The Night Woman Repents

THE WMB 88

yes the crazy husband has gone, gone wander.

I want a divorce but still think of my son.

so I'll let him wander ..

it fits that I can be at peace with my life .

it has been almost 5 months he wandered, money every month was never sent ...

while my son needs milk...

my son's milk isn't cheap .,

I'll be patient waiting for the shipment , but the reason is not yet payday , many times the reason, maybe playing gambling there ....

tomorrow I'm looking for money.

I need to find the money fast ...

my son's milk has run out, stock stock money runs out, has used a lot of mama money, kasian he also thinks adek me money because it is still school .

yes I'm susan's phone, 'cause ,

by phone:

" hello brother,,, look for me a guest kk, a guest accompany sing aja" said I recklessly .

" bah , your husband where's deck ?" susan

" i feel dead in the new week there kk" said I .

" don't do deck , you come here , I love your child's milk money" said susan .

" thank you " said I cried on the phone .

hurry up I'm going to P.S, pick up susan's house, I'm sending my son to mama's, I say make money ...

mama can't say anything , we're not rich either ...

at 7 pm I go to the city of P, S,, from the village only 1 hour to get there ...

I got there safely on my bike, I went to Susan's house ..

" hello kk, his healthy ?" I said to susan

" yunita you're alone from T city, gini night, crazy you, are you not afraid of being robbed?" susan said .

" hk no kk, already res times I kk , my son was already out of stock " said me .

" didn't your husband send you on deck?" susan said again .

" ahkk,, send taik , dime never send "my kalut.

" aih aih , who no longer love her you yun , same your husband , until you want to find a guest" said susan .

" since I was hit, my love has died brother, now it's just my son and my family that I think "my words .

" you hit yun??? , don't think I "susan said .

I told him all the bitterness of my life with him, like grief, I lakonin, but never appreciated ...

" ckckck patient yun , you know that you did not need to marry, good you yourself. charge your family , but now there is your child , there is no way you can escape from this reality" said susan .

" it's kk, I'm now desperate, want a divorce, just divorce, love me guests just sing sing it kk, don't need that sort of time because I don't want to sleep people " say me .

" i'm afraid yun love you guests, even though karaoke guests, are afraid your husband comes and demands us. sell people's wives "susan said .

" it's true that I said 'but he's far away kk still there ', I'm 7 here at 1 o'clock I go home" said I .

" well yun, I have no responsibility yes, if one day your husband knows "susan said .

" i want a divorce kk, all I find money to sue in court. mending I become a widow, produce " said me again.

I'm not ashamed anymore, and I'm desperate to get my son's milk and divorce money , whatever I say I'm selfish or what doesn't matter anymore.

susan gave me the money, but there's no way I'm asking for a trus ,,

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tomorrow night again I reckon to the city, from 7 o'clock I leave at 1 pm I return from the city of T to the city of P.S, alone ..

" yun fast you, this is no shortime guests, just accompanied sing aja, gy an a kind person, no more itching "susan said .

" let's go, I go there "my word .

I went to ktv again, I sang but I didn't drink hard, I only drank soft drinks, because I had a baby ..

singing and rocking, I'm in sawer, I get a lot ...

enough for my son's milk a month ..

and I started to raise money, to sue my husband who didn't know himself ...

after I get home from ktv, I give you the susan pulse money ..

" thank you kk , without the help of kk , I think I can go crazy " said me.

" patient yun, so this is you want to go home on a motorcycle to the city of T? susan said .

" yes he was kk, I already wear a thick jacket, kk will know I ride his motorbike sitting like a cwok, so do not invite people, I just follow the truck through " say me .

" yun's heart, yun heart, phone kk home" said susan .

after leaving the karaoke place, I drove to the town of T alone ...

yes I am reckless, maybe my old crazy again ...

I'm sorry mama yes son, mama did this not for myself.my murmur in heart .

up at home I see my son, mama I don't know what I work for, as soon as he I get a job singing keyboard, whereas job singing karaoke with a runny nose, but,

I look at him , I cry , where is my child's fate later , should he be a victim .

to our egotism both ...

ahk already , the important thing is that the milk is not threatened ..

at night I want to work, this crazy husband called the phone and I picked up ..

" hallo" I said on the phone .

" how are you klen? , healthy right " said arul on the phone

" how new now there is news, know we are here already want to die, your child does not have milk" said me .

" use the money mama. later changed " said arul on the phone ..

" how many times have I made the money, heiii, my mom has often nolong us, millions of her money is the same as us, you never change"

" he I change, don't bother lahh, I don't like being asked for trus, be patient "

well, he's still talking about me closing the phone, right,,

you think I am ...

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not good also 3 years I mngumpang sma mama and father, kasian themka of me girl I hard right, married gini I was hard right ......

tonight I was thinking hard, ', I was desperate, ', I put my clothes together, I put my kids' clothes together, I wanted to run, take my son to P.S, I want to, I want to, I want to run, take my son to P.S city, I want to,,,

in the afternoon I took my son to run, it is no longer important the husband wants to be angry how.

" mam I say yes to arul house "my word on the thing I want to run .

" oh yeah her, phone mama arrived at sna ya" said mama

I don't have the heart here trus , I want to move, bring my son run, let us not be a burden mama ....

I got on the bus, I took my 9-month-old son, I cried on this bus ,,,,

I called my acquaintance cwo his name is evan, he waters in karaoke place ..His age is under me 2 years, he's my sister ..

"hallo,,,, evan please help me, I don't have money for hotel rent, I'll change it" I said when calling evan

" don't change it yet, if you've reached call me" said evan closing his phone .

until I'm at the P.s city terminal, Evan picks me up, and takes me to the hotel..

" this is all I can do to help kk. " said evan .

" it's okay evan, later I work I change" said me again .

" no need to change kk" said evan .

I also called my new friend who I knew in karaoke, her name was dina ..

dina came to the hotel ..

" so you brought your son here?, crazy you kk , like where do you want to work , hire people kk" said dina .

" don't know din , I'll think "my word.

evan also came again to the hotel , deliver my food , waitres cwo is good. thought me , somehow he is very care for me .

" eat you kk ?" evan said .

" he's van , " said I

I also eat, and dina carrying my son, evan play hp, early on my son was afraid of evan and dina, because I have never met ya ya ..

at night I got a call from my crazy husband and my mom .

first mom nelfon .

" yun , where are you? , said your in-laws you were not at their house, no one came, " said mama .

" i'm in the place of friends ma , just calm mak. yunita will not bother in mama, mama know will torment an inner made arul , I want a divorce only. mak " I said cry .

" go home you yun. if you want a divorce can you finish right, do not run away bring your child" said mama angry wrath .

I close my phone, I don't care. This is the life path I choose.

let me tell you I'm selfish .

for real, all this time I was depressed.

not how long this crazy husband called. I picked up ...

" reverse my son, if you want to divorce me, go home you, let me go home too, we meet in your village , beware if you don't come home I'll kill you if you don't come home !!!! " triak triak arul on phone ..

" uh taik, realize you. You're the one who made me gini" I said on the phone .

when he repets and threatens me , I close the phone.it doesn't matter there , pampos you ..man doesn't know myself think I ..

maybe he already knew I was taking my son away, from his family, or at the time of calling mama, maybe know from there

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I've been 3 days in this hotel , there's no way Evan paid the truss , dina has also helped me ..

dina and Evan came, came to deliver my food, and was told I something ..

" kk mampos we kk , your husband nyari nyari you in karaoke you know, he ngamok ngamok you know kk, almost aja in the gebukin in karaoke" said dina .

" mampos that's the important thing he doesn't know me how " said me.

" kk if you know how, later you will be beaten again ,cwo who likes to beat the wife cwok pansi." said evan .

" my money has run out.klen has helped me a lot, rent a hotel, eat me, ahk no way I can ask you "said I began to worry

" sister telfon aja klamu your husband.raisya titip aja first at your husband's house, so you can work you find money first" said dina .

" right yes also, but I'm afraid din. later I hit her again. I don't want " said me

" we meet your husband in front of the mall aja kk, it's crowded where maybe you hit him" said dina .

I still think long , but it's true that my son was my friend and I certainly can't work , if I leave it at my mom's house I'll be troublesome again .

I'd better leave it in his family, if I've collected money, I'll take it through the court .

I called her ..

" hello,,,, pick up raisya in this mall, I'm here" I said .

" it's good if you give up. wait a minute yes "said arul .

not long after the family arul and arul came, I was considered a kidnapper, quickly arul snatch my child, I can not hold anymore .. like I kidnapped a baby ..

" here here raisya, I don't want you to hold "said arul .

arul also put my son into taxi, my in-laws who carried him ..

" you're coming!!! , come in !! " say arul .

" no I don't want to!! , I want a divorce !!! " my words wriggled from her clutches .

" come in I say!! , we're done right there!!" arul.

" don't you hit me again, I won't !!" say me .

" it's a rule, don't you force the place.it doesn't fit anymore !!" ketus my brother-in-law .

arul wanted to hit me at that moment , but because of the crowd , he also died I dina ..

I cried bitterly while raisya in bwa., calm my son you will mama pick up. mama find money first so can take you back, mama,

be patient son, mama will come take you back ...

" don't cry, let's collect money for raisya" said dina .

" he was din , I will look for boarding first, so I can work , to take custody in the court hearing later" said me .

maybe this is my path.I made this so that I can escape from the clutches of arul.

let me choose this path..

what matters is that I am free and free.

from the pain I have experienced ...

3 Years with a madman.