The Night Woman Repents

WMB 11S

O Allah, I have been afraid to stay out of the lion's den, into the crocodile cage

Jon beware you'll one day get his karma, remember you have a daughter

I swear it in my heart.

I hate Jon he's an old man with two kids, his belly is distended, his face is round, his skin is white

the guy's short midget, bald again, I take revenge on you Jon, but I'm helpless.

The next night Milla and I slept in the room, I remember this morning in this room, I couldn't sleep, I kept crying sobbing without anyone knowing ,god, why is my fate like this?

why did that old man harass me?,

I don't want to stay in this town anymore, mama I want to go home...!!.

It's a heart-wrenching scream when no one knows how mean you are Jon.

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*Morning tomorrow*

I rushed to school this morning,

I avoided Jon, I didn't eat breakfast, I was afraid that Jon would hurt me again, I didn't take a bath from the curse house, I was afraid to be peeped in Jon, I was afraid God.

 

Arriving at school I was just daydreaming and moody, I was traumatized, how is this?, I had to tell with whom?, I couldn't stand the story with Milla because of Jon's threat, I was also ashamed to tell the incident last night to others, I also embarrassed to tell the other people,it's my disgrace.

 

" Why did you stay quiet in class this morning?, Yun problem?, you can tell me" said Rina who sat with me in class.

I just kept quiet no matter what question Rina asked, why should I tell Rina because I don't believe in Rina yet, I'm also ashamed of the disgrace I know about Rina, not a single person here that I can trust.

" No matter Rin, I just miss my hometown, that's not a problem with Rina" I said, finally answering Rina's question.

" Don't lie to you Yun, you're a cheerful friend of mine every day, can't just be a quiet kid, because of the World problem yesterday?, that last hour you were in class kept telling me" forcibly for Rina who was wondering why I kept this up.

"I said there was no problem Rina, about Junia I had forgotten about it" denied me and pretended to smile at Rina, even though I had to smile so that Rina was calm.

Rina didn't want to ask me that again, maybe she understood, then let me alone in class, during the second break, I walked up to the roof of the school, until on the roof I sat on the edge of the roof crying sobbing, sobbing,I was alone, what was wrong and my sin until I experienced this bad incident.

I would love to jump off this roof of this fourth floor building, but I still remember the family in the village, so I got hurt and sadder.

" I already know you must have a problem, try to tell me maybe I can help you, so that your problem is finished" said Rina who turned out to be behind me, Rina turned out to be watching me from earlier.

" If I tell you, can I trust Rin?" my words began to bluntly while sitting on the floor.

" Just relax I can help you" said Rina who was crouching in front of me.

Finally I told Rina last night, Lina's mouth was dumbfounded listening to my story and her eyes were glazed over hearing my suffering. Lina was surprised.

" I hate Jono Rina, I'm disgusted to be touched by him!!!, I almost raped him!!, I want to get out of here, I can't stand Huaaaaaaaaaa"

The sobs I soaked Lina's shoulders as she hugged me, Rina tried to make me calm.Deru cried I kept breaking and flowing nonstop.

" Consolve yourself Yun, I understand your suffering Yunita, now we are down, wipe your tears, do not let people know you are crying, the gossip queen will see you like this" said Rina while stroking my back.

"You savage man Jon, I will make you broken and your family will know, just relax Yunita I will help you" Rina swore inwardly.

I left the rooftop with Rina to get into the classroom because we also heard the bells sign the break was over

"It's usual ..rileks Yun" said Rina as she walked into the classroom with me.

While waiting for the homeroom teacher to come over to give me the subjects and Lina sat down without discussing anything else.

" A moment Yun I was in the dormitory first, I forgot to take my history book" said Rina and moved from her seat.

" Don't Rin long, I need you here, but you have to promise not to tell anyone" I said in a slow tone.

"Yes you take it easy" said Rina as she left me in the classroom.

It turns out that Rina's dormitory is not the intention to take a history book, but she goes to the kitchen to meet the cook's mother.

" Mom come to my room for a moment, there's something I want to tell my mom important !" said Rina who was standing in front of Fat Mother.

"Eh Rina, what's wrong, son?not usually you want to talk important with mom, use talking in the room again" replied Fat Mom.

Fat Mother went with Rina into the dorm room, until inside the room, Rina looked right left from the room door, checked the situation, turned out to be quiet because the santriwati had entered the class all. Rina closed the door of the room and approached the fat buk that had been sitting on the pawn belonging to Rina.

" Look, you don't be surprised, I want to be honest with you but you don't get angry" said Rina while sitting next to Fat Mother.

" What the hell is Rin, I'm so afraid it seems very important" replied Fat Mother while curious and astonished.

Rina recounts the incident last night at the Fat Mother's house about Yunita being harassed by Jono, jerked by Fat Mother crying sobbing and wanting to go home hitting Jon, she seemed to not believe the actions of her eldest son.

" I-I can hardly believe what you said, son, there's no way the submissive mother's child abused the mother's boarding child, the mother will go home now and find out the truth" Emotions Fat Mother peaked then stood up from her seat.Godmother was also a little weak to hear this reality.

"Lega finally told me all this, you will be able to defend Yunita" Rina promised in her heart.

Fat Mother was suffocated as she walked towards the dorm kitchen, while Rina walked out of the dormitory to school.

" Where have you been Rin?, you are long right, which history book?, why aren't there ?" I was surprised because Rina came empty-handed.

" That's a book, huh? hem oh yeah, I'm looking around, under the bed there's no Yun, I think I lost my history book, where are you?" Rina pretended to be confused and looked for an alibi so I didn't suspect what she was doing inside the dormitory.

" Yes, you'll find the book later, maybe you're wrong to put it "I said as I opened the history book that I brought.

There were a few hours, the lesson was over we were able to go home , by the time I walked out the school gate,I saw Fat Mother calling me from the side of the road in front of the school gate and told me to go home with a rickshaw so I could get home quickly.

"Why is this mother moody huh?, from just now silent, he did not usually take me home ride a rickshaw" my mind said astonished and confused.

Once inside the house, I hesitated to enter because I was lazy to meet face to face with the brash man, but so that Fat Mother did not suspect, I pretended to keep my creak, I went straight into the room.

When I was in the room, I heard the sound of this family fighting violently, the boisterous sounds were happening in the guest room of the house, I also heard the sound of Milla crying, Milla said,tony's voice was the second son of Fat Mother who shouted while hitting Jon's face.

" Already .Tony, your brother's gonna die, Jono why are you doing that, son, don't you remember if you had a wife?, aren't you afraid that he's reporting you to prison? say buk Fat until crying and sobbing.

" Forgive mom, forgive mom, Jon promised he would never do that again, I'm sorry"

" Deg deg deg serrr "where do they know?, only Rina who I tell you, there is no way this strong Rina tells them, my heart is pounding.

I was peeking out of the crack of the bedroom door to see the quarrel in the guest room of this house.

" Hiks.tega right brother did that to a friend of Milla bang, he paid here not for free he hitchhiked in our house, we,

brother does not feel sorry for Milla, who is not aware, what if the incident happened to Milla hah......what did you do?" milla said as she glared at Jono.

"Just say bang....!!, what if Milla is in her position!!!" said Milla again as if to know the response of Jono with questions Milla.

"Children of Khilaf deck, Forgive your brother" said Jono while sitting withered in a sofa.

"Milla Hates brother" Reply Milla and Milla left the living room.

Fat Mother walked towards my room, I quickly wiped these tears and pretended to lie on the bed as if I had not heard their quarrel.

" I beg you to Yunita, why did Yunita not tell her herself to the mother of the incident?, why do you have to know from others, on behalf of Jono the mother apologized " said the fat mother who sat on the edge of the mattress.

I was silent, I no longer knew what I wanted to say, but it was mixed with sadness and sorrow that covered my broken heart.

" Samlekom, is there anyone?" my mother's voice was heard from the living room.

Serrr deg-deg my heart's getting tighter

I would have loved to cry on my mother's lap, to complain about my fate, but I had no power to complain.

" That's your mama coming, son, please don't tell me about last night, the love of Jono's children and his wife if he's in prison, I beg you not to tell your mama yes" said Fat Mother and then stood up from her seat.

I just keep quiet with Ochena Fat mom, I'm just asking for justice all the same.

"It turns out that you are all just as selfish and stone-hearted, perhaps because you never felt what I was going through, so just as easily apologized to me, only his mother apologized

not Jono himself, I hate this family" the screams of my heart said to myself.

Fat Mother came out of the room and greeted my mother with a smile and calm, as if nothing had happened.

"Sit down Mom, Yunita just came home from school, I'll make some tea for a while" Fat Mother hurriedly walked towards the kitchen.

"No need to bother mother" said mama Yunita, then she walked towards her daughter's room.

" Mak Yunita wants to change schools, please mak Yunita does not want to be in this city anymore" I said when Mama had entered the room.

"what do you mean, don't mess around with Yun" replied Mama astonished and twitching her forehead.

Mama refused my request, I continued and continued to beg to move from the house of Fat Mother, mending I was just there was safer there was no stranglehold of lecherous men like Jono,if I'm not allowed to change schools.

Because of the whining and the sound of my cries that pleaded continuously, finally Mama gave up on me, she agreed I was cool again, I do not excuse the family to move away from the dorm, I hate them all.

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*his next day*

I put together stuff to move the dormitory and get out of this cursed house, without permission from the owner of the house I just play my way out of the house without seeing or greeting one of the family.

Arriving at the dormitory I thought I would calm down it was not, the disgrace was spread, some of the santriwati already know, I am ashamed, oh what suffering is this again, O Allah.

" Rin wait for Rina I want to talk to you, why did Rin you give my disgrace to buk Gendut and why some santriwati on tau ?" ask me at a time when the atmosphere is quiet in the dormitory bathroom.

" I'm sorry Yunita, I told Fat Mother to reduce your burden,

now in fact you can move from that house, about santriwati some know I don't know who spread your disgrace, I suspect one thing, when I told Fat Mother in the room last night,it seems like there are santriwati eavesdropping" replied Rina clearly and kernyit forehead.

" i hate that family, you're free to complain to them not to lessen my suffering, but instead to add, I didn't get Rina's justice with them, but I thank you Rina, I'm grateful to you,you want to care about me" I replied as I left Rina in that quiet place.

Every time I pass by the crowd of santriwati it seems like they are disgusted to see me, I can no longer bear being in this school, I do not want to anymore, they should support me not fall me, I am a victim.

I can't stand the rumors of santriwati here, in the room, kitchen, classed, bathrooms and even handcuffs, I hear them flouting my disgrace, as if I'm going to tease Jono.

Oh I can't take it anymore, get me out of this hell O God, you listen to your son's suffering, your son has been a victim, not me who teased Jono, I broke again in this quiet room.

It's free for me to explain to them in this dormitory, they just listen, not understand, so I just shut up and fall here, mama I want to go home !.

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The next day, I fell ill and had a high fever maybe I was stressed because I thought about this problem. Rina came to see me.

" Yunita why don't you go to school?, you're sick Yun ?"asked Rina who was sitting at the bedside.

Suddenly Nordiannah came with a cynical face, I got up from the bed.

" Hem was right I said, you have received the reward for seizing my scuffles yesterday, Hahaha sick you think about the incident? why don't you just enjoy it with Fat Mother's son?" Said Nor standing in front of the door folding his hands.

I just shut up and bowed limp, my friend eh not he is not my friend anymore who I know plain, my tears just flowed swallow the Nordianah's poignant words.

" There is still an ethic of you Nor talking to your own friend!!, did you during the study here not understand huh?, leave you from here do not add to Yunita's wounds here, do not add to Yunita's wounds here,you don't deserve to be friends with us, your face is ugly, stupid again but your mouth is just as dirty as your face, you're a piece of trash" Rina replied and slammed the door pushing Nordiannah out of Yunita's room.

" already Rin , I deserve all these insults, I deserve it, I want to die "My words are helpless as I cry.

Rina tried to keep me calm encouraging me, taking me for walks around the dorm, thank you Rina I don't hate you either.

The next night I read a letter from Riandi lying on the bed, my tears flowing, until when the matter will end, I feel alone, my roommate also away from me.

" Yunita you've been taking medicine ?" Rina went into the room.Rina's hand landed in my silence, she wanted to know my temperature.

" Not Rin, I have no appetite, no appetite for medicine "I replied while hiding a letter under a pillow.

" O Yunita God, you must not be a fragile girl, spirit, our parents who are struggling to pay our tuition, remember they Yun do not cry anymore I am sad too " Said Rina with a smile.

" i have no passion for life anymore Rin , I am fragile, I can be stressed, good for you I will take this medicine "I replied while rising from sleep and taking medicine on the table.

" Now rest Yun, tomorrow you can wake up and go to school again" said Rina who sat on the bed.

" Thank you Rin" I said as I hugged Rina.

"Junita Together"

Rina pampered after making me calm.