
Sena POV
Today I went to the office as usual, but what was unusual was my mood, it felt so empty and empty.
I met Airin, he behaved as usual like yesterday-yesterday without any awkwardness, but different from me. I seemed colder than usual, he said, I did that so he wouldn't feel awkward when he met me and feel like I was the same as always.
He's been in his study all day, I deliberately didn't tell him to do anything all day, let him give me a waiver so he can relax a little.
I also decided to have lunch with Rey alone, I let her eat alone outside, I knew it would be awkward if we had to eat one table together.
But what did I see just now?
He eats with other men? Who is he, is Airin's friend ? or employees here? Honestly, I was very upset to see her familiarity with the man, they chatted like there was no burden at all, very different if they were with me.
“Who is he?” I asked Rey as we were passing through the office cafeteria area. From a distance I stood with a flat face facing them.
Rey looks squinted her eyes to clarify her vision, “oh it's Dehan, HRD Manager. You don't remember it?” Rey said, we will speak formally if we are in the office.
“Not” I said briefly then immediately passed away leaving the place.
I was so upset to see the familiarity of Airin and the man, I was giving him space so that his mind was a little calmer, instead of telling him to be close to another man.
“Lo why bro? Jealousy?” Rey asked when she arrived in my room.
“Enggak” my answer was short.
“Udah honest aja, look from the face of lo”
“I gave him space to think clearly to think about my statement the other day, not even close to another man”.
“Lo do not think negatively first Sen, who knows they just won doang” said Rey calming.
“Friends but kayak her deket banget” said ketus.
“That means you have to be more gercep again to deketin dia” Rey right, I should be more able to take his heart before the first by others.
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The rain was so heavy that I was just sitting there in front of my window, my mind was floating around thinking about the things that have happened to me lately.
Aunty Karina never stopped contacting me via cellphone, she always asked me about my news every day and when I would visit her home. I was confused as to how I should respond to Aunt Karina's invitation, I was afraid the closer I got to her that it would hurt even more if they knew the truth.
I was confused whether I should tell them the truth or I kept following Sena's ridiculous plan until she stopped her herself.
My daydream was up when the door of my room was suddenly opened “Airin” I jumped in shock when Mr. Sena entered and sat on the sofa of my room.
“Eh sir what's wrong? Can I help you?” I felt bad because I just sat quietly in my room.
“Nothing, I just want to chat with you” said Mr. Sena.
‘Hem.. why he suddenly became a soft-spoken gini yes, not that he was so cute’ I muttered in my heart not understanding the way of mind Mr. Sena.
“Bapak why, Again there is a problem huh?” I wonder what made his attitude change so quickly.
“Nothing, where did you eat earlier? Sorry I had business with Rey, so we all had lunch with”, said Mr. Sena.
“It's okay sir, I ate in the office cafeteria so it's more deket” I replied honestly.
“With whom?”
I squinted my eyes, why did he poke once I ate the same who, whether he should know all my activities, what and with whom.
“Eee was alone, but after that there was Dehan sitting with me because there was no more empty bench” I explained honestly what it was.
“Who? Dehan?”
“Iya” the answer is short.
“No sir, we just got acquainted in the cafeteria, he was quite exciting so I could quickly get along with him”.
“Am I not exciting enough, so you are not quickly familiar with me?” Say sir Sena.
WHAT!! What the hell does he mean, does he want me to get along with him? It's not very clear.
“Hah? What do you mean sir, my boss's father, so I should have been more polite to my reply mr.”, a bit strange if I was kind of familiar with him while he was my boss, not very polite.
Mr. Sena shook his head “forget it”. Circumstances of silence for a moment, none of us opened the chat, until after a moment sir Sena glanced at the expensive watch on her wrist “see my schedule this afternoon, is there anything that can be shifted for tomorrow” order sir Sena.
I hurriedly took my iPad at the table and opened the list of Sena's schedule, my eyes examined every letter written there, my fingers were busy scrolling the Ipad screen.
“One hour ahead at 3 o'clock there is a schedule of meetings with employees of the financial division to evaluate their performance this month” explained me after finding the last schedule Pak Sena for today.
“Cancel it and replace tomorrow” order sir Sena.
“But sir..” my speech stopped when Mr. Sena interrupted my words.
“We go now”
“But we are going where pak” said I was confused, Mr. Sena canceled the meeting and instead invited me to go somewhere.
“I'm a little dizzy, I need entertainment” I frown upon hearing the ambiguous word sir Sena, entertainment?
It seems that Mr. Sena understands my confused face “To this day we just go for a walk, show me a good place that you think can make the mind calm” pinta pena sir to me.
A place that can calm the mind? Where yes. I also rarely go out of the house, I will take a walk if my parents take me on a holiday at the end of the semester, the rest I just spend my time at home.
“I don't know sir, I'm a home child so don't know those places. All I know if I want to remember my thoughts to the mosque continues to pray”, I said, I was blind street, do not know the ins and outs of my own hometown.
“So once you village, where the streets alone do not know” sir Sena mocked me. Ish... was so self-conscious of this man, did he forget that he just asked me a good place to go for a walk.
“Lah father himself is still the same I am, meaning the father also dong” kampungan reply I do not receive.
“Yes because I'm busy working, so I don't have time for the streets”.
“Sunday deh pak”
“We have gone to the cinema, not so his streets, later nyasar” said Mr. Sena as he passed to his room.
‘Ihhhh very nyebelin so man, I gibeng also lu’ umpatku in heart.
The afternoon towards that afternoon the sky that had been dark and watery had now turned somewhat brighter. We split the wet streets from rain slowly, “we want to watch what sir?” I asked to open the door.
“As far as you” said it short
“Kok is up to me, it's the father who ngajak watch”
“See later only there is apa” film
“But don't watch horror movies yes sir, I'm afraid” let's not watch horror movies, curtains blow the wind I've shouted.
“Hemm” pak Sena just replied with a dehumanization.
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