The Not To Be Regrettable

51. Break up or Continue?

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The phallus slightly raised its eyebrows in wonder, when it accidentally crossed paths with Patricia. His wife's best friend looked like he was crying, as he greeted her, the girl did not get a response as usual. In his heart he wondered, what happened? Did Patricia just fight with her wife? Because as he remembered earlier Patricia who accompanied the wife. Without a second thought, he immediately accelerated his footsteps up the stairs to their room. He was a little surprised when he saw the room open, and there was Nick in there with his shoulder in his face.

"He why?" ask Lingga while approaching his wife without making a sound.

Very simply shook his head in response. Encode the husband not to ask first.

Although curious, Lingga eventually nodded understandably. "Down eat first, Nick! Cuddle under again on a rame-rame meal too, so guys." He then turned to his wife, "do you want to eat now or later?" bargain later.

Vallery shook his head while stroking his bulging stomach. "Later, still full."

Lingga nodded in understanding while also stroking the stomach of the wife. "Yes, I took Nick down to eat first. You're not here alone, are you?"

Veryry nodded while chuckling. "Yes at home why-why, Mas, no papa. Usually if you work too I'm alone right?"

Lingga nodded in understanding and stood up while patting Nick on the shoulder. "Oh, come on, Nick, let's eat first!" bring later.

Nick stood up. However, he then shook his head as a sign of rejection. "No, Bang, I'm going to go back."

Linga breathed a short breath. "Yes, it's up to you to go straight back or play first. What is clear is that you have to eat before you go home" he said, sounding indisputable. Directly agreed by Vallery.

"Mas Linga, Nick, eat before you go back. You've helped a lot," said Vallery followed, "the time straight home. Eat first!"

With a face forcing itself to smile, Nick shook his head firmly. "No, Valle, Bang. Thanks for making the offer, but I want to go straight home," he declined subtly.

Veryery and Lingga exchanged glances for a moment before they both nodded their heads, letting Nick do as he pleased.

"Yes, it's up to you."

"Should I take you?" tawar Lingga sounded hesitant, seeing Nick's chaotic facial expression made him unbearable. He was worried that Nick could not drive with concentration.

While chuckling, Nick shook his head again. "Gue take the bike, Bang. Just relax. I'm not papa, yes the name of the relationship must be no fuss right? You guys are too, right?"

"It's just because you have the bike, and you don't look good, Nick. You make my wife worry." Linga clucked while looking at his wife, "tega you make my wife worry?"

Nick sighed as he pulled towards Veryery. "Gue's fine, Valle, who you need to worry about is Patricia not me."

"My best friend you two, yes how can I worry about one of them."

Nick nodded in understanding then changed his expression while clapping. "Okay, if that's not to worry about me or Patricia, you focus on your four-monthly event later tonight. I'm going to meet Patricia to talk to her. I make sure this mall is runny and we will come here together to slametan prospective children. Satisfied?"

"OKAY. I have your words, Nick. Just be careful if until later your malem has not improved, I will not give your permission to come here," threatened Very sound not kidding.

Nick nodded and then nodded. "No need to stop me."

"But who would want to banter you. I want to go to the toilet, yes, do not need pesedaan lo," snorted Vallery and then moved to the toilet.

Nick chuckled then turned to look towards Lingga and teased the man. "Kok you want it anyway, Bang, the same model so?" The two then went out of the room and down the stairs.

The phallus chuckles. "Yes, how, it's already gone first. Anyway that's the mother-to-be of my kids, when I don't want to." He then patted Nick on the shoulder, "don't think too much about Vallery's words, if the conditions have not allowed you to make up, our house door is always open to you."

Nick nodded in understanding. "Thanks, Bang, I'm happy you're the man who became her husband Veryery, regardless of the mistakes you've made before, I know you're a good man."

"Thanks for believing in me."

With his casual face Nick shook his head. "Gue actually has not been too trusting with you, Bang, but seeing Vallery's beliefs so far that makes me start to believe the same lo. For me, Vallery is like my twin brother. Don't hurt him, Bang. If you do that, I guarantee, I will go forward to beat lo," he said seriously.

Lingga only responded with a laugh, before he finally replied, "My lecture sometime, Nick, now you take care of your relationship with Patricia who is already on the edge," he put both his hands in his pants pocket, "if I see from Patricia's expression, I think he's very disappointed with you."

Nick breathed heavily. "I'm sorry, Bang."

Lingga patted Nick on the shoulder, to encourage the man. "Udah, do not need to put the face so melas, not suitable. Alumni player kok cemen," he chuckled for a moment then imbued his sentence, "as a natural human to make it wrong. You have an intention to change better. Don't make it wrong to be forgiven continue to make abis wrong again. As soon as women, they will still tire of also making such a couple. Patience has no limits, but as long as we wait for something long and without certainty, will not we still feel bored and tired?"

Nick smiled. "Dinasehatin more experience about life is different, yes, Bang, the effect. Thanks, I feel like I have a brother."

The phallus chuckles again. "Gue also feels good."

"Well, don't you have a real adek, Bang?" Nick looks astonished.

"Yes, I have a real adek. But I don't know why he often plays my brother more than the other way around."

In the next instant, Nick could not help his astonished cry. "Well, she means really mature, Bang?"

Linga scratched her head. "Adult? Yeah, sometimes, yeah. But not infrequently also why he is more boyish, caving Arvin."

Nick feels alien to the name Lingga calls. "Who's Arvin, Bang?"

"Guild me, his son is mine."

Nick ber'oh'ria nodded in understanding. Unknowingly they were now in the courtyard of Lingga's house, where he parked his motorcycle.

"Yes, I said it right away, yeah, Bang. Thanks for your advice."

Nick then put on his helmet and rode on his bike. The phallus waving his hand side of the sign did not matter.

"Well, you've found Patricia!"

"Okay, Bang."

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After returning home from Vallery, Nick decides to go straight to Patricia's boarding house. Unlike her who lives in an apartment, Patricia does choose to spend. You do not imagine the boarding house that is inhabited by Patricia like the boarding houses in general, because it is clearly not.

Patricia was born into a family like himself and Vallery, obviously living in a luxurious boarding house, really luxurious for the size of the boarding houses that are only inhabited by students. The facilities are also not kidding, complete, all there is. Still plus can enjoy the sensation of swimming in the pool, because there is a swimming pool available. His parents decided to settle back in the Netherlands since he graduated High School.

"Who's my nyusulin?" ask Patricia.

Both are in Patricia's room. Sitting far away with the same gaze down, avoiding the gazes of each.

Nick did not immediately reply, the man seemed busy with his mind accompanied by a long sigh for a while. Until he finally opened his voice and called Patricia.

"Citya."

The one called directly looked. His expression looked as if he was asking 'what is it?'. However, he did not ask that question.

Nick sighed again, only this time it sounded heavier, his gaze still glaring far away. "During our courtship, have you ever been happy to not fit me?" He turned towards Patricia.

"Lo asks what the hell, Nick? It's not clear" Patricia commented. His voice sounds unpleasant.

Nick again took a breath. "It looks like you really, if we fit it well. Put on me-you're getting weird again don't you, Pat?" Nick chuckles, "gue says this not because I don't love you. Until now, even this second, I still love and hope that the woman who will be my wife will be lo. But if it feels that heavy for you to live with me, I'm willing to take off lo. Because for me your happiness is more important than anything," he said seriously.

Holding back, Nick tried to keep smiling. "Gue also wants to apologize about that, sorry if as long as you are my girlfriend, I can never make you happy."

"Nick's."

Nick shakes. "Lo don't have to comfort me, here I am wrong. But even so can I ask for a request? But I hope you don't refuse my request."

"What?"

"Let me hug you for the last-Ouch!" Nick complained in pain when Patricia suddenly hit him on the shoulder, "do I get hit anyway?" the protest did not accept.

"Let's be self-conscious! What do you mean by that? Lo bosen dating me? Do you want to get back that ex-boyfriend? Huh huh? Answer me?!" amuk Patricia with his fierce face, "lo tuh, yes, Nick, usually just run away from trouble. You think after we broke up all round? No!"

Nick blinked while looking straight at Patricia. "So, what do you want now?"

Patricia sighed while scrambling the phallus. "Lo really don't love me, Nick?"

Nick laughs. "Lo crazy? If I don't love you, yes, the next time I chase you here." He sighed while putting both hands in his jacket pocket, "lo know me, Pat, I'm the type of person who can date anyone even though I don't love him. Fuckin' ass?" Nick nodded confirming his own words.

"Yes, really. You even know how bad my track record is during courtship. You know best, I didn't start, but they. I as a normal man where it can be rejected, like a cat said if treated to salted fish directly eaten right? Well, I was so."

"Father of lo, cat of garong," Patricia sneered with an expression of regret.

Without showing an offended face or wanting to protest, Nick nodded, confirming.

"Pat, if you ask me if I love you or not, the answer is definitely. I love and love you more than you know."

"If you love and love me, can you stop and change for me?"

Nick was sure. "Gue will change, Pat, for your happiness and for my own sake. I want to be a better person, but you need to know, Pat. A person cannot change in one week or two weeks in an instant way, even if they can easily return to their previous habits. So too with me. I need to process, Pat, you know what I mean? I need your patience to accompany my process. Are you still able?"

Patricia thought for a moment then turned her head towards Nick with her confused facial expression. The girl looked so hesitant as she was about to make a decision.

"Lo's pretty nervous about me if I'm wrong, Pat. If I start being outrageous again, your job is my nigger."

"What if you're going to hurt my heart again, like you did before? How are you gonna heal this wound, Nick? How's it?"

Nick sighed as he approached Patricia. He took the girl's hand and held it tightly.

"Lo knew all this from the beginning, Pat. You know what I'm like, you should know some of the risks that will lo hadepin."

Unknowingly Patricia's tears fell, Nick swiftly wiped them away with his thumb.

"But I don't know if it's going to be this heavy, Nick."

Nick did not comment, because all the man did was pull the body of the lover into his arms.

"Sorry, I didn't know that for you it was this heavy. If it's hard you should tell the story from the beginning, Pat."

"Gue love you, Nick, I don't want to break up with you. Because I'm afraid to make our relationship awkward later if we break up. But facing lo who is always around the girls is also heavy for me, I feel like not being able to have to continue this. I'm confused, Nick. I want to give you a chance once again, but I'm also afraid that you're gonna fuck me again."

Patricia grew increasingly in Nick's arms, gently stroking the lover's shoulder. He felt very grateful for the honesty of Patricia who wanted to be more open to him.

"Gue emang can not guarantee if you can stop making you disappointed, Pat," Nick shook his head, "intentionally or accidentally you will be disappointed again with me. Because I obviously can't be happy you keep going. Aye right?"

Patricia nodded in agreement.

"So, what do you think? Better we break up or keep going?" Nick began to break his arms and stroked Patricia's hair.

"Take a lo-gue, Nick. I feel more comfortable."

Nick sipped his saliva with great difficulty. "So, you want us...?"

Tbc,