The Night Woman Repents

THE WMB 51

The relationship between me and Prima two years did not feel, we loved each other and grew friendly in this love affair, just short story me and Prima do it every day.

"Oww"ahhh"

Sometimes in the empty room, in the bushes behind the river we do it every day without stopping, our clothes are often the base, whatever style we have done.

Our courtship is not healthy for the sake of lust we forget the land, forget lessons, forget about us, only lust and lust every second when met, maybe the spirit of this teenager thrashing.

"Darling why we are like this every day"

Ask me who lay friendly with Prima after doing so.

"You're a ferocious baby, I'd like to keep us equally strong" Prima stroked my hair that was slightly wet from sweating.

"I'm afraid of getting pregnant, baby"

I stared at Primanda's two big eyeballs.

"It's okay not to be afraid, if you're pregnant I promise you baby responsibility, it's not my son" Prima said, closing her buttons.

"Promise me dear"

I sat in this uniform.

"promise"

Prima hugged me tightly, I held her comfortable feeling.

"Goup.."

Prima kecup this friendly forehead makes the eyes closed as well as feel the warmth that Prima made.

This heart feels satisfied to hear the words of Prima because I have late menstruation, I am afraid to tell Prima that I am late.But now I have to tell Prima.

"Honey buy diapotik testpek, I'm actually late" said I was embarrassed to say to Prima.

"How late are you, baby?"

Prima was surprised because she just promised me.

"Sunday, I haven't had my period, I'm afraid of Prima"

Aki looked at Prima's face with sadness.

"Alright let's buy baby, wear your skirt now we are keapotik" said Prima wearing her pants.

In a hurry I and Prima got on the bike, we passed the palm oil plantation walking towards the city, I was worried especially Prima what would happen if I was really pregnant, might I get married?.

Until diapotik Prima rushed inside, while I waited on the train, Prima saw out of the pharmacy carrying the canteen.

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*Sock Days*

In the morning blind at five I was awake I could not sleep because I could not wait to take urine in the morning,I walked into the bathroom and put Monday's water in the bottle I had cut off the middle.

I ran into the room afraid to be caught by my mother for carrying this urine, until in the room I put a sensitive device into the urine, quickly a line appeared,with trembling hands I took it and confirmed a line of two or one.

"Deg deg deg deg "

This heart beats violently, I gulped in fear mixed with panic when I saw the line that appeared on the tespeck's tool.

"Two lines"

I flicked the tespeck tool who knew it was damaged or wrong with the results, it turns out it was line two.

I was confused in the room with a sense of extraordinary taku mixed confused, how if my parents know, oh god let alone all this...?

Quickly I rushed in a hurry to wear a school uniform, I was afraid to meet mama without breakfast I immediately ran out of the house.In the Bus my mind was screwed because of this pregnancy.

The bus stopped right in front of the school gate, I got out of the bus but did not enter I quickly entered the public transport to meet Primanda.

At seven o'clock in the morning I was near the house of Prima, seen Prima casually coming out of the door of the house to go to school.I called Prima, the young man immediately approached me.

"Sadly, I was respecking this morning"

I was nervous as I walked along with Prima.

"Where dear the result"

Prima stalling hands impatiently seeing the results.

The steps stopped because I opened this bag trembling, Prima took from my hands the sensitive tool, Prima's face turned pale and sweaty a little looking at line two.

"A-you're pregnant, baby?"

Prima gugu immediately flabby, Prima pacing back and forth thinking about my pregnancy.

"Where, baby?, should we what?"

I crouched down in fear, the more anxiety haunted my soul.

"That's my son, how is it going?"

Prima was confused and anxious while massaging his forehead, limply the young man's body leaned against an electric pole that stood upright.

"I'm afraid of being hit by my mom"

I started crying out of confusion.

"Sst don't think about it, I take responsibility" Prima pulled my arm and looked at my face, we hugged with anxiety and fear.

"Oh mama forgive me, I am indeed a selfish money child, I am an idleness, God forgive me" This heart screamed out loud.

"Don't cry, I promise to fight for our child, we marry" said Prima make me calm let alone she wiped the tears that fell to the cheeks.

"What should we do now?"

I said while taking off Prima's embrace.

"To my father's house, we were there first, so I could figure out how to talk to our two families" Prima replied as she climbed on the bike with me.

Primanda son broken home, Ayah Prima is married again, now we intend to stay at the house of prima father, on our journey silent because of thinking hard.

Until our Prima father's house was warmly welcomed by Prima's stepmother, then we both sat on the sofa of the living room of Prima's father's house, we only stayed a day without telling my pregnancy.

The next day we were confused where else to stay, we were helped but stayed in the rice fields, already one night I did not go home, I was very anxious to think both people knew me, I,I want to go home but I'm powerless with this pregnancy.

"Forgot to unplug you can be absurd"

Iyan was still joking.

"Find a nyet solution, not ridicule you"

Prima said she ruffled her hair.

"So now what do you want?"

Iyan said he had a serious face.

"We thought first how to talk to our family, you know I'm still confused" said Prima to see me who was sad sitting pensively.

"You stay here first, and I bring food" said Iyan Bardiri from sitting down.

"Yes, you went to school there"

Prima said while hugging me because I was silent.

"Ok said, I'll take my meal back to school" Iyan said goodbye and walked peelrgi from the hut we were going to ride in.

Time passed quickly, one hour saw Iyan running from ignorance to our place, I and Prima were confused to see Iyan running fast.

"Hus...Hoss...Hos"

Iyan took a deep breath after running, now Iyan is in front of us.

"Woi-woi mampos you guys, you just go home, already dilaus you at school already spread"

Iyan said with a serious face.

"What..kok can spread?"

Prima was getting confused and anxious.

"Mama Yunita and mama you come to school, they look for you, throw one school" Iyan said in a panic

"Mama-mama look for me, how dear I am afraid, my mother's love I must be confused looking for us, I've never been happy for her" With sad tone these tears flowed continuously from the eyes.

"Sst don't cry baby I'm here we're both looking for a solution, I'm more confused if you cry" said Prima as I bully me from the side.

Iyan delivered food for us, actually I and Prima were reluctant to bother Iyan, but how else would the money me and Prima depleted.

At night I sat alone with Prima confused, money only five thousand silver we hold, do not want to bother Iyan and we have enough to thank Iyan.

"Kruuucik"

My stomach rang while sitting on Prima's lap, Prima heard the earthy worm in my stomach.

"He's not hungry, don't lie to me, let's get out of here" said Prima as she stood up from her sleep.

"Where are we, baby?, I'm confused"

Said I was standing.

"My mom's house, we were there, I was ready to tell the family" Prima grabbed her backpack and pulled my fingers through the rice fields.

Prima's pale and nervous face when I saw the house of the Prime Family, I was also afraid and guessing what would happen if I knew I was pregnant.

Until in front of my house and Prima all-out in court, our guest room was both trembling because of the ravings and anger of all the Prima family, which means the sisters of Prima's mother interfered as well.

"Why did you do that?, Prima said to mom why did you kidnap a girl huh?" Suck Mother Prima with a sad tone.

"Yun-Yunita is pregnant ma"

Prima said bowed while holding tightly to my fingers.

"What !!"

Prima's mother was surprised at once to cry bitterly when she heard her son impregnate the girl, because full of emotion Prima's mother beat her chest until fainted sitting on the sofa.

I saw brother Prima very similar to Prima, but his voice was an idiot, Prima also has a sister who is now staring at me.

Prima turned out to be his mother's hope for a higher level school, because his brother was no scholar, especially Prima the youngest of the three brothers.

All of the Prima family stared at me, as if I were teasing Prima, I was silent while bowed down unable to say anything more.

"Because of you, my mother passed out, you cheap girl, you can get pregnant with my niece" Aunt Prima was very angry and judged me.

"Auntie don't curse my future wife, she'll be the mother of my son ! " Snapped Prima was about to defend me.

"Supply....!"

The middle-aged woman got Prima's nanar, for defending me the money sat quietly while crying.

"Plaaac"

The sister of Ibu Prima slapped hard on Prima's cheek until it was hot, Prima was surprised to see her aunt's actions.

"There's still your brain to think sane?, can't you see that I fainted in the room because of you two, you see your mother !!" Bentak The big-nosed woman.

Prima's mother suddenly got out of bed, walked quickly to judge me.

"You cheap girl, why are you teasing my son, I don't agree!!, I don't agree !"

Shouted Prima's mother thrashing in front of me.

"Mom.., please bless us, we both don't blame Yunita" Prima embraced me from the side as I sobbed.

I was so scared, I didn't say a word, just cried while sitting on the couch, Just Prima defending me in the house of the Prima extended family.

"How many months are you pregnant?, is that really my grandson?" Ibi Prima said loudly.

"Believe mom, that's Prima's son, we do it every day" continued Prima because I was still down.

"I don't agree, drop it..!!"

Prima's mother kept clean hard, maybe she doesn't like me.

"Mother.., that's my son please bless us"

Prima clean hard as well he stays on his stance.

Wanting me to run out of this house, I could not stand the insults and insults of the Prima family, I was cornered once, but I could not run because I remembered this pregnancy.

"Little girl how dare you seduce my son, bondon you !" Prima's mother was like a man of fidelity and pulled my hair strong.

"Forget"

My moaning when this hair is pulled by Prima's mother, I really want to punch Prima's mother's face but because she's my future father-in-law, I have no power to fight.

"Mother don't go too far!!, don't hurt Yunita I don't accept" Prima grabbed her mother's arm because of my moaning voice.

Uncle Prima who did not know anything came after work and broke the commotion, Prima's mother was silent with the arrival of her younger brother.

"If so bring a car between these girls to the house of his parents with good Prima also we bring" said his uncle.

"No I don't agree Prima is still in second grade High School, how to feed her child they are still small" said Mama Prima firmly and head bobbing.

Prima's mother was in her forties, her face was still beautiful, pure white, her family was beautiful all but her mouth was smashing and arrogant.

Now I'm in the car with Prima, living my family that we now have to face, heart is not careless, lost when heading to my hometown, no matter what will happen.

Arriving at home the commotion also happened but not as big as the house Prima earlier, because only father and mother were at home, so my other family did not interfere.

"Yunita let's go kedapur with mama"

Mama held back tears about my pregnancy, how devastated the teak parents saw a pregnant girl out of wedlock.

I just follow the will of mama and Prima also go to the kitchen, this heart just wants to mop up so hard to beat because of fear.

"Yunita tomorrow mama will be prima kinship

making a decision about the disgrace you're inflicting with this child" Mama pointed to the still-downcast Prima.

I don't know what's going to happen tomorrow, no matter what decisions they make for me and Prima, I'm restless lying in bed thinking about tomorrow.

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The next morning my family came to Prima's house to discuss about me and Prima.Cold war started between my family and Prima's family because it was not as thought.

"When are we going to marry them ma'am?" Said Indi who sat on a sofa.

"Is it not too early to marry them?" Mother Prima said.

"But my son has done so, forced us to marry them, the future let them decide" said Indi with a serious face.

"Prima is not working, so what will happen if they get married, how the hell is your way of thinking?" Reply Prima's mother with a forehead kernyit.

"Yes mending them first school, after finishing Prima can work, then we marry them" continued Uncle Prima.

"So my son has to how?, school with that stomach, how weird are you?" Say Darma with an emotional face.

"We just throw it away, notoh young, about the cost let us the money bear !" Mama Prima replied with a loud tone.

"Just talk like that, try your daughters so, do you want to throw away your future grandchildren?, think sin, they have already committed adultery even more sin kill calom our grandchildren" Indi said firmly.

"Our family has nothing like this, please understand our words and our will, and we will marry them as well" Mother Prima continued with a twitch of her forehead.

"Well, thank God we want to take care of her, if you don't want what?, not necessarily what she contains our flesh and blood" said Aunt Prima with nyolot.

"Hey who are you, don't interfere ...!!" indi's blood peaked hearing Bibi Prima's words, Indi immediately rose from sitting against Aunt Prima's eyes staring nanar.

"Already, Jenny you went into the room, it's none of your business" said Uncle Prima firmly told his sister.

"Cuih.had a daughter unguarded, it was my niece who was seduced" Aunt Prima cursed with disdain.

"Did you say ...!!, Hey take care of your mouth, my son is not so..!!" Indi rose blood once.

"Let's just go home"

Darma who clenched his hands while emotion stood up from sitting down.

"I'm sorry my sister, my father, I don't have emotions so let's settle it coldly" said Uncle Prima.

"Tomorrow we come here, it's not good to be interfered with by others" Indi was already emotional.

I was silent while holding back tears while sitting next to Prima's house, with Prima who was also silent when hearing the conversation of my family and Prima's family.

"Darling how is this?"

Ask me with fear that my womb will be thrown away.

"Patience, I'm still going to marry you, we love each other, it's our fault" Prima held my fingers tight.

Mama with an emotional face came out of Prima's house, and then my arm was pulled just like that to go from the residence of Prima's house.

Aki was silent following Prima's will, we were separated, from the ignorance I saw Prima's face sad money when mama without a word of farewell with Prima.

The next day mama came there again, why did they decide unilaterally beyond the expectations of me and Prima who planned to get married, in fact I did not contain to be thrown out, then finished school we will get married.

hearing the decision I did not accept, I grabbed Prima's hand to take her aside, why my family agreed with this, these tears kept dripping with a disappointed heart.

"I love you so much, I don't want to be separated, but I'm afraid my family, I threatened them, how if we just throw away your contents" said Prima who stood before me.

As the lightning in the middle of this heart was very disappointed to hear the words of Prima, Prima who said she was going to marry me now turned upside down, like slashed like a soul and this heart heard the decision of Prima.

"How can you really throw away our baby-to-be, didn't you promise to take responsibility yesterday?, why did you change your mind now?, why..??!!, said Prima I was disappointed in you !!" I said with anger and emotion.

"What do I do?, they don't want us to get married now, if we clean hard I will be sent out of Sumatra, I'm afraid we can't meet" Prima said in tears.

"It turns out you're the same as everyone else, you're not manly, I'm unlucky to know you!!, you're stupid!!, only to be threatened once you've been scared and greedy, you're not manly ,your man looks when we have sex, already you give up on it !!" Said me out loud.

"Yunita...!!"

Prima called me, because I ran away from Prima in disappointment.

I went straight up into the bus while my parents had been riding the motorbike back home.I don't know why it ended up being this way, it feels like my life is always unlucky.

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*Some days later*

I miss Prima wanting to meet her, I ask Iyan for help to call Prima from inside her house.

"I'm sorry Yun, said Aunt Prima, she already has..." Iyan did not continue the conversation leaving me confused.

"What do you mean?, please explain Iyan" I was very curious about holding back tears.

"Primanda is gone, their families are sending Primanda away in Sumatra" Iyan said with a sad face.

"Astghfirullah"

I stood limp once hearing Iyan's words.

Long story short Prima family leave money for me, so that this content is thrown away, millions of dollars for what if in fact my baby candidate with Prima was thrown away.

"They don't like you, if mom forced you to marry Prima, you must have lived in that hell house, not married we've been insulted so, let alone you in that crazy family, you know,will not be your footwear later" said the mother firmly.

"Tomorrow...Buuaak"

Emotionally and disillusionedly I threw all the study books in the room, I vented by breaking into the room.

"No!, Prime ! why can't you make me this way, I don't want to, I'll raise this kid "I said while crying hysterically.

"it's your fault, you're responsible for the consequences"

Mom said from outside the room because she heard my screams.

"Don't destroy that room, watch it"

Mom from outside the bedroom door started to get emotional.

The next day I was dragged by my mom to get rid of this baby, I thrashed hard.

"No, no !!"

I said hysterically.

"Prima has left, I swear Yunita I'm tired if you insist, do not make a disgrace continue, or gini from a small you just kill" Mama began to get emotional, I became afraid.

"I'm not selfish with you, but don't be selfish either, this child is not wrong!" I crouched and squatted on the floor of my room.

"Just do what I tell you, the Prima family has insulted us all out, you if so he will be tortured by his family" said Mama.

I fell silent with my mother's words, I cursed myself and cursed Prima.

"My prime turns out to be a sissy, an irresponsible sissy, I'm sorry, sorry.." This inner scream and it shattered.

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In the place of the masseur :

" Awwwww adaaw aching ma'am"

I moaned while lying down as my lower belly was pressed with all my might twirled around.

"Hold, son, if it comes out chocolates dyed in you, it means he has broken and died inside" said the masseuse who was still massaging my lower abdomen.

"Bec.adaw"

I endured this pain like fainting, heartbroken by Prima, I was forced to drop out of school.

"There's the bathroom, squat down, let her out" Mother massagers stopped massaging.

I walked staggering because I was holding this pain, in the bathroom I squatted while holding the elf heart and stomach pain wrapped around it was incredible, it felt like having a bowel movement but it was not,it hurts so much to stab the bone marrow.

"God can't help but leave Prima alone to hold this back" Rintih in the recesses of my heart.

At night at one o'clock I couldn't sleep because the pain was coming again, the pain was more terrible than the last massage, so the breath was very tight.

"Adaw's sick"

I was sick in bed, because I screamed and cried my father and mother out of the room and saw me bowed in pain.

"Still sick?"

Mama said, I can't talk because just holding this pain is not able, mama ran into the kitchen cooking hot water, then took the herbs located in the cupboard.

With a trickle I entered the bathroom, as I squatted over the WC spurting from the sensitive area I clotted blood that was brownish black like a boiled chicken heart.

"Hurt?, why is it made again tomorrow-tomorrow, then know where you hurt like, always make a disgrace" said Mama who was busy stirring jami on the dining table.

I just kept quiet and did not dare to talk because it was all my fault, I took the herbs on the table quickly drank it.

After that I went into the room.

Unknowingly I opened the closet drawer taking a picture that I never saw again, yes.since I fell in love again with Prima I never saw her picture.

"King if you were alive, maybe I wouldn't be like this, I'm despicable, my own fault" I muttered stroking the photo with my fingers trembling.

"The king mending me dead, I don't want to live anymore" I cried bitterly under the bed plus sick after abortion.

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Morning and day and night I do not want to eat just daydream, my mind is empty this soul is shaken once.

"Eating Yun already this week you keep doing not make mama more difficult" Mama with tears about to feed me.

My mother's arm was patis while not wanting to eat from her hand.I ran away from home and saw the bus passing, I was about to go inside because this body was very weak as I rode the Bus forward.

"Rubble"

I fell down and was dragged down, thankfully when there was no motorbike or car passing by.

"There's someone falling, please !!"

a resident saw me fall while trying to get into the bus.His head hit the asphalt on the street.

This pain did not come here, I was finally carried to the hospital, mama and father so suffered because of me.

When I realized I was dazed with amnesia, especially after the abortion I must be the soul is getting shaken.

"King why I don't come with you Hahaha" I mengedumel myself, sometimes crying, sometimes laughing.

"Sus seems like our patient is severely depressed"

Said the nurse who heard my screams and cries in the patient's room.

"It's noisy right, if it's not wrong tomorrow he was brought to rehab" replied the other nurse.

The doctor examined me for severe depression, the doctor shook my head after checking me out.

"Sorry mother's child should be brought mahogany rehabilitation, she is depressed and traumatized" Doctor

mama:" what doc!, why do doc have to be brought rehabilitated does my son go crazy doc?"

"So my son is mentally ill, Doc?" Mama was surprised and massaged her forehead, she messed up her daughter like crazy.

"Not mom, the mother's child has not been completely insane can still be rehabilitated, the results of scanning for blood clots in the back of the head and plus the deep trauma experienced by your child, does he have a problem?" Doctor knits forehead and thinks.

"Tid-no doc problem, maybe he's because it fell that time yes" said my mom like covering everything, maybe embarrassed.

"All right I go first ma'am, there are still many more patients" said the doctor then left in front of my mother.

I was herded to the city of M, I resigned and a little dazed, which I know now only dumbstruck sometimes laugh sometimes cry.

After arriving in the city of M, I was escorted to the Mahoni rehabilitation hospital.

"Effused"

Suters were in trouble when feeding me, shouting and silencing my mouth.

"Prima...!! evil to you, King I want to follow you hikss.." said I unconsciously carried a head-scarf.

"HahahHHH"

I laughed crisply suddenly, when no one was talking, this is indeed a wound in me, I was not sincere about the departure of Prima let alone the child in the womb I was not there.

Sister came out because I didn't want to be fed, I was locked in a soundproof room, there were no mirrors, the sharp object was just a bed in the corner of this narrow room.

"Where is my son sus?, how can he recover?" Indi said very worried when the sisters came out of my room.

"Sorry ibi Indi, I don't know, again the doctor came to check" said the sister with a small smile.

"Allah, what sins have we committed in the past, why did my son suffer like this, Allah heal my son" muttered Indi who was very sad with tears in his eyes.

Indi waited in front of Yunita's room, saw the mental doctor came to check on me.Doctor entered into Yunita's room, Idi wanted to know once he also a little entered to see his eldest son.

"My son can recover doc?"

Indi was outside the room when the doctor finished examining Yunita.

"Mom, because he's stressed, something happened in his past, or there's a big problem with him, so please just have fun with him mom, I'll give you a prescription" The doctor answered and then went to his room.

Indi was occasionally allowed into my room, I just sat down daydreaming with an empty look, I was alive but dead.

"Bad you all"

I said with puffy eyes from crying, sometimes nothing funny even laugh.

"Let's eat"

Said Mama about to bribe me.

"Twelve"

I pulled over the plate that my mom was holding, I didn't like being coerced.

"You see, until when you're like this, you don't think you're tired, Yunita realizes we're your parents, your sister, don't you remember all of us !!" Snapped Indi in a fit of annoyance.

Yunita just dumbstruck not respond to the words of Mama, who usually she is very afraid now like the undead without responding to the words of people

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From this episode we can take

the fruit of Yunita and Prima

let's take his silver, let's,

take the positivity to keep our daughters from being like Yunita who knows her good looks, not thinking about the bad of promiscuity, not just,the power of the author will still write this story so that children out there know how dangerous promiscuity and aex free, bad good will be accepted as his own actions.

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