
I pondered on the balcony of my room, thinking of everything Yuri said this afternoon whether it was true. Had Reno left me for the position of his manager and he was willing to wish me, I guess he loved me all along, I thought we were walking together through life's hardships and it was going to be serious with me, but it turned out I was wrong, I was overconfident.
I also don't blame him completely, because there are rarely people who are not tempted by a good career and occupy the position of Manager like Reno, there is a woman who opens the path to success why not try.
But if I was told to choose, a good career but I lost Reno or stayed with Reno but my career was not good. I will choose not to have a career and stay with Reno, because I love her sincerely, the sustenance can be found together.
Well now I understand why God gave a test in our relationship through Reno. Because he knew my race was too big for Reno, God moved his heart and not mine. For if the Lord brings that test through me, then my feelings will not change for him, and I will still choose him even though I am faced with great success. That's why God chose Reno, because God knows he can leave me.
Tok tok tok tok
My room door was knocked from the outside, “in” I said telling someone outside to go into the room.
“Eh mom, tumbent. Why ma?” Airin asked when she saw her mother coming.
“Who wants to come here, it is not allowed to go to the child's own room” said mama.
“By kok ma” said me while sitting.
“You're okay, right, baby?” Ask mama.
I frowned in wonder, why did mama suddenly ask like that, “Airin well kok ma, why did it?” I'm confused.
“No, mama just want to know the state of your heart, because these few months mama saw you already rarely galau” said mama.
“Ih mama, instead of being grateful her son is not sad anymore, this was even told galau” said I sulked.
“Not that, mama seneng if you are not sad anymore, yes mama is afraid that you just pretend to be happy in front of us all, even though the dalem is destroyed” said mama looks worried.
I grabbed my mama's hand and held it tightly, “okok kok ma, Airin is fine, it's not upset anymore. So mama don't worry anymore ya.” My words calm my mother.
“Because of prospective ghosts huh?” Ask mama with her ignorant smile and while raising her eyebrows.
“Ihhhhh, mom is the same. Emangnya sir Sena has already bribed mom as papa pake what sampe segitunya adore pak Sena” said I was upset.
“Mama is equally papa really like Kok same Sena, she is nice and polite same old man. Continue Sena also often send mama new cookware, so mama now often make cakes.” Mama said with a smile.
I turned my head to my mom, what did she say? Send cooking utensils? WHAT!!!!
“Pak Sena often send mama cooking tools? How can?” I asked a little in shock.
“Yes can, that's proof your kitchen is full of expensive items. Not only that, Sena also often give pet birds to papa, but you do not hear the sound of birds behind?” Ask my mom.
“Ya Airin kira in the next complex ngadain bird contest so Airin ga care. Iihhhh kok mama same papa ga say-say the same Airin?” My toot.
“This mama again said same you” said mama.
“Ya tapikan terribly late” said me again.
“What matters mama already tell you, already ah mama sleepy want to sleep” said mama while moving out of my room.
“Pak Sena really yes, can really bribe people. As much as he has a crush on me, until taking the path of my parents, pantes aja mama equally great papa if again talking about him, he said, ish nyebelin” I grumbled annoyed because Mr. Sena never spoke to me if he often send goods to the house.
*
That morning I did not say hello to Mr. Sena even though only one word, since I came I just kept silent in my room, some calls Mr. Sena even I ignored because I was still upset with him.
“Airin”
“Airin”
“Airin Rahayu Sudirja!” Call Mr. Sena in full and with a rather high tone, okay I have to come if that is the case.
I walk towards the table sir Sena, “iya pak” I replied indifferently.
“Your ears missed at home?” Ask Mr. Sena flat.
“No, this is there” I said indifferently.
“Keep why from earlier I called ga denger” he said.
“I was busy pak” when I was just an Instagram scroll and the rest I just grumbled indistinctly in my room.
“Busy what? Busy talking about me?” Ask Mr. Sena.
“Ngonggongside what? My people are alone, the same ghibah satan” said I was strange to hear the words of Mr. Sena.
“Here you have tried to check the proposal for a meeting with Angkasa Raya” order sir Sena.
I sat down on the sofa in Sena's room and started to check out the proposal that we would bring to the meeting this afternoon.
“Udah complete all pack, stay at take aja” said after finished checking all the files.
“Here's come, we're soon late because of your bad mood” said Mr. Sena grumbling as he moved from his seat.
“Dih, kok angry, I should be the one who is angry with him” said I was upset.
We were already on our way to the cafe where the meeting was held, from then on there was no conversation coming out of both of our mouths. I turned my gaze to the crowded street.
“Why you?” Ask Mr. Sena.
“Gapap” my answer is short
“By the way I am you why, from the morning you ignore me, there is something wrong with me as you” said Mr. Sena who began to give up on my attitude this morning.
“Ya abis mr. nyebelin” says I'm upset.
“Nyebelin why?” Confused ask.
“Bapak always send mama cooking tools right? Where it costs more. Keep dad also often love papa bird, until the house is very noisy rich again in the bird” contest, I said with annoyance.
“Yes yes, but her fault is where?” Ask Mr. Sena who still does not understand.
“Bapak pinter really ya take my parents path to take my heart”
“Can many ways to roma”
“Pantes aja mama sama papa really excited if again talking father, pake mention-mantu all”
“Papa dong kan nik”
“Good nutmeg lo” I said slowly but can still be heard by Mr. Sena.
“Heh I can still hear ya Airin”
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