena again.

“engga kok pak” I replied briefly.

“story aja, your problem my problem is also” I glanced towards pak Sena ‘what I told you yesterday to meet Reno’ muttered me in the heart.

“engga no kok sir, I have no problem anything” said I finally dodged.

“yesterday I saw you were with your friends in mall” said Mr. Sena.

“hah?” why did you not call me? Not his yesterday father sepet call me nanyain me again where” I strafe sir Sena with some questions.

“iya right I did call you, just to make sure that I did not see the wrong” said Mr. Sena and I only had a lot of ria.

“i also had a chance to see you meet your ex, what did he say that made you become like this ?” Ask Mr. Sena, I was stunned to hear that. Is he following me?

“no, he didn't say anything. Udah sir do not talk about him mulu, anyway also not important” said I do not want to discuss it.

“I always pay attention to the look on your face every time you meet him, I know forgetting someone we have loved for a long time is difficult, but don't you realize that he doesn't want you anymore” said Mr. Sena.

“even he already considers you a stranger he never knew before” continued Mr. Sena.

“must be how many times I tell you that he is not worthy for you to cry, your precious tears Tearin do not be in vain right for him who does not even care about you”

“i don't want to see you hurt, I don't want to see your tears fall for her, and I love you much bigger than your love for her Airin, she said, but if you do not want me to be beside you, well I apologize” said Mr. Sena while moving from his seat.

Tears that stemmed from earlier finally spilled when Mr. Sena apologized to me, I realized all this time I had ignored his feelings and preferred to drag on with my pain. “ pak” I held Sena's hand so that she does not move from her seat.

Mr. Sena turned his head, “don't go” said I shook my head.

“it turns out your heart melts much harder than I imagined Airin, your love is already very big for him. You have not healed Airin, you just pretend not to feel the pain” said Mr. Sena weak.

“no sir, this once I will completely forget about it. I realized because I've been so stupid all along. When we met yesterday he asked me if I already had a new boyfriend, I didn't think he would ask that easily, I didn't know what to answer. I feel I am the most stupid man in the world, all this time I cry, wail and fall because of him, while he really does not care about my feelings. Maybe he thought I was the same as him who could easily get a replacement for him.” I cried as much as possible while explaining my circumstances yesterday when I met Reno.

“please help me sir, I don't want to be too long immersed in this stupidity. He has set a sharp knife in my heart, and the wound will not be in my memory, forever”.

Mr. Sena took me into his arms, a very sincere hug that I never got before, “forgive me for ignoring my father's feelings all this time, I have been blinded by pain so I can not see the love that you have given me” said I who was still sobbing in the arms of Mr. Sena.

“don't cry anymore, I don't want to see you cry again Airin.” Said Mr. Sena while wiping away the trace of tears on my cheek.

“forgive me pak” said me again.

“there is nothing to forgive, you have to learn to mengikhaskan something that is not yours” said Mr. Sena.

“iya sir I will learn to mengikhlaskan” said with certainty.

“good Airin, you must remember, when you sincerely accept all the disappointments in life, then God will pay for all your disappointments with thousands of kindness, he said, learn to understand that everything that is good for you will not be allowed to leave unless it will be replaced with a better”, said Sena.

I smile at his words, “and I hope that the father will be his chosen successor God for me”.

Mr. Sena smiled meaningfully at my words, I also hope that Mr. Sena is God's chosen man to replace him who has abandoned me. A good man, strict and full of responsibility.

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