The Not To Be Regrettable

9. A Confession

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"Now, try one first. Tomorrow I wake up, try again." Patricia handed Vallery a bag of five testpacks.

Vallery accepted it a little hesitating, both eyes glancing at Nick and Patricia in turn. His feelings suddenly hesitated, he felt unprepared and needed time to do the test. Should he do it now? Inner wonders.

"Valle, try!"

Nick's voice was heard instructing, and managed to break Vallery's daydream. He lifted his face and looked at Patricia and Nick in turn. His hand reflexively squeezed the plastic Patricia gave him earlier. The two friends nodded, trying to convince the girl not to hesitate what else she was afraid of. As if hypnotized, Vallery was suddenly convinced and immediately went into the bathroom. Although it cannot be denied if the feeling of fear is still there.

"Old, yes," Nick's mutter began to move back and forth restlessly.

"Prophey! You do not have to pretend to be a husband who is waiting for his wife caesarean section, deh. Lebay," grumbled Patricia who was busy with her phone. "Seriously, yes, this, I'm just so suspicious that you really have a crush on Valle, anyway" he added suddenly.

"Lo's the blind one," Nick grumbled softly.

"What's? What did you say just now?"

Patricia did not hear Nick's grunts too much, because he focused on his phone. But he faintly heard, that Nick had lent himself.

"Nothing! I repeat, you are not necessarily going to understand. You're not sensitive," Nick replied with his judges face.

Patricia was confused. He felt strange about the words Nick said just now. Why carry around not sensitive everything? Only then did his lips open to ask, suddenly the sound of the door opening and Verylery came out afterwards. Patricia had to hold back her curiosity for a while.

"Where?" nick asked, both eyes glancing into the bathroom before finally staring at Vallery.

Very's face looked chaotic. And the girl just shook her head as a sign of an answer. Then choose to sit on the sofa.

Nick was frustrated. His brain recklessly assumed a no-no. God fucking. Umpatnya. He had never felt this worried in his life. Oh, my God, how about a real Vallery...

"Gue check first."

Patricia turns off her phone and gets up and enters Nick's bathroom. Not long after the girl got out of there.

"Where?" whispered Nick curious.

"Two red lines," Patricia replied in a whisper, then her hand thrust the testpack that Vallery had used.

"Gue is really pregnant," said Vallery with a smile.

His eyes were blank, his face was pale and chaotic. He did not cry and that was enough to make Patricia and Nick more worried. Because both of them understand very well Very tipekal adherents of the concept of crying does not solve the problem, but at least it makes him relieved. Without thinking, Patricia approached Vallery, hugging her best friend's body tightly.

"Gue's confused, Pat, I swear! How am I supposed to do now? I don't understand, even for a cry even I-"

"Sst, now it's important you calm down first! Don't think about it or anything like that, okay?"

"But I-"

"Gue was to search for info on google, he said the best time to find out the results of the testpack in the morning. I don't know what this is really not, just try again tomorrow, yes, hopefully the results are different."

"If the results are still the same?"

"Gue will meet and beat the java bule lo," sambar Nick then sit on the left side of Vallery.

Patricia glared sharply.

"Gue does what guys do. Yeah, same as a girl."

"What kind of girl?" patricia's protests are thoughtless.

"Yes, crying does not solve the problem, but makes you relieved. We guys are like that, even though we cannot solve problems, hit people as if to make us relieved. Moreover, that person deserves to be beaten."

Patricia clucked in anxiety. I disagree with Nick's mindset.

"Hajar people make you relieved? Where the hell is your brain, Nick?"

"Yes, in the head. Emang lo, brain in deng-Akkhh, pain, dodol!" nick screeched as he felt his shoulder being hit by Patticia.

"The mouth is, yes!" furious Patricia was annoyed, "pake the show no more people. What the hell are you going to do?"

"If I answer you, what do you want?"

"Huh?" Patricia was confused.

"Udah, lupain! Now it's this malem, mending you pu-"

"Lo ngusir us?" cut Patricia with her face off.

"Yes. Lo's satisfied!" reply Nick with his upset face and leave the living room.

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Vallery sighed resignedly when he saw the results of his testpack that he had just tried this morning. Thought garbled. He can't think clearly. Her tears just shed without being prevented, Patricia was not even able to calm her feelings of glass. All the girl did was hug Vallery's body, letting the girl cry her whole heart out.

"Today you can cry as much as you, Valle. But tomorrow, I won't give you permission. I promise you'll make sure you meet that bule-man"

"Gue will meet him himself, Pat," Vallery interrupted as he rubbed his wet cheek.

"Lo's sure?" ask Patricia doubtfully.

Trying to convince her best friend, Vallery nods with confidence for Patricia to trust him.

After gathering courage, Vallery finally contacted Lingga and intended to tell him straight away.

Vallery smiled, welcoming the presence of Lingga who was now seen walking towards him.

"Sorry late," lamented Lingga felt bad. "the office is rather busy, keep the streets ma-"

"Jakarta is always jammed, so I understand," cut Vallery while smiling understandably. "let's sit down!" he added, allowing the Linga to sit.

Linga smiled while nodding. "Thank you" said Lingga as he pulled a chair for her to sit on. "How are you?"

Vallery tried to force his smile. "Yes, as you can see."

Lingga nodded in understanding. "Are you pesen?"

Very shakes. "I'm also new."

Turn Lingga smiled understandingly and called the waiter. Soon the waiter approached them and they ordered a drink. Linga with her Esspreso is Very with her Haselnut choco.

"To be honest I'm quite happy that you finally contacted me." Lingga put down his cup while smilingly looking at Vallery straight, "though I was quite worried as well just in case you might bring bad news," he added later.

"Before I wanted to apologize, because right, I brought bad news," said Very full of regret.

This makes the look of Lingga's face suddenly stiffened. The feeling is not good.

"What's this about that night?" guess Linga, staring straight at Vallery. This girl before him seemed agitated, and of course this caused various assumptions in his brain.

"Vallery," call a gentle phallus.

Vallery's Daydreams are scrapped. "Yes?"

"Have I caused chaos?"

"No. Just--"

"Are you pregnant?" shoot Lingga sounds impatient.

"Sorry."

Lingga sighed in despair while leaning his back on the chair. That's not what he wants to hear. Okay, his feelings are currently mixed, between guilt, regret, mixed with a little pleasure. But he was also upset, why should this girl apologize if it was clearly her who had impregnated him. Doesn't this make him look like a jerk?

"Why are you apologizing? Obviously here I-"

"But I tease you, if only I hadn't done it. None of this is going to happen. I'm sorry and I promise I won't hold you accountable."

"What?" The linga snorted in disbelief. He also did not understand the attitude of this girl, "you are planning to raise her yourself? Without me? You want to let our son be born without a father? You baga? Moreover, you are still too young, how are you going to raise him yourself?"

Linga breathed a frustrated sigh while confirming her sitting position. "Look, Vallery, isn't your current attitude strange? You should be cursing and blaming me, why are you acting this way? You deliberately want to make me look like a pedophile Om-om who just wants to be good? Is that what you think of me?"

"No, that. I mean-"

"What? Then what?"

"I just don't want to burden you for the mistakes I've made" said Vallery slowly. However, it is still quite clear in the sense of hearing Linga.

"This mistake isn't just you, Vallery. But me too, it's our fault, so we should both be the ones playing, not just you alone. You understand?"

"But?"

"No buts, from now on you're my responsibility. Uh, no, you guys I mean. I promise I'll marry you soon."

"WHAT?!"

TBC, TBC,