
After Mr. Sena's house yesterday I thought about my current condition, actually I am a lucky person, I did not have the trauma that caused me to avoid the world. I only often cry when I remember him, while Mr Sena? He was so devastated when left by his girlfriend, so love Mr Sena with his girlfriend first?
But I wonder if Mr. Sena still has a taste for his ex-girlfriend, as I still have a taste for Reno.
I don't know I'm dizzy, my head is throbbing at the confusion of thinking about what Aunt Karina said yesterday about me getting married to Mr. Sena as soon as possible.
“Huft... really puyeng me, walk aja time ya” sayku monologue.
I grabbed my phone on the nightstand and squeezed a contact named ‘Yuri cantix molex’ there. Actually I was a bit disgusted to see Yuri's contact name on my phone because she herself named it that way.
“Halo...” replied Yuri across there.
“Yur road yuk, bosen I” take me
“Yuklah where we” kalu for Yuri's most reliable road affairs, he rarely refused.
“Free to where, the important thing is my brain fresh”
“Yaudah I must go to your house, we go to the mall because there is someone I want to buy” said Yuri.
“OK”
tut tut tut the phone was cut off.
This afternoon we surrounded the mall to just wash our eyes, more precisely I was washing my eyes while Yuri bought a lot of makeup tools.
“Set dah Yur lo want to move professions so MUA what the hell, a lot of very buy makeup” I shook my head looking at Yuri's groceries that much.
“This will be viral again, dear if you don't buy where the discount is again” he said.
”boros really ni bak” said me
“Biarin wle, lo ga buy what?” Ask Yuri because I haven't bought anything since.
“Gue want to buy eye serum just aja, I lately lack of sleep, so my eye circumference so a bit dark” said I while pointing my eyes.
“Ngapain also does not sleep, think Reno ya” guess Yuri.
“Sotoy lu”.
Yuri was about to answer my words but stopped and stared fixed towards my back, “kayaknya lo ga need to think of him deh, because he is now behind lo” said Yuri flat.
“Hah?!” I was shocked and immediately turned my head back.
“Reno” says I'm clean.
Reno looked at us, she walked closer to the two of us holding her new boyfriend's hand. “Hei Rin, Yuri are you here too?” Ask her with her watados aka a sinless face.
“Ngapain lo?” Tanya Yuri cynically.
“Beb they temen you?” Ask the woman next to him.
“Not! We do not want to see him, uh mbak mending ati-ati deh same he later in lo ghosting” said Yuri with a stir.
“Lo why the hell, sensi very same I” Reno told Yuri.
“Temen lo why dah Rin, again dapet?” Reno asked again but this time asked me.
I just looked at her without intending to answer her question, somehow my lips were muddled when I met her. I could never speak when I faced him, but there was so much I wanted to say to him.
“Rin, how are you? We haven't seen you in a long time. How did you get a new girlfriend?” Dogs can be blangsak that talk rich.
I just quietly did not answer, ‘do not get a new girlfriend, move on aja belom from lo, damn!’ My name is in my heart.
“Udah deh far away from us, eneg I see the face lo.” Yuri said again.
“Apaan the basic girl is not clear!” Said Reno who began to be provoked by emotions.
“Udah already, Yuri let's go. Don't worry about your energy for someone who doesn't matter” I invite Yuri to pass from there.
“Lo is not clear, you bastard, you don't know shy, you don't know thank you, son of the devil, son of the dajjal. Eh mbak baek lu ntar in cheatingin” said Yuri while walking away from the two of them.
We stopped by one of the restaurants in the mall, “Rin, are you okay?” Yuri asked to make sure that I was okay, because I had been quiet since.
I smiled and nodded “gue gapapa kok, just surprised hehehe” he said.
“Lo why was just yesterday, not this is a good opportunity to talk to him, or if you want maki maki he can also be so much earlier” said Yuri who is still passionate about gebu.
“Gue don't want Yur, why do I maki maki he has no profit as well, I also don't want to talk to him because I don't want later his girlfriend misunderstood” I said.
“Lo is still thinking about the feelings of others, this is this lo disease that makes me lazy, you too often think about the feelings of others Rin, your own feelings how?” Yuri.
“Ya as if you are not uneg uneg who you pendam so far, out everything that makes you cry lately. I want you to vent all your frustration and spill everything, after that you can calm down, I just don't want you to be sad continue Rin” said Yuri while rubbing my arm.
“Lo saw his face, rich no sin at all, no guilt at all, trus very lightly his mouth nanya you already have a girlfriend or a belly, and, and you still want to nangisin him. I think stop Rin, do not bego, there are still many guys who are better than the bitch”
I nodded and exhaled slowly “iya Yur from now on I will try to make him sleep, I did not think he would easily nanya so to me, without thinking about my previous feelings. I think I was wrong all this time already love him” said I just realized that I was too stupid all this time.
It seems like I have to really move on from Reno, I have to forget about him even though it still feels very heavy. He who has amazed me for so many years has now found his life companion, so for some reason I still hope for him. I'm happy because the hope I've been waiting for finally has a reason to rest.
Today for whatever reason I am happy to see him happy with his choice, He is the most sincere love I have ever felt. Goodbye, my beloved, I am gone.
“Inshaallah this time I sincerely release him Yur” I said with a smile that wrote.
“Iya Rin lo should be able to eat him, for once this plis lo must really forget about him. You should be able to act ordinary when you squirm his face. When you dare to leave a bad thing it is a decision that you will not regret Rin. Remember that! Gold will remain gold even though it is in a mud pit, but forever gold will never be valuable among the mud. Find a place where you feel valuable.
I smiled and nodded “iya Yuri Bavel, thanks ya”.
“Iya equally” reply Yuri.
Drett…
My phone vibrates the sign of the phone coming in, there is the name “Bos galak”, a.k.a pak Sena.
“Hallo.. good afternoon sir, can I help you?” Formalized speech.
“Where are you?“ ask her over there.
“I'm again outside pak”
“Out of mana”
“I'm again in the mall sir, what's up?” Ask me to answer Sena's question.
“Oh”
Tut tut tut tut.
“Ish.. ga very polite anyway maen from just close the phone” rutuk I upset because Mr. Sena directly turn off my phone.
“Who?” Ask Yuri.
“Bos crazy” answered me accordingly.
“Pak Sena?” Ask again.
“He is who else, emang my boss there is how many sih” I was furious, why Yuri so many questions rich sir Sena anyway.
“Dih very fierce, why the hell are you? Baek baek lo ntar likes again the same sir Sena” teased Yuri.
“Asaan is not clear” I said while turning my eyeballs lazy.
“Where is your plan the same sir Sena?” ask Yuri.
“Add ribetage, dizziness I”
“Ribet why?”
“Nyokapnya urge me to be married to Sena sir, I am confused Yur must how” said me while rubbing my face.
“Ribet really problems lo life, but yesterday lo story pak Sena really like it?” Ask Yuri, indeed I have previously told you about the article Mr. Sena expressed his feelings for me and intended to marry me.
I nod my assent, “means this is the problem in the feeling of lo doang sih Rin, you should be able to learn to open your heart to him, this is a chance for you to dyed the devil's child” said Yuri.
“Gue is afraid of Yur, I am afraid that I will hurt Mr. Sena doang later, I am afraid not even open my heart but instead make him become a doang” impingement, said I lirih.
“Everything you live once the same sir Sena, do not stay too long in the old people ntar lo ga forward, especially if the old man is rich in pig fleas, make Eneg Rin really. Try it first you open your heart for him later as time goes by it must be a feeling that appears if often with” said Yuri.
“Iya deh, I will try to open my heart to him Yur, lo doai I ya” my door.
“Sipp, I always doain lo kok” Yuri said.
“Thank you, you are my best friend” I hug Yuri.
“Sama-sama Rin, you must be happy” said Yuri.
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