The Not To Be Regrettable

69. Go, Fight!

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"Where's your husband?"

Nick goes into the room of Vallery's house and finds no one but Vallery himself. He wondered where Vallery's husband had gone.

"Gue told me to eat."

"And you're left alone?"

Very shakes. "No, I was in my parents-in-law with Mas Lingga's sister-in-law."

"Keep now they?"

Veryley sighed and threw away his face. "It starts, it's like a journalist. Patricia where? How do you come by yourself?" tanyanya diverted the conversation. He was also a little surprised, why did not Patricia come with him.

"Yes, this is the condition again. Left behind, if you need anything how?" nagel Nick. The mode is in on mode.

"There are lo."

"If I hadn't been here?"

Very grunting. "Well, Nick, if you're clearly here?" he looked at Nick with his expression flat.

This made Nick speechless, the man only clucked with a faint sigh and sat down on the chair beside the bed of Vallery.

"Where's your condition?"

Very nodded. "Yesterday morning my catheter was removed, I was able to urinate in the bathroom. So far my condition has improved, and I need to improve. I can't wait to see my son."

"Not yet to see you?"

Very sad nod. "Not yet."

"Are your stitches still painful?"

"Yes, still, it's just not as bad as yesterday. I'm getting used to it as well."

Nick nodded while playing his phone. His fingers looked agile typing a message. When Vallery peeked, it turned out that he was replying to Patricia.

"Why didn't he come here?"

"Again mens."

"Have you been there?"

Nick nodded as he placed his phone next to Very. "Udah, this was also me from there, kept being told to come here just like him. Most beautiful from here I'll be there again."

"Geez, I'm not papa. You should have stayed there aja nemenin Patricia, I seem to have Mas Lingga."

"You guys are better?" Nick glanced at Vallery doubtfully.

The look on Vallery's face turned sad. He turned his face to the side, trying to avoid Nick's gaze.

"Lo don't want to tell me exactly what happened to you guys? You guys get to see it all, because as far as I know you guys are fine all this time. Keliatan like a married couple in general, but why your relationship suddenly seems to stretch gini? You seem very disappointed with your husband, actually what Bang Lingga lakainin sampe lo sebelinya, Valle. Same story me," asked Nick with a serious expression.

The vibration of the cellphone that had sounded earlier he ignored. He even turned off his phone for a moment. His gaze focused on Vallery, asking the friend to tell a story.

"Valle, you still can't think I'm your best friend, right? If I can't help, I can't help, Valle. Don't take it all alone."

Nick immediately gritted when he saw Very instead shed tears and instead began to tell stories. He stood up and grabbed a few pieces of tissue.

"Gue told you the story, Valle, not cry." He handed the tissue to Vallery.

Vallery received the tissue and immediately wiped his wet cheek. "Sorry."

"It's okay." With a swift movement he immediately stroked Vallery's back, "a slow story, just me."

"I honestly don't know what to do, Nick. I'm confused. I already love him, but on the other hand, I don't want to be more disappointed than this. I'm afraid Mas Lingga will hurt me more than this, I don't want to. I want to break up, I'm not strong, Nick. It's too heavy for me." The sobs of Vallery now broke, Nick said nothing, all he did was grab Vallery's body into his arms. The light pat he gave, hoping to calm his friend a little.

"Gue knows everyone has a past, Nick, although it's hard, I'm going to learn to accept that. But even though I can understand his past, the fear that he will repeat his mistakes in his past I can not avoid. The fear kept coming to my mind. And what if what I'm afraid will happen? Do you think my heart hurts later? I don't want to, Nick. I want to split up."

Nick parses his embrace and removes both of Vallery's wet cheeks. "Today you can cry as much as you, but tomorrow, no longer show your sad face like this to me. Because if you reach that lahlain, I will directly beat your husband. Hear it!" after saying that, Nick hugged Vallery again.

Vallery nodded obediently and hugged Nick tightly.

"Good thing my girlfriend did not come, can be kayang not the hell how jealous he if he saw us like this."

Hearing Nick's mutter, Very immediately distanced himself from Nick's embrace. The woman's face was pouting.

Nick immediately looked up while shuffling Vallery's hair. "Yes, don't tell her later. Although our feelings are nothing more than affection to a friend or relative, others may think of another, Valle. Do you understand what I mean?"

Very nodded. "Yes, I know."

Nick sat back down. "Now it's time I start sotoy fashion on me. You want to hear?"

"If I refuse?"

"Yes I go home," Nick replied casually, he then stood up, "go back" he threatened later.

Very laugh. "Don't dong, I still need you."

Nick immediately screeched, pretending to put on his ugly face. "Gini's turn is required. Where were you yesterday?"

Vallery smiled faintly as he played the end of his blanket. Nick took a breath.

"Valle, sometimes separation is not the solution to the problems we face. Do you love Bang Lingga?"

Very nodded.

"If you love, why should you split? What if after your separation, it feels heavier? There's gonna be more torment, Valle. Can you imagine that?"

"But if we're separated, I don't have the right to. I'll learn to accept."

Nick snorted while rolling his eyes. "Woman, why do you like to get sick? If you both learn to understand why you do not choose to learn from your husband's past and forgive him?" cranky decaknya, "okay gini, say you still doubt your own husband. But why not choose to seek certainty first? You ask the same husband lo, do not just play ask for a split. You're already married, Valle. If the courtship can not seem to break up, is it, if marriage? Do you want that divorce? Don't want to, do you?" he let out a long sigh, "parting is not the only way, Valle, you have to remember that. This is a serious matter, this discussion is further. Don't be rash, if there is no other solution, just make that decision."

Without them noticing, outside the room Lingga stood there with his sculpting body. He saw everything. Nick's concern, the man's concern and how comfortable Vallery is with his best friend. When asked if he was jealous? The answer is no, compared to jealousy, he is more envious of their familiarity. He was envious of the closeness of the two. They both seem to care about each other and feel comfortable.

"Why not go in? How are you still here?"

Randu asked in surprise, as he reached the front room of the Very room and found Lingga standing with his own face. Instead of answering, Lingga instead sat in the chair in front of the room.

"Why the hell? I have to visit, why don't you come in?"

"Behold," said Lingga, "there's Nick in the room."

"Nick?" paro Randu did not feel familiar with the name, he then peeked into the room and found the man who was sitting next to Vallery, despite not being able to hear what they were talking about. However, he knew there was an unusual atmosphere in there, "flood, who is that guy? The handsome is also anjir."

"Vallery's Temen."

"Yemen?" Randu laughed blandly afterwards, "there's still a girl story with a pure guy who won a doang?"

The phallus shook, his two fingers interlocked.

"Cowok's got a crush on Vallery?" guess Randu with his surprised face.

"No, they're like me and Rissa. Nick is dating the other one, Very also."

Pandu mangguk. "Lo said their friendship was like lo and Rissa?"

Linga nodded, confirming.

"That means pretty special, huh?"

"You mean?"

"Yes, that's it." Randu flicked his hand, lazily about to explain. "lo jealous of the guy earlier?" suddenly tanyanya.

"Gue has no rights." Linga smiled smirkingly while shaking her head.

"Why? You're still Valery's husband, right? So if you feel jealous when Vallery again with another guy. It's natural. You don't have to feel guilty."

"But I've been disappointed Vallery, Ndu, what you think there is still a right to be jealous. The man was Vallery's own best friend. Selfish, no?"

Randu sighed while greeting a patient guardian who happened to pass in front of them. When the patient's guardian had entered the hospital room, Randu immediately turned to look towards Lingga.

"Ga, I don't think you guys can procrastinate anymore. You have to talk, there is no other solution than this. Reveal what you are really doing together and then find a solution together. Do you want to keep believing in this? Don't you? Your son needs you, Ga. Right now he's struggling to survive, but you guys? You guys are like this. Can you imagine how he feels? It's sad, right?" Randu then immediately stood up, "already hunted, let's go in! Why the hell bengong kayak bego people here, while in the dalem lo wife need a warm hug lo? You want him to keep hugging another guy? Girls if again there is a problem venting to a guy tuh, the end can sometimes be dangerous, Ga. You want Vallery snatched up another guy?"

"Well, I love him, Ndu."

"Yes, let's fight! Don't be weak!" bully Randu with his anxious face.

The phallus then nodded and stood up. Randu was right, it was time he struggled and showed his love for Verylery.

Tbc,