The Perfect Story of Airin
Chapter 15
I was stunned to hear Mr. Sena's statement, what does he mean he really wants to marry me. I don't know what to say, I didn't think Mr. Sena would say that. Does he love me? Since when?
“I know in your heart is still filled with a name, but that name no longer wants you. I want to replace her position Airin, let me replace that name in your heart” said Mr. Sena so gently, his eyes looked me in the shade, no more sharp and cold glances from Mr. Sena tonight.
Whatisthis? Am I dreaming? if so, let's wake up Airin !
“Airin” sir Sena touched my hand and I was surprised when his warm hand clasped mine.
“Eh” I pulled my hand from her clutches, my tears came down without excuse.
Is this what Yuri said, the person I never predicted his arrival before? is this the so-called third phase of my love story ? But I don't love her, how can she be true love as Yuri said.
I get out of my seat. “sorry sir I want to go home”
“Airin wait”
“What else is it sir?”
“You haven't answered me”
“What should I say sir? I hope what from the women who are falling because they were left behind by their girlfriends. The human heart cannot easily heal from a broken heart wound sir. It is not that easy to open my heart to others while I still love people who have 8 years filled my heart” I said while covering my face because of crying.
Mr. Sena led me back to sit on the chair we were sitting in earlier.
“I understand your feelings, it is not easy to forget someone whose name has been neatly arranged in the heart. But are you going to keep expecting him back to you, whereas he is already happy with his new girlfriend” sir Sena still continues to convince me that Reno will never come back to me again.
“I was also in your position Airin, for years I closed myself off from the outside world, I hated all the women back then, but I realized, I did, I must not drag on in grief” sir Sena still reassures me.
“I don't know what to answer for my father's statement, I need time to think about all this, especially for the wedding plan that you said earlier”
“Okay, you calm your mind first. Let me take you home”
I want to get to my house, I really don't understand all this, what I have to do, that I want to cry. Sweet because of my surprise at worldly surprises.
After arriving home I thanked Mr. Sena, then I passed into the house without waiting for the car sir sena out of my yard.
I went straight into my room and drowned my head in my pillow, I cried.
What exactly makes me cry? Surprised by Mr Sena's statement, or is it still about my feelings for Reno that have not gone away? I don't know, I don't know, my heart doesn't feel bad, my mind is tangled, I just need someone who can hold me right now.
Tok tok tok tok
My room door is on tap “in” said parau.
“Airin, what's wrong with you? Back home crying, are you in the same as your boss? Don't tell me you're raped?” Ask my mom in a row.
“Ma plis deh, no, Airin ga di perkosa” replied me.
“Terus why? Same story mama” said my mama while stroking my long hair.
All this time I've never told anything to my mom, as long as I can finish it then I'll finish it myself. But not for tonight, all the surprises from God drive me almost crazy, I need a warm hug from mama.
I told him all my problems from start to finish, starting from my breakup with Reno, the problem of my plan and Sena sir to stop the matchmaking of Sena sir and the last problem of Sena sir suddenly expressed his feelings to me.
Mama listened to all my complaints tonight, I explained while crying with sobbing. Mama smiled as she stroked my shoulder.
“Kalo Reno has really wanted for you to part ways, that means your task is done and never regretted, let all the memories you have knitted together are stored in memory only.”
“And remember do not spend your love for old people, because you will continue to fall because of him, try first to make peace with yourself.”
“You must also understand and believe that one day all will be turned back, who hurt will be hurt, who betrayed will be betrayed, who hurt will be hurt, and who left will be left behind. The law of planting the harvest is real Rin.”
“And for Sena mama sure there is no such thing as coincidence, there will always be a reason why you meet someone, whether it is to change your life or you who changed his life.”
“You must determine the direction of your life dear, think carefully and finish first your mass before accepting new people”
I wiped the tears that wet my cheeks, I thought I was enough to cry for Reno, I don't know how many tears I spilled just to regret what he did to me.
After hearing my mother's long advice, I became more and more convinced not to cry anymore
In the past every meeting with the creator I always slipped his name in my prayer, but now my most serious amiin has ended, so I closed my prayer for him with the deepest sincerity.
“Ma thank you for making Airin's heart calm, honestly Airin almost crazy because of these problems” I told mama.
“Iya dear, from now on whatever problems you face, you have to tell me the same mama, not on your own pendam.”
“Iya mah, Airin promise”
“Mama is afraid you will kill yourself again”
“Ihhhh mama nasty bangkanya”
“Yes, eh Rin talked about your boss, really yes he likes you?” My mother asked me to confirm what I said.
“Gatau, anyway he said he wanted to change the name Reno in the heart of Airin, and he also gamau abort plan pretend courtship in front of his parents because he really wanted to marry Airin.” I clearly.
“Wahh, very lucky you can be in the same lyrics handsome boss so”
“Yaelah maa, modal ganteng doang for whatan, fierce people so”
“Galak from where, when he came here to meet your papa his people exciting kok, they discuss about you he is also very passionate like.”
“Hah? Talking about Airin? Not his papa sama sir Sena discussed about work.”
“What a job, papa people are interested in you who are installments, nosy, males, like to snack, can not cook and.”
“Eet ett stop” I stopped mama's words.
“Papa did not say disgrace own child to Pak Sena, papa evil really siii” I whine annoyed.
“Sama would-be mantu himself gapapa times Rin hiihi” mama giggled and passed away went out of the room leaving me who was careless when hearing the embarrassing fact.
“Iiiiihhh mamaaaaaa” I snarled indistinctly on top of my mattress.
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