
Long story short I have been a year with Juan many sweet memories that we live every day, the joy and sorrow we have lived and I have loved Juan with all my heart without remembering the bitter past.
Today Juan's opung called me to come to their house, I wonder why I came?, is there anything important to be conveyed opung juan?,I didn't know I was just following Juan's invitation to come to Juan's big family's house.
Now I was sitting in the guest room with Juan's uncle, and the old woman was sitting opposite me.
"Opung told Yunita to come because she wanted someone to tell her to you, son" Tukas said with a serious face.
"Well you say anything important, pung?, I'm sorry if Yunita can find out?".Answer me politely.
"You guys have been dating for a long time, it's been a year, you want to live this life Juan married you Yunita". Follow the old woman.
"Yunita appreciates the decision of opung, but we are different religions pung, it is difficult to unite".I said confusedly.
"Well, this is what I want to ask Yunita, will Yunita come with us?, let me marry you both quickly" said the woman, looking at me seriously.
I was shocked inwardly by this old woman's words, I had to answer if this all confused me, I kept thinking long, while the old woman in front of me was waiting for my answer.
"Lord what should I do?, I'm the only daughter, your son is there too, if my mother is called almighty who will corral her?, is this impossible, I can't".Speak with anxiety and worry.
"Sorry Opung is not Yunita does not want to, Yunita wants to live with Juan, but about this Yunita thinks first, this is not easy pung, I also have a family in the village, what they say if Yunita decides alone" Say to me with my head bowed occasionally to see that old woman who has raised the lover I love.
"Hemm, I already know the answer you said just now,Juan please bring Yunita home, alright Yunita opung inside first" said the old woman by moving from sitting straight away without further ado.
I wanted to talk again but what power the old woman had to go to her room, while Juan, who was silent as a listener to our chatter, saw Juan breathing deeply and thinking.
I also saw the disappointed face of Juan and opung, I want to do what?, I have a family instead of living a kara in this world, let alone I have a child, I have a child, he said,while the old woman did not know that I was a widow, what would the old woman's reaction be if she knew about my status?, is it really difficult like eating simalakama fruit.
Juan got on the bike as well as me, we just fell silent not saying a word on this bike, maybe Juan was also disappointed with the answer I gave earlier.
Up in front of my rented house, I came down from the bike while Juan did not come down to make me wonder,Juan also different usually immediately kiss my forehead briefly in front of the house.
"Where are you going?"
Ask me in surprise to see Juan mute on the bike.
"Sorry ma, I want to calm the opung at home first, then chat me if there is need for anything" said Juan with a forehead flick like thinking.
"Whatever papa, be careful"
Say me while watching Juan leave from the location of my rented house.
"I know he must be disappointed, but I pray that Juan will understand my situation" I muttered as I entered the house with a heavy heart.
Nightfall
Stars scattered in the sky, the moonlight also illuminated tonight, the weather tonight is very beautiful and bright, but different from my heart that is still devastated.
I sat quietly in the corner of this room occasionally glanced at the phone that did not ring, just a few friends who chat, but I expected no news at all, from this afternoon Juan no news, from this afternoon,I'm chating don't reply, just reading my chat doesn't exist.
"Clutch clutch"
The sound of my phone ringing marked chating in, I quickly grabbed the phone located on the mattress, who knows Juan reply to my chat.
"Hallo, can acquaintances not?, I'm the same fans shoot since long ago you know, my name is Arya" I read this foreign number chat with wonder.
"Kok you know my BB pin?, from whom?"
I wrote and replied to a chat from the man who invited the acquaintance.
"Clutch clutch"
Arya quickly replied to him, but I was very disappointed because it was not Juan who chatted but someone else I did not know at all.
"From my friend, I'm sorry if I'm disturbing"
I read the chatter with a head-scarf.
"Not bothering me, just astonished, do not know already know about me" I replied to the chat with a fad.Maclum tonight I really lonely.
"Oh that, but may we meet one day, really mbak I'm a big fan, some I want to make sure mbak same not like photographed profile" Reply chat Arya.
I clicked Arya's profile picture and saw Arya's handsome face, I shook my head and was lazy to respond first to the man I just knew from this chat.
"Crazy.., please don't bother me first, I'm not in the mood anymore" I replied with a grunt annoyed.
"Oh sorry mbak"
Last chat Arya I just read.
Indeed, I was a little shaky when I saw the profile photo Arya, this man is very similar to the actor takiya genzi, is this man Japanese?, is it possible that the photo is just deceptive, it is possible,because many creatures are now disguised in social media or BB pins, the originals are different from those in profile photos.
A week later
Juan has no news at all, I'm tired of calling or chating but not reciprocated and sometimes being read to make me upset, whether Juan wants now I don't know, and sometimes I do not know,I would love to come to Juan's house to ask, but this pride is more expensive than the desire of the heart to want to meet Juan.
I also looked at Juan's place of work, the result was nil, Juan did not work anymore it made me more astonished and there is a possibility that Juan's mind was poisoned by the old man.
"Mending cheating instead of hanging like this, I really think of people who don't care about how I feel right now" I muttered when I was alone in this silent room.
Coincidentally BB I chat Arya, how could he have a crush on me?, did I respond Arya so as not to be lonely, instead I broke up with Juan hurt later, mending me two.
"Tumben read my chat?, look at the meeting"
Arya's chat when I read.
"Where are you?"
I reply Arya's chat.
Arya made an appointment to meet me dikaraoke GD, quickly I decorated myself and changed this clothes, I was curious about Arya's face, what is the same as the one photographed in the profile.
Now I've climbed on the bike and walked to Karaoke G.D, until there I saw a tall man once again standing in front of Karaoke G.D, but I'm not sure if it was Arya because the atmosphere was a little dim, but I was not sure,only a dim light shines in the parking lot.
I called Arya's number, it was true that I thought the man standing right in front of me again received a phone call and glanced at me, I did not speak directly pressing the red button when the man approached me.
Oh God is handsome very similar to the Japanese actor takiya genji, hair is also the same let alone posture plus narrow eyes and thin lips are tiny, this heart is interested let alone Arya see me meaningfully.
I was misbehaved when Arya stood very close in front of me, then Arya smiled with her tiny lips that made me more fascinated.
"Pretty same as photographed, salam know mbak"
Tukas Arya extended a hand.
"Duh.., ja-don't call his kayak shoot we're the same age" I said awkwardly and heart pounding.
"So I call what?, uh let's sit down and get the blood down and stand up" replied Arya while looking for a comfortable seat.
"Just sit here"
I said as I walked into the old Hall located on the edge of Karaoke G.D.
Arya sat next to me, the atmosphere here is a little dim because this Hall is no longer used with the karaoke company G.D, but sometimes used as a hangout for karaoke waitres or others.
"What kind of person are you?, not like a real indo" asked me curiously.
"Father I'm Japanese, my mother is Chinese, but you were born in Indonesia, just like you" Arya said with a smile.
"Has right, you look a lot like the Japanese actor, your haircut is the same" I continued with the song nyeplos.
"Similar yes?, many say the hell, if you may know you already have a girlfriend what not?" Tukas Arya while looking at me in the shade.
"I have a boyfriend, but this relationship hangs because of different religions" I said in a sad tone.
"Oh, don't be sad, if you want me to be your sharing partner, but can I ask for something?" Arya said with a grin.
"Just met for something, are you crazy"
I said I was dirty and thinking dirty.
"Not a strange thing, I want to take you for a walk so that you are not saturated" continued Arya with a forehead flick.
"Oh.., I don't know what, it's been let's go for a walk" said I just stood up from sitting.
This time I don't want to be focused by one guy, I have to put another guy on if I part with Juan, I won't be lamenting and crying like I used to be with all my ex-members.
Now I've been sitting alone with Arya on the motorbike belonging to Arya, motorbike belonging to me, I tipped briefly with scurity karaoke G.D.Then Arya motorbike runs at low speed down the urban road.
Arya and I talked with jokes and laughter while walking, this approach is very familiar when only met once, but somehow this heart became comfortable with Arya, he said,a sense of loneliness and emptiness because Juan was reduced thanks to the presence of Arya.
I told Scurity G. D. to deliver my motorcycle to the rented house, while I was escorted home by Arya.
"Pamit ya, tomorrow if there's time, we'll walk again". Tukas Arya when we both got to the front of my house contract.
"Ok Arya, thank you for coming with me tonight, be careful Arya" I continued with a sweet smile.
"Cupp"
Without my permission Arya immediately kissed me with a glance on my lips, I was very surprised to stand sculpting, while Arya smiled and left while waving.I want to get angry but somehow I can not, while I was not,like happy Arya kissed these lips even at a glance.
I entered the house and locked the door, I walked into the bathroom to wash.Finished washing my face out of the bathroom, when I wanted to open the door of the room steps I stopped.
"Tok tok tok"
The door of my house was typed by someone, I walked up to the door and I peeked in the window to find out who was coming.
"Juan, why did he just show up?"
I muttered as I looked at the window.
Lord.., why do I want to open my heart to Arya as if it were hindered, why did Juan come again?, I thought Juan would never come again, I thought this relationship was over.
Though heartbroken at Juan's actions, I opened the door to Juan, I am still honest with the man who is now before me.
"New kok is coming now?, where have you been all this time?" Tighten me while folding your hands and turning your face.
"Sorry ma, I miss you very much ma, I am forbidden to see you again, but I can't, this is all I run away so I can come here ma" said Juan with a sad face.
"If that's so what else comes?, just we continue this relationship" continued me tightly without seeing Juan's face because I was carried away by emotions.
"So you want us to really separate?, you want us not to see each other again?"
Juan asked with a trembling voice and blocked the tears.
"Do not know where we want now, enter first do not stand in front of the door continue" Tukas I while walking to take a seat on the sofa.
I wanted to break this relationship, but I was not so because I felt deeper than I was upset now, especially Juan immediately hugged me tightly while shedding tears.
"Don't cry for me to follow, I still love you" I said as I let go of Juan's warm embrace.
"Ma.., I don't want us to split up, please give me a chance to talk to my boss so he changes his mind, let's meet like we used to".
"I was tired of Juan from adolescence until I was twenty-four years old, I never felt eternal happiness, I kept being left behind, hurt without the same clarity as my ex-ex, he said,I'm tired of dating but nobody seriously loves me" I said in a trembling voice.
"I love you sincerely ma'am, I love you sincerely, but please help you also have to understand my current situation, I have to like where ma?" Said Juan bowed to sit opposite me.
"I've been dizzy again, a lot of burden that I want to think about, it's not discussed first, if it's quiet we discuss again" said I when stroking Juan's hair.
I am lazy to argue about this issue, I better follow the flow of Juan, I also already have Arya although still half-hearted.
"Why see hp smiley, who's the same conversation?" Said Juan glancing at me who was lying next to him.
"With my friend pa, it may not be the same demon" I replied as I put the phone on the bed upside down, so Juan did not see if there was a message coming in.
"Yes already ma"
Said Juan with a forehead kernyit.
"Here we go to sleep"
Take me and pull the blanket.
The intimacy was gone let alone hearing the old man forbid me to meet with Juan, who usually I hug Juan sleep sometimes rape him now I do not do anymore, because I was lazy with this relationship.
Tomorrow Day
I woke up and saw Juan standing in neat clothes, Juan was ready for work, and then Juan kissed this forehead with a glance but somehow it felt empty, no emotion, then,it's upset and mixed with the love I now feel with Juan.
"Let me take lunch ma"
Juan said in front of the door and stroked my long hair.
"Yes pa, watch out"
Connect me who saw Juan riding on the bike.
"Hiks..Hix..Hix"
After Juan went away somehow these tears flowed, I sat behind the door empty, I deliberately chuckled with Juan as if I did not love him, but this heart was still anchored by Juan's name.
The afternoon after Juan delivered lunch for me, I chat with Arya somehow this feeling of emptiness a little disappeared, especially Arya wanted to play at home this afternoon.
"During came her?"
I opened the door for Arya.
"Call beb dong to be familiar, here I bring food" said Arya directly in and put the wet cake on the table.
"Hemm.., thank you"
I said by sitting on the sofa next to Arya.
"Entar the night we go for a walk again yuk"
Take Arya to look at me deeply.
"By,beb..."
Say me awkwardly while saying Beb said.
"Cie glad I you call Beb, but now I can't be long beb, mimta mengadai shopping kebasar" said Arya with great excitement.
"What's wrong, last night we met"
Connect me with a smile.
Now I've been playing with Arya from behind Juan, let's be this way for a while, why I'm happy to be close to Arya.
Tomorrow Day
Now that I'm getting closer to Arya, we looked familiar last night when we met, Arya and I have kissed and even made out even though we haven't slept in bed.
Juan was a little suspicious as I played with my own smile, so Juan could have snatched this phone and seen what I was doing,juan was very patient but I don't know what Juan's heart is right now.
"When you go for a walk, we've not been on a kayak walk for a long time" Juan said as he sat alone with me on the bed.
"Lazy afternoon pa, just a moment if you're off work" said I without seeing Juan talking because again chat with Arya.
"Originally I come must be mom hold on, chat who the hell?, mama changed right"
Juan said gloomily and sadly.
"Chatingan with Dina you know, that's just sulking"
Say it to me with a knit forehead and put the phone on the dresser.
"Or is true"
Juan muttered with annoyance and frown.
Actually I want to walk late afternoon with Juan like before, but I'm afraid of Arya when on the road, especially the light of day can be destroyed everything.
It was getting dark, Juan was getting ready to work, while I was wearing clothes after bathing, Juan was done wearing shoes and combing the hair alla korea.
"Ma kiss me, usually my mummy keeps going" said Juan hugging me from behind.
"Cup, cup"
I kissed Juan's lips and forehead at a glance, Juan looked happy and kissed me back, then Juan and I walked towards the main door of the rented house.
"I say goodbye ma, and I'm still looking at my mommy, baby" said Juan stroking my hair.
"Yes pa, be careful pa"
Connect me while waving as Juan gets on the bike and prepares to leave.
In a hurry I entered the room and I saw the clock hand showing Anga seven nights, and then I decorated myself as beautiful as possible plus the perfume I sprayed in the clothes and pants, this,I made an agreement with Arya tonight when we were chantingan.
"Tok.tok tock"
Half an hour passed the door of my house was knocked on by someone, I thought Arya who came, quickly I put on lipstick and put lipstick just on the mattress, I walked quickly open the door of the house.
"Tadaa.., I brought salak beby"
Said Arya wanted to surprise me and bring a canteen filled with salak.
"Thank you beb"
Say I accept Arya's gift.
Arua walked in the guest room and sat on the sofa, I also sat directly next to Arya while eating salak.
"Don't you work?"
Arya asked who opened the skin of the salak.
"For the lazy beb, I want to rest"
Answer me with a smile.
"Mending us a walk, so you don't get bored in here". Arya said her new idea came up.
"Ok baby, I'll change my clothes first"
Connect me with vigor and walk into the room.
"Wait a minute, play go beb"
Said Arya pulling my arm when I was about to go to the room.
"What the hell you want, let's take a walk"
Say I'm ashamed to make this step stop.
Slowly Arya face approached my face making this heart feel like it wanted to be dislodged, another inch of our lips meet, I returned the gaze of Arya's eyes, I returned the eyes,arya's hand began to slip my sign dipped when I bowed embarrassed like a teenager who was again kasmaran.
Arya's tiny lips warmly touched my lips, I reciprocated Arya's treatment with hunting breath as well as Arya who began to fall asleep with a fist kiss from me.
"Hos.hos..hos"
Aryan's breath was hunting when we let go of this terrible kiss, our silence was fused and Aryan's arm was still holding my waist, my two hands were still coiled around Arya's neck now I let go because powerless to be ashamed.
"I'm waiting outside the house, baby"
Arya said haltingly finished kissing me.
I nod my head with a shy smile and walk straight into the room, Arya walked towards the door with a smile and nervous.
When I change my clothes, I walk to the door and see Arya on the motorcycle, I get on the bike after locking the door.
Thank goodness my phone is silent so that Arya does not suspect if Juan chat or call me, now Arya's motorbike is traveling at normal speed to this city highway.
An hour and more I went for a walk with arya outside the house, because all the places and roads we surrounded finally I and Arya decided to go home.Because I knew that ten o'clock at night Juan had come home from work.
A few minutes later, Arya and I were at the door, and Arya happily kissed my forehead and lips.
"Pamit ya beb, tomorrow see you again"
Tukas Arya while hugging my body tightly.
"Beby careful"
My welcome by returning Arya's embrace.
Arya let go of her hug and got on the bike and Arya left my rented house, I quickly opened the door and locked it back, I grabbed the phone from inside my pocket afraid Juan called.
I took a deep breath looking at the thirty missed calls, as well as seeing the many incoming messages, but Juan was angry that I had not answered him or replied to Juan.
"Father I overslept, I'm sorry"
I said in a weak voice as if I had woken up to sleep.
"Hopefully, I've been to my mother's house, and on the way there" Juan's voice from there.
"Duh mampos me"
I muttered as Juan turned off his phone, in a hurry I rubbed this lipstick, also changed my nightgown, not forgetting my hair was a little random so that it looked natural just flew from sleep,the perfume that is still attached to the skin I do not wipe because Juan knows, I sleep also wear perfume.
"Tok tok tok"
The sound of the door being knocked on by someone, I was getting drunk and put clothes, jeans that I was wearing when I met Arya in a bucket of dirty clothes, then I walked open the door of the house.
"Why not work?"
Juan asked unsuspectingly as he entered the house.
"Sleep pa,Mbak Cahya phone call there a guest I do not lift, I tampekan pa" said I quibble.
"There is salak, it looks good, you buy when the salad?" Tanya Juan picked up a piece of salak located on the table.
"Anu pa, that's ..., oh from the next door neighbor, I was loved" said I stiffly and confused what to answer, this speech unconsciously for fear of being discovered.
"Yes already, here sit down ma, I see you standing there" said Juan in surprise.
"Yes pa"
I said while sitting near Juan, Then Juan told me about his work I only nodded his head.Juan also ate the salad that Arya brought earlier, if only Juan knew the salak from whom, then,maybe Juan will throw that salad out of this house.