The Not To Be Regrettable

66. Thank You For Surviving

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Lingga immediately called Randu when he found out that Vallery was conscious, after which he entered the hospital room of Very to see the condition of the wife.

"Vallery, honey, are you conscious? How is your condition? Is anyone sick?"

The tone of speech full of worry cannot be hidden Lingga. The man looked so worried about his wife.

"Hold a moment, yes, Randu bertar again here to check you," said Lingga while holding a hand of Valery that is not infused, while the hand of Lingga he used to caress Vallery's hair, a warm kiss he gives.

Veryy himself still looks like a confused person. Perhaps because the effects of the drug have not completely disappeared.

As his consciousness gradually returned, he began to feel something different from his body. Spontaneously, his hand felt his stomach shrink. Valerie's face instantly turned frantic.

"Mass? My stomach is deflated? Where's our baby? Why am I abis, Mas? Why am I here?"

"Vallery, you calm down first, yes," whispered Lingga trying to give her strength.

Very shakes firmly. His eyes were already teary and ready to cry.

"I why? Where's our baby?"

This time Verylery was unable to stem her tears, both her cheeks began to get wet. He tried to get up from his lying position. However, Lingga was arrested.

"Don't move much first, Very," said Lingga reminded.

Shortly after, Randu entered the room.

"Where are you, Valle? Any complaints?"

"Where is my baby, doc?"

Randu turned towards Lingga. "Lo didn't tell you?"

Linga shook. "Gue can't bear it, Ndu. Just be clear."

Hearing Lingga's answer, Vallery's feelings grew even more distraught. Some assumptions crossed his brain. She was worried something might happen to the baby.

"What is this really about?" urgently Vallery asked for an answer, he turned towards Randu and Lingga in turn, "Mas! Why are you being treated?"

"Vallery, you calm down, yeah. Lo just finished the operation, the hook is not dry yet, so it can not be much movement first."

"Operation?" reiterate Vallery as if in disbelief.

Randu nodded as he was accompanied by a short breath afterwards. "Yes, you fell in the bathroom, had bleeding and premature rupture of the membranes. So, should I take action to give birth to your baby?"

"Birth my baby? But I haven't even turned 7 months old, doc? She should still be in my stomach, why would Dr. Randu do this to me?" the crying of Very now broke.

Beside him, Linga tried to strengthen. "Vallery, Randu take this action for the safety of you and our baby. You have to be strong, so that our baby can be stronger."

"But he must be a very small boy, Mas. He should still be in my stomach, not born first. I'm kasian. I want to see my baby's condition, how's she doing?"

"She's still in the NICU, Valle, not to be seen. Your own condition has not recovered, so I will not give your permission to look at your baby. Our priority at this time is lo, if you are healthy and recovered, then you can help take care of your baby. Premature babies need intense medical aging, you as guardians need stamina and a strong mentality to face all the possibilities that will happen later."

Very's eyes turned blank. "But now he's okay, right? What percentage of her survival?"

"80%."

Very Tears fell back. He was crying, even though this fact was hard for him to accept. However, at least he was grateful because his son had a fairly high percentage of survival.

"What's the gender?"

"Turkey. Will be a hero later, Valle, if it's big."

With his two teary eyes, Lingga nodded quickly. "Yes, I'm glad he's a guy. But I'm more concerned because you're defending well, thank you, baby." a kiss back he landed on Veryery's forehead, "sorry I for being negligent in looking after you. I love you, I'm cured, yes, so we can see our baby."

Vallery nodded, his expression still looking flat. He did not reject the treatment of the phallus. However, his expression looked different and this made Lingga feel sad.

"Yes, now get some rest, Valle. Don't think macem-macem. Focus on your health first. I'm staying."

"Thank you, doc."

"Thanks, Ndu."

Randu nodded then walked out of the room of the Very inpatient. The mood suddenly changed as Randu left the room, a hostile expression clearly drawn on Vallery's face. The woman even blatantly distanced herself from her husband.

"I'm going to rest, Mom. You better take a break, tomorrow you have to work. I don't papa if you go home" Vallery said in a cold tone.

"You're not papa, but I'm the one who's why. I can't leave you in your condition."

Vallery's eyes turned sinister. "For whom am I like this?"

Linga's breath seemed to feel choked. He did not dare to comment, his body instantly sculpted without reacting anything. Inwardly, he confirmed what Vallery had said. After all, he himself did feel that this was his fault.

The next second, Vallery again sobbed. He covered his face with his arm. The phallus that saw it clearly felt pain.

"I'm sorry, Vallery." That's all Lingga can say. And made Vallery sobbing.

"I want a divorce, Mas" said Vallery suddenly.

Linga glared in surprise. "What did you say?" he asked as if he could not believe what he had just heard.

"I want us to separate, my talaq, Mas!"

"You crazy?! No, until whenever I won't do it." Linga shook her head firmly, strongly rejecting the idea of the wife. He is affectionate with Vallery and obviously he will not be willing if he has to part with the woman he loves, "you better rest. No need to say weird, you have to get well soon, Veryery." he acted like what Vallery said was just the wind.

The phallus then allowed the Vallery blanket so that the wife immediately slept.

"Why not? We get married just because of circumstances, Mom? We do not marry because we love each other, but because I am pregnant first. Then after this baby is born, we can split up, right?"

The phallus shook firmly. "No, Vallery, we've agreed to take this marriage seriously, right? You asked for it yourself from the beginning. Why did you suddenly change your mind?"

"Everything can change quickly, Mom."

"Including your feelings?" Lingga's expression looked incredulous, "we are indeed married not out of love, but at least, aren't we in love after marriage?" he smiled wryly after, "is it just me who fussed?"

Very picked a hunchback.

"Take my breath, Vallery! You have no feelings for me at all? What have we been through the last few months not been special to you?"

Vallery tried to calm down and not come back crying. "We're just getting carried away, ma'am."

"Brought atmosphere? I'm not that stupid, Vallery!" exclaimed Lingga with a face full of emotion, "i know what I am and it is not just carried away in the atmosphere as you say. I love you very much!"

Vallery remained still, as often as he could avoiding eye contact with the phallus. Because he did not want to see the flash of anger that the man was showing. Without seeing Lingga's face, he knew that the man was angry and disappointed with her. As with Lingga, Vallery was equally disappointed with Lingga. Accepting the past of the Linga is not easy, especially they marry not because of love but because of circumstances. This of course makes Vallery doubt the seriousness of Linga. When bored with it, Lingga could look for another woman and sleep with her. There will likely be other women who fared like him in the future.

Although it knew it was not necessarily the case, but still, the feeling of worry remained. Verylery's belief in Lingga was not real, she still doubted the man who even had the status of her own husband.

"But I can't handle this marriage, Mas. It's too heavy for me."

The phallus looks frustrated and also desperate to hear the tone of Veryery's speech that sounds so suffering. For him, the happiness of Vallery is the main thing. But does it have to be a farewell?

Tbc,