The Night Woman Repents

THE WMB 24

The ambulance took me to the hospital

plantation, until the ER I divisum

My body is full of kissmark marks, while only minor injuries are in the hanky and hands.

fill out the visa letter

mama red-red area

a visit to the birth canal.

old wound ///////////

new wound //////////

Only the doctor can read the results of my visa, Indi emotions mixed with grief and full of question marks.Diluar ER Indi continues to think about her only daughter Wayang.

"What was my fault all this time!, why my daughter was like this, what sins did the ancestors until karma befell our family" cried Indi broke out mixed with shame.

When I woke up a thousand words enveloping my heart, the hand was infused lying on the hospital vault.I just saw Mama looking at me.

"Who took you last night, quickly say !!?" said mom with emotion.

"I ...I ...huaaa hiks hikss" said I who did not know what else to say.

Sister took Mama out of the ER because she kept asking me, I have to answer what while I was confused why I was in the hospital.

"Have not made a fuss here, patients need calm" said Sister trying to make Indi calm outside the room ER.

While being held in an uproar and the news

very quickly seeps everywhere, from the next village, upper village, all one district also know.

Darman did not stay silent, he reported the incident was the nearest police officer, Darman had to bear the shame of the scorn of the Citizens when passing from the front of the Citizen's house.

I was taken by the nurse into another room, why some in the hospital were spread news I was raped, Idi was forced to face the wall when other patients were whispering.

When Indi sat in front of the patient's room while daydreaming suddenly Riandi's family came to hit Indi.The middle-aged woman was surprised by the arrival of the prospective besan.

"Why did Yunita go to the hospital?, what is it?, right what people are talking about !" said Ani with a sangar face.

"Sorry mom, I'm still panicking, I'm still in shock, tomorrow we'll talk at home yes mom, don't here tire--------" Indi's speech was cut off because Ani Mother Riandi cut off.

"We have canceled this match!, our family does not accept Yunita, we do not want to bear your disgrace!, indeed your daughter Hina!!" Ani's wrath with emotions that culminated in front of Indi.

"Ma..! , don't talk here yelling shame ma! , Rian did not want to break up with Yunita, before Rian met her, find out this clarity mama" Said Riandi while barging into the room where I was being treated.

"Riandi!!, Riandi!!, don't see him again!!, Riandi don't you see that filthy girl !!" Ani said with a shout.

"Hey hey hey, please lower your voice here, than I was silent because I still appreciate you as a candidate besan, but this time your speech has been outrageous, go !!" Reply Indi by pushing Ani out of the hospital terrace room.

"I'm not your candidate, remember you Indi to death I don't agree my son with your dirty son, don't know your family's shame, Riandi quickly out son !!" Shouted Ani feeling not welcome.

Instantly, Satpam and Sister expelled Ani and took Riandi's mother out of the hospital area, because it disturbed the patient's comfort.

"Mother Indi do not fuss here, this is a mother's hospital not a flea market, please patients need rest" said the nurse a little upset.

"Good Sister" Indi snorted annoyedly and sat down while crying alone. While the room that was crowded with people because of the commotion has now dispersed.

Mama Riandi went nowhere, while Indi was walking in an uncertain direction because of the embarrassment felt by a number of people and patients who saw the commotion earlier.

While Darman is accommodated to supervise the condition of the House, fear of residents coming home and burning the house, residents may not be happy because their village is dirty due to my actions.kampung which is still taboo in the midst of the adultery.

While in the hospital room Riandi approached me lying in the air, slowly opening my eyes, I held back tears as Riandi looked at me with a sad, sad face Riandi instantly

soaked in sweat and tears Riandi began to flow.

"Who made this, honestly dear?" riandi said with tears.

"Yes this new God I made women cry, Yunita swore you made me disappointed, but in the depths of the heart you remain my love" Inner Riandi in heart.

I was silent and did not dare to answer Riandi's question, but Riandi patiently waited for my answer while crying.

"Please answer me dear, the branch will be angry if you just keep quiet" said Riandi while looking at me with sadness.Airmata Riandi continues to fall on the area of my hand.

"I'm sorry bang, I don't deserve you anymore, leave me, I'm not a good girl, I don't love you anymore" I said.

Intentionally my mouth is talking not to love Riandi anymore so that he hates me and wants to let go of me, because I do not deserve Riandi anymore, Riandi is too good to be with this despicable me.

"True you don't love and love me anymore?, look me in the eye Yunita, I know you're lying" Riandi grabbed the right fingers and kissed with a cry she had.

"How could I have delivered such a sincere Riandi, such a responsible Riandi" my inner self.

"Yes I don't love you anymore, get out of here, I'm disgusted to see you, I hate that you're leaving....!" ketus I drove Riandi away.

"This is your answer, I didn't expect

you're my game, well.may you be happy my bad girl, one day remember my name in your old days, remember I'm your first love, I won't forget your same deck" riandi said softly and took off his grip made me sick.

"Blessed baby, I love you, good bye my bad girl" said Riandi then kissed my forehead sobbing.Kini Riandi went out from before me forever.

"Aaaa hua. huaaaaa hix hiks"

My cry from earlier I was able to resist breaking as Riandi left this room.

"I'm sorry Riandi I said that so you go, I don't want to be with you because I'm ashamed, you don't deserve me, I'm sure you'll get a better woman than me, I'm sure of it. Because you're Riandi's good man" I muttered sobbing.

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*Sunday later*

Since Riandi's departure I have not wanted to eat or drink, I have felt like a madman guilty of my former fiancee, sometimes daydreaming and sometimes muttering to myself, no one has visited me here.

"Tomorrow can go home" said the Sister when checking on my condition.

I just nod my head to the nurse, I daydream to remember this hospital when I first started with Riandi, this hospital my love started and this hospital also ended with Riandi.

Tomorrow finally came, and then I came home from the hospital, I was embarrassed as I walked home, those eyes were staring at me.

while whispering. The eyes of the neighbor who gossiped, scorned me, looked at me with disgust as I carcassed in this village.

My arms quickly pulled Mama into the house, with Mama's emotions plugging me into the room, on the mattress my body bounced.

"Your content!, satisfied you!, long time ago I wanted to grab your hair here!!, you embarrassed us, you smudged our faces in this place !!" mama's wrath while pulling my hair.

"Aw sick mak don't take me" I grabbed Mama's hand.

"Silent all of you!!, later in the afternoon you Yunita to grandma's house, they want to talk" said Darman began to emotion.

Dad never said rude now it's different, maybe because of this incident, Dad deserves to be disappointed in me.

adalagi what I have to finish, for what to go to Grandma's house, do I want to be killed?, I know how grandma's family" My own inner self while frightened.

When Maghrib I and my family went to the mother's grandmother's house from Wadinah, they were a very fanatical family and were very sad, we went dark to fear the neighbors gossiped again and saw us as a family

" tock tock "

Dad knocked on Grandma's door, apparently

grandma same grandpa waiting with Wadinah and Wadinah sisters.the grandmother who once took care of Mama and babysit mother from childhood to marry Dad, Dad, because since childhood, my mother was an orphan named Aisiyah.

Aisiyah's grandmother's husband is a respected figure in this village and never one of her family spread her disgrace named Suandi, heard me this way they are very angry and upset because they tarnish their surname as well.

Grandma Aisiyah opened the door, we one family came in and walked in the guest room,

it turned out that the guest room was gathering to meet with my family.

"Sit down on Darman, Indi too, yunita you're here" Grandma told me to sit on the floor, I died of fright.

"Shame all of you!, I'm ashamed at the office, where all of you heard the story of your son passing out in the Darman rubber garden.!" suandi's wrath was furious.

"Yunita you again!!, a child is already itching under you!!, until usually you are thrown in the same rubber tree men !!" ketus Aisiyah while pointing at my face, I just bowed while crying.

"Well, this is happening, where else would we kill this child, the problem will not be solved !!" Wadinah.

Aisiyah looked at Indi and Darman with anger, not even where Aisiyah Suandi's husband was also staring hatefully.

"You Indi again, Darman wither you educate children!!, you see your cousins are all scholars!!, never have they stirred up and made a disgrace, Ahk I have not finished thinking about the way you educate Yunita" Aisiyah's lecture made Darman and Indi bow their heads not knowing what else to say.

"Now, have you reported Darman about the Yunita police case ?" said Suandi the substitute father of Indi.

"U-already sir" Darman replied a little awkwardly.

"Well you are now Yunita, answer us all here honestly!, who was the man who took you that night ??!" asked Suandi Yunita's grandfather.

I was silent and afraid, my body trembled and I did not dare to answer only the sound of my crying while bowing my head.

"Quick javaabb !!!" Shouted Darman began to emotion.

I was still silent, they were getting more angry when asked I kept quiet, my mouth was locked because I was scared.

Directly Darman with an angry step towards the kitchen and take a jeregen containing oil lamp, Darman back in the guest room and want to pour lamp oil over my hair, I became frightened sitting on this floor.

"Quick javaab !!!! whoa !!!" Snapped by Darman who began to be provoked by emotions and dark eyes.

Hardened my heart to keep quiet, I resigned to be killed today I have resigned.

"Who hah !" dad supported me on the back with his big legs and just this time Dad hit me.

"Even Dad.sick" I fell down on the leg support, and I got up and sat down again.

"Well, just try and answer who !" Ask Darman again who still holds the lamp oil in a small jeregen size of five liters.

"This brash kid is still quiet !!" ketus Darman Yunita's father, because I was silent, made my father more emotional. My body was beaten by my father.

While the Aisyah family and Indi were silent just watching Darman beat her son.

"Burr byurr byurr "

Lamp oil doused Darman from the top of Yunita's hair, Sunita wet bathed in lamp oil.Yunita squatted while crying sobbing.

"If you don't want to answer, I'll burn you down just let you die, be ashamed" said Darman, who was dark in the eyes because he was filled with wild emotions.Darman turned on a lighter that he took from his right pocket.

"Have been brother...you want to turn off your child here ?, this is child violence, please this is not the way" said Wadinah who apparently had wanted to defend me but prevented the sisters of Wadinah.

Wadinah pulled my arm to stand up, with my legs limp and trembling I tried to stand up, I still cried with tears.While Darman became silent sculpting.

"This is not how you ask a child,

yunita is now honest who the man is, Mom does not want you to be beaten again" said Wadinah's mother gently and embraced me from the side.

" wi-wi..wij-wijaya Ibu Hikss" said I was stammered by crying sobbing, my chest was also crowded.

"Whose son is that ?" aisiyah said while thinking hard.

" i know whose son it is, may the police arrest him ..!" Indi opened the voice that had been crying hiding.

"You guys.a-a I just came home from the hospital, you guys suggest me, I don't want this either, mom-no want me, I-I'm sorry" I ventured to speak even though I was stammering.

So I ran away from them all from the back door, I was crying and limping from the leg support of my father was walking towards the house.

"Yunita .... Where are you going !!" indi shouted to chase after me.

"Already let him calm down, he can later terauma deep you know, his soul can not be stable, be careful Mbak, I think it's not absolute fault Yunita, he is still unstable, it's your fault" wadinah said with annoyance.

"Why is it wrong?" indi said furrowed his brows.

"Maybe it might be too hard with him so he did, but I'm sorry if Vadinah was presumptuous on mbak" Wadinah went into the room.

I got into the house, and went into the room incessantly I cried sobbing

"O Allah was the one who helped me that day?, why did I pass out?, who undressed me?, who?, was Vijaya?, because I refused to sleep with her,is it because of that?, unlucky my fate, this is indeed my stupidity and my misfortune" my inner self raged once.

In addition to enduring the pain of being hit Dad my body still smells of lamp oil, I did not think that this time father like a fidelity hit me, maybe this is all my fault, he said,I don't take revenge on Dad.I love my family, I deserve to be beaten.

Indi and Darman broke into their house from the police station, Anton scared my brother and complained to my parents.

"Bak cried constantly in my mother's room" said my sister with pity.

"Mak.mak why Mbak crying and why the people next door say mbak raped dumped in sewage, Anton also ridiculed friends said they Mbak dikero---" anton's question and speech are interrupted when Indi's fingers shut Anton's mouth.

"Sssst Anton just bobok,Mbak you are not anything he just sick, anton tau mbak just returned from the hospital, do not hear what people say yes son" said Indi while carrying Anton.

Indi put Anton to sleep in the room, while Yunita fell silent while lying down towards the wall.

"Be quiet there lest I hear you crying again, don't you hear Anton say anything" Mama said in a faint tone.

I just kept quiet while crying softly, that's all I can right now, I deserve to be scolded, insulted, beaten and even killed I'm resigned to this is my fault.

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