The Not To Be Regrettable

The Not To Be Regrettable
64. The Guilt of the Linga



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The phallus ran in a hurry, as soon as it reached the hospital parking lot. He moved quickly and got into the IGD, his breathing even sounded so gnawing and he almost hit people.


"Ndu, how's Vallery doing? He's not papa, is he? My baby is not papa, right?"


Randu patted Lingga's shoulder. "Allegedly temporary, the impact of the kayak is quite hard so that makes Vallery experience bleeding quite intense. He tried to lose a lot of blood, so he needed a blood transfusion." he then put both his hands in the pocket of his proud coat, the view then turned to Vallery who was now lying pale on the patient's bed. There is a feeling of compassion that he is now feeling.


According to Randu, Vallery is too young to get through all this.


"But he's not papa, is he?" ask Lingga who can not hide the look of his worried face. He clasped Vallery's hand, occasionally kissing the back of his wife's hand, as if to give her strength.


Randu sighed. "Gue can't be sure yet, Ga."


"You mean?"


"Vallery had quite severe bleeding and caused a rupture of the amniotic."


"What's? Amniotic rupture? But she's only 26 weeks pregnant, Ndu? Why did it break the membranes? How are we supposed to go?"


"Please calm down, Ga!"


"Quiet down? Lo crazy? My wife and son are in danger and you're asking me to calm down? I can't!" phallus full of emotions. His tone sounded so loud that it became the center of attention in the IGD.


"Ga, we're again at the IGD, at the hospital. Please control your emotions, don't scream! There are many patients here, who are not just afraid. Wanna?"


"Sorry, I'm carried away by emotion" said Linga with her guilty face.


Randu nodded his head in understanding and patted his best friend on the shoulder, hoping to give Lingga strength.


"Gue knows this you're still in shock, but please! Emotions controlled! You also have to be strong and strong, Very need lo. Understood?"


With both eyes reddened, Lingga nodded in understanding. Randu's right, Vallery needs him. So it cannot be emotional and must be tough to face all this.


"How should we go? Not if the rupture of the membranes means that it is ready to give birth? But the age of the contents of Vallery is only 6 months, Ndu, is it possible?"


"Cracking amniotic does not mean ready to give birth, Ga, but it must be born immediately to save both, if delayed later can be at risk of infection. Since the Vallery is only 26 weeks old, this means it includes premature rupture of the membranes."


The feeling of worry the more Lingga feel. So what about the fate of Vallery and their future baby?


"Keep what action should we take?"


"Because of the age of the fetus the lungs have not been fully formed and are not ready to be born, then I give corticosteroid drugs to accelerate the maturation of the fetal lungs." Randu sighed, "because of Vallery's poor condition, we will take a cesarean section to give birth to your baby. And with a heavy heart I must say, your children must be born prematurely."


The sight of the phallus suddenly turned blank. "But he'll be all right? Our baby can be a body like any other kid, right?"


"Sorry, Ga, I can't confirm that for that. But usually at risk of experiencing developmental disorders from physical and mental, occur at the age of the womb less than 24 weeks, although this case is rare. We just pray that your baby will be fine and will be able to body like children in general."


Shortly after, a younger-looking doctor approached Randu.


"Doctor Randu, the preparations and the operating room are ready" the doctor reported.


Randu nodded in understanding and told the junior to move the patient. Stared at the face of Lingga who looked so devastated, he sighed while turning his face in any direction. A moment like this was the moment he hated the most, seeing the sad and desperate expression of the person closest to him because of his diagnosis. Yesterday Gilang is now Lingga.


"Now you take care of the same administration signature first, yes. I need to get ready for surgery." Randu patted Lingga on the shoulder, "lo strong. I'll try as I can."


"Save Vallery and my baby."


"I'll try."


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The phallus immediately wept and rested before Gerald. Heavy regret was seen on the face of that bule man.


"Pa, sorry Lingga, sorry Lingga for neglecting to take care of Papa's daughter and future grandchildren. Linga's sorry, Pa. Maafin Linga" The Linga's sobbing cannot be contained anymore.


Gerald seemed uncomfortable with the attitude of the son-in-law, he hurriedly told Lingga to wake up.


"Don't do this, Linga! Shame on people" said Gerald, "this is not entirely your fault. Already you do not feel too guilty, we just pray for the condition of Veryery and your baby candidates. What did the doctor say?"


The phallus immediately stood up and rubbed his two wet cheeks. He looked around, several pairs of eyes were staring at him filled with curiosity. Instantly he felt ashamed.


"Vallery must give birth."


"Well, isn't the age of the Vallery content not yet 7 months?" Riana looks surprised by the confession of the future daughter-in-law.


Linga nodded, confirming. "Indeed, it's only been 6 months. But Vallery had a premature rupture of the amniotic, so the baby had to be born immediately to save both."


"Bright premature?" Gerald this time open the sound. A surprised expression was clearly drawn on his face. Shock and not expecting. Why did this all have to happen to her daughter?


Linga nodded.


"You are patient, Ga," said Riana trying to cheer. Seeing the face of the madness, frustration and despair Linga made him sad, "insha Allah they will be fine. We help prayer."


"Yes, thank you, Riana."


Lingga suddenly remembered the wedding plan Gerald and Riana should be held this week. Their marriage was delayed more than planned. Will it be time to delay again? Instantly the feeling of guilt increasingly gnawed at Linga.


"Pa, sorry Linga."


"Well, don't you get tired of apologizing?"


"Anu... about Papa and Riana's marriage how?"


Gerald looked at him sharply. "Calm down, I'm going to keep marrying her this week, it's just that the reception and some other events are postponed first. The important thing is that marriage is legal."


Lingga looked at Riana with regret. "Riana, I'm sorry, because of my-"


"Already, Linga, I have no problem. It's important to me that Mas Gerald wants to marry me in the end." Riana showed off her best smile and nodded, trying to convince Lingga that she was not a father.


Not felt, both eyes Lingga felt back sore, shortly after both cheeks began to get wet. To her, Riana was truly an extraordinary figure. Her father was lucky to get such an amazing woman as Riana. Lingga pray that their marriage will last until grandparents.


Soon after, Lidiya and Bayu arrived. Their footsteps looked hurried and full of anxiety.


"Where are Vallery's and my future granddaughter, Lingga?" ask Lidiya.


"Still handled Randu, ma'am. Doain hopes Vallery and the mother's granddaughter can survive. Mother's grandchildren must be born soon."


Lidiya's body suddenly collapsed, fortunately Bayu, the husband swiftly caught it.


"Oh my God, I'm a son-in-law." The cry of Lidiya now broke. She cried in the arms of her husband.


"The strong, ma'am," whispered Bayu trying to corroborate.


The heart of the phallus seemed to be sliced at this sight.


God, do you have to punish me in this way. Inner Linga while holding back the roar.


Tbc,


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