
I was confused, I was afraid, how this could happen to me. I don't know what to do, my heart is broken, my heart is closed to Reno, my love is destroyed in the crazed fire in my chest. Going back even if it feels impossible, because I'm numb to him. There was only pain and disappointment left, even though the truth had been opened, but my heart seemed reluctant to accept it back because it had seen it with another woman.
“Rin, we can kayak first again. We can fight for our relationship Rin, I will leave Revina, I will resign from the Mighty Azka, I will try hard to make you happy Rin, I beg you to come back to me Rin” said Reno sobbing.
“GAK! Rin lo can't go back to him. Do not because you already know the truth and make you want to go back to him who has been sick you all this time, you should not drink poison just because you are thirsty.”
“Don't just because of taste, you are willing to connect again with people who are already sick and careless lo. And do not just because of the taste anyway, you put hope again to the person who has already dikahin hope lo. Remember that! How devastated you were when you lived first, and also who was next to you when you again slumped. Looking ahead Rin open your eyes, see who you should choose.” Yuri interrupted Reno's words excitedly.
I glanced at Mr. Sena, I knew that he was the one who cared about me the most, I could not deny that I had fallen in love with him. How can I return to Reno while my heart has begun to be filled by others, my heart slowly began to be neatly arranged since I met Mr. Sena.
“Rin, who lived that relationship we, who have that feeling also we, do not be horrified by the words of others, horrified your heart Rin.” Reno held both of my shoulders.
I moved slowly releasing Reno's hand from my shoulder “I do love you so much Ren, but unfortunately it was before you acted without my consent, an action that is completely unfavorable to me and my feelings. Thank you for your sacrifice and your efforts to make me happy, but if you sacrifice by playing with the hearts of women, sorry I can't take you anymore. All wrongs are forgivable except for infidelity, so come back with Revina, learn to love her as sincerely as you love me. Continue your career in Mighty Azka, you have got what you want. You are kind and you are sincere so do not waste the woman who also loves you sincerely.” Say it loud.
“Thank you for 8 very memorable years in my life, I will never forget all your kindness. Now let me continue my love story with others, people who also sincerely love me tirelessly. He patiently waited for my heart to be neatly arranged after you had previously broken it, he was the one who was always beside me when I was down, he was also the one who taught me about what is rigid and sincere.” I smiled looking at Mr. Sena.
“And if you ask true or not I will marry Mr. Sena, then the answer is correct. Sena and I are getting married soon.” I steadied my heart to marry Mr. Sena, for so long she waited for my answer to her proposal that day.
Mr. Sena immediately hugged me, “thank you Airin” said Mr. Sena.
“Sama-sama sir, it should have been a long time since I said this, but I am still confused by my own feelings” I replied.
“No problem, the important thing is that you are relieved and you chose me” I just smiled in response to Mr. Sena's words.
“So really no more chances for me Rin?” Ask Reno.
Reno lowered her head after permeating my words, “Sorry I am Airin” Reno said weakly.
“I'm sorry you Ren, happy ya. Later with whoever you are I just want to say, that the important thing of a story is a definite end point, do not let him continue to be written without clarity will stop where, where, uncertain long story turns out to be more evil than the finished story.” I gently rubbed Reno's shoulder, bracing her for the pain she was in.
Reno walked back to the door limply, she retreated from my house because her presence had not been expected since she decided to beat me up, whatever the reason.
I collapsed sitting on the sofa, I cried, I closed my eyes with my palms. I did not cry over Reno's departure, I just did not think through the storyline that God gave me. Is this one of God's ways to keep me away from people who are not right for me. I hope this decision is right. Because you also know what it feels like to forget a long-established relationship with the person you love.
“Udah has not been crying, he did not pantes for lo.” Yuri said to calm me down.
“I'm sorry papa Airin, papa didn't mean to destroy your relationship just yet, papa just wants you to live properly after you release you with him, but it turns out that he is very persistent and tends to do anything to get what he is aiming for, although that way will hurt you later.” Papa said regretfully.
“Thong pa, papa is not wrong. Papa just don't want to see Arin living hard right after Arin married her, because papa has been desperately happyin Arin and mama, thank you very much pa, Arin dear papa.” I hugged papa.
I don't know what kind of life I'd live with Reno if she still wasn't persistent in making a living, actually I also do not know what kind of life I will live with Mr. Sena later, but I hope there are no more tears of sadness that come out of my eyes.
I was relieved that my problem with Reno was finding a bright spot, I no longer guessed what was underlying him doing to me. Let him be happy with that Revina and now it's time for me to open a new chapter, which is knitting a trip with Mr. Sena.
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