The Night Woman Repents

THE WMB 111

I wait and wait for news from Andre, a month passed the news from Andre in the slightest nothing, this heart is upset mixed with disappointment somehow Andre now I do not know.

I tried to cahting in Andre's social media but unfortunately Andre's social media is also not active, I really want to come to Andre's hometown but I do not know the address of Andre's house, Andre explained,I'm also afraid of being insulted by Andre's family if I come to his house.

On this cold night why it feels so empty and lonely, with lying on the bed I continue to monitor social media who knows Andre's social media is active.

Instantly I was excited to see a green sign in the place of social media messenger Andre, I chat Andre.

"No news?, I'm waiting here, what's wrong with you?" Chatting me with

Andre while putting on emotion crying.

Chat I was replied with a sign still typing.

"I'm not Andre, I'm Rino, you are Yunita?, don't bother Andre anymore, Andre we've betrothed better women"

I was surprised at the instant these tears flowed profusely not restrained anymore.

"I can't believe your words, oh, are you Andre?" Reply to my chatter out of curiosity.

Rino replied again

"I'm his biological brother, please don't bother my sister Yunita anymore, our mother is sick just because of your relationship with Andre"

I immediately turned off social media, this chest feels crowded like it was overwritten by a ton of concrete stone, tears continue to flow incessantly, he said,want to drink but not taste just limp drooping withered in this silent room.

Out of curiosity I opened up again social media and peeked out if Rino was chating something again, but I was surprised when Andre's social media decided on a dating sign.

My cry exploded with trembling hands I just dumped the phone on the floor.

"Aaaaaaaa Huaaaaaaaa hikss hikss !"

I screamed bitter tears, heart like being pierced by a pointy dagger unbearable pain and how broken my heart was at this moment.

"All is not fair, what is my sin God, why do I always fail in romance, be tired of life Tuhaaan !" I muttered to myself while grabbing this hair out of annoyance.

"Andre....Andree's..Hixs"

I keep calling the name of the person I love so much, the tears keep flowing.

"Tok tok tok tok"

Someone knocked on my bedroom door, I was lazy to open, I don't want to be disturbed tonight.

"Bak Yun, open the door, why are you?"

Dina's voice sounded from inside my room.

With a step shuffled and disheveled hair I walked about to open the Door, The door opened Dina twitching forehead and astonished.

"Why are you crying?"

Asked Dina curiously.

"Read my social media messenger, you see for yourself" I said as I glanced at the mobile phone on the floor.

Dina curiously opened and clicked on my social media, then with a sad face Dina put the phone on top of the mattress after reading my chat with Rino.

"That means mbak, indeed it can no longer be maintained if like this, it is difficult that Andre may not be a mate mbak ee" said Dina while elus my back gave strength and spirit.

"Deck, that's all I've got"

I said with an empty mind.

"The spirit of mbak, how if mbak bring work only diktv, sing while drinking so as not to be a burden the same mbak, especially mbak have Raisya, remember the child also mbak" Usul Dina with a smile.

"Dek I remember Raisya, I remember mama in the village, but I want to be happy with my life, once I feel eternal happiness with my partner, Hikss" said I cried bitterly.

"Yes mbak, I know how you feel, I also had a dilemma when it was broken Fary, I understand, mayo we go out for fresh air" Invite Dina while standing up from sitting.

"Sorry deck I want to be alone first"

Say me sitting down limp while bowing my head.

"Well, ma'am, I understand how you feel, if there's anything or if you want anything to chat aja Dina" said Dina as she walked to the door of the room to get out.

I closed the bedroom door limply as Dina passed, after which I laid this weak body on the bed,why do these tears continue to flow without a pause until I can fall asleep even though I gasp a little awake.

 

The next Day

During the day when I woke up not the water I was looking for even a cell phone, I saw a cell phone who knew the news last night was just a dream, just a dream,after checking social media this heart is shocked when reading a chat from mesenger.

Someone I don't know and don't socialize with me, even chatted me with shocking news.

Fake social media inbox aka Fack account.

"Pity you, I'm a big fan of you, I want to say something to you Yunita"

My mesenger reply

"What are you talking about?"

Not long ago my mesenger was avenged.

"You check the new social media named moon guard boy, that's a picture of your boyfriend with a girl, if you don't believe me, you're the moon guard boy"

"Ngefans but complaining"

I muttered with hard thoughts.

Out of curiosity and disbelief I clicked on the name of the Moon Guard boy, with trembling hands I clicked The profile photo of the Moon guard boy that was plastered in public.

"No way, Andre betrayed me"

Say myself when I see Andre's photo together with a woman in a friendly coupling sitting on the beach, not only that photo that makes me more poignant mixed with anger, but also angry,the social media status of the moon guard boy is dating Soraya Aini.

I keep tinkering on the porch The boy the moon guard, I saw a new photo uploaded three hours ago, Andre's new photo with the woman standing hand in hand,it looks like the location of the photo is in the city of M.Air eyes are scattered continuously while staring at the photo of the person I love the most with his new lover.

"Tarrr"

Because I was upset that I slammed the phone so scattered on the floor, I imagined Andre together with a woman named Soraya aini, more surprised the date of manufacture and upload their photos made a month ago.

"The picture of them in the city of M, Andre not forced to take a photo of the girl, you're a traitor Andre !" Shouted me while crying hysterically in this quiet room.

The sound of thunder boomed and the whistling of water fell scattered on the ground, heavy rain suddenly struck in this city, the afternoon changed the night I whose dilemma ceaselessly cried and cried thinking of Andre, Andre,eating is not the only taste of Andre and Andre that I think of right now.

Because the curious soul mixed with heartache I intend to come to the city M by riding a motorcycle, I went out of the room to the backyard to turn on my motorcycle,I don't know why Dina didn't know I was leaving tonight.

I wear a coat and rainstorm I travel to the city of M to seek certainty to Andre, must break up or how?, I do not want this long-standing relationship to be extinct.

With emotion and tears I am no longer afraid to walk alone on a motorcycle to the city of M, imagine I have to pass through small towns until the city of M, M,these tears just keep flowing until these eyelids are swollen and I don't care.

The rain still rained on every small town I passed, but four more hours would reach the city of M, nor did I heed the robbers or criminals at any time blocking my journey.

A little more until I was contracted Vika, from the hallway of the house I kept my motorbike and walked slowly to the rented house Vika, until in front of the door of the house Vika, Vika,I accidentally heard Andre's voice talking cheerfully to Vika's boyfriend.

It turns out that it is true that my guess is the young man I admire is still in the city of M, I swear it hurts so much to be hanged without any clarity at all.

"Tok tok tok"

With trembling hands I knocked on the door of Vika's house, it turned out that Vika who opened the door, because seeing me Vika's face immediately angry and surprised by my drenched state, which was soaked,because my coat is open and I put it on the motorcycle.

"Why are you here again!!, please don't disturb our family anymore !?" Snapped Vika tightly in anger.

What a woman who stands before me, do you not see me soaking wet?, do you not see my eyes swollen from crying at the thought of the young man I love so much, where is your mercy Vika?, you do not see how I feel?,as a woman, you should understand what it's like to be hung from being left without news.

The cry of Vika's voice sounded Andre, Andre was so astonished to see me who was soaked with a messy face, Andre could not believe that I was this close.

"Darling !, dear !"

Call Andre with worry.

I was satisfied to see Andre's face just once, that's all I wanted right now, after being satisfied I stared sadly at the body and face that I once had, that's all I've ever had,now I walk out of Vika's house without saying a word.

"Darling !!"

Shouted Andre was about to catch up with me who was leaving just like that.

"Andre ...!!, just let him.!"

Shouted Vika who saw Andre coming out of the house, but Andre did not listen to Vika's words.

I walked without direction because of unbearable pain again, maybe I was crazy to walk in the rainstorm and strong winds that still fall under the earth.

"Aaaaaaa,huaaaaaa huaaa shit, he's in town but no word !!!" Shouted I was upset in the middle of the road grateful no one was passing, maybe because of this rain storm people are lazy to pass out of the house.

A motorcycle approached me, it turns out Andre on a motorcycle that I live in the hallway of Vika's house, Andre tried to persuade me to ride on the bike, we both like to shoot a Korean drama.

"Honey come with me, I'll explain everything baby" said Andre who was soaked pulling my right arm.

"Don't leave it, leave me, you're a liar !!!" Shouted me while patting Andre's arm.

For some reason nature is not friendly even the rain is getting thicker plus strong wind blowing, it seems nature understands my current mood.

Andre had been patient enough to seduce and speak softly to me, Andre also received diatribes and swearing that just spoken to me unconsciously, maybe because I was overwhelmed by explosive emotions.

"Darling I beg you not to be selfish, listen to me" Andre got off the bike and stood in front of me.

Andre looked around the quiet streets to make sure that people were passing by or not, Andre stared in the shade of both my eyeballs, with a sad face and teary eyes Andre hugged this weak body with all his might,Andre doesn't care anymore if anyone sees.

"Listen dear, try to look at me, try to understand my position as well, I've been trying all this time, but I'm powerless, I was threatened with my family, I became an ungodly child maintaining our relationship, I became a child,I have no power against my mother and all my siblings" said Andre, who still tightly hugged my body.

"I've got the answer, so I'm not in vain here a five-hour road to this town just to meet you" I said as I pushed Andre's body away from being hugged again.

Andre pulled my arm again and kissed me all over the face, perhaps letting go of the longing he had been waiting for, Andre's actions and kisses made me even more devastated, making me cry even more.

"I want to ask you pay-pay?, is it true that you already have Soraya?".Ask me frankly.

"Do you know where my dear?, my mother is very happy with Soraya, I just want to make her happy" replied Andre with a bowed face.

"Honey I beg to understand my current position, I have been loving efforts to fight for our relationship" Andre said with tears for me.

"I'm satisfied to get an answer from you now, which means our relationship can no longer be maintained" I said as I climbed on the bike.

"Where are you going, baby?"

Ask Andre and take my motor ignition key.

"I want to go home!, give me my motor key back!!, I want to go home !!" Shouted me while pulling andre fingers containing the motor keys.

"Cilaaa!!, crazy you yes!!, look still raining storm, at what time it is almost late at night you know, no, you can not go home" said Andre Ride on the motor hugging me from behind.

"Yes I'm crazy Andre, I'm crazy, I can't forget our memories let you know that, almost two years I've been with you, I know I'm the way to forget you.hiks hysterics" Speak to me with a heart of sorrow.

"Don't go home baby, I'll take you tomorrow, come on baby I'll bring your bike" Andre said in a soft voice.

I was getting cold because I was flushed by the rain, forced me to give up on Andre's will, Now Andre is focused on bringing the bike to Vika's rented house.

Arriving at the door of Vika's rented house, I hesitated to go inside because of Vika's previous words.

"Love you"

Said Andre pulling my arm to get into Vika's house.

"Andre !!!"

Shouted Vika saw me and Andre enter the house with a wet drenched.I bowed my head silently without a word.

"Crazy for you, you bring him back here, and then the aunt will know !!" Vika said again with a sour face staring at me.

"Bak you don't have a feeling yes, please just a little understand Yunita's situation now, it's been night mbak I can't let go of her in the rain like this". Andre replied with an annoyed face.

"Tomorrow between him quickly, I don't want to linger seeing the woman here !!"

Ketus Vika while walking into the room.

"Dear put on my shirt, it's not possible to take a wet break like that" Andre said offering a pair of his clothes.

"I want to go home"

Speak me weakly and sit withered on the floor.

"Honey I take you tomorrow, it's my responsibility, I beg you dear" said Andre kissed me with a glance.

 

The next Day

Andre woke up from sleep directly walking into the bathroom, while I was preparing to go home to the city of P.S, I was just silent when a sour-faced Vika passed in front of me,actually I'm silent not afraid of Andre's cousin, but I'm lazy to argue again with this mediocre-faced woman.

Now I'm with Andre already on the bike for a trip to the city of P.S, on the road to the city of P.s is not as usual joking and hugging as before all lost a blink of an eye.

Four hours more now my motorbike was parked in the yard of my index, with my weak body down from the motorbike running into the room, and then Andre followed from the back of the room walking as well.

In the room I just sat quietly without a word for Andre and Andre so misbehaved to see me like a living doll, Andre did not stay silent to take a seat next to me beside the bed.

"Dear to eat Yuk"

Andre said opening his voice as he stroked my hair.

"I don't taste"

Pass me flat and throw my face away.

Without asking me again Andre just went out of nowhere, I just kept quiet while watching the sturdy body go from my room, I saw Andre go on a motorcycle out of the yard area.

There were a few minutes of motor sounds coming from outside, I was sitting glued while watching Andre enter the room with two packs of mixed rice.

"Dear to eat yuk"

Invite Andre by throwing a sweet smile at me.

"I don't want to"

Said I brushed off Andre's right arm that was about to feed me a meal.

"You should eat"

Andre said that he forced rice into my mouth.

Bribe after mouthful of rice given by Andre I swallowed with a bland taste, a grain of dew came out of this eye patch and immediately flowed when I saw Andre's face staring at me.

Andre's hand stopped feeding me when he saw me crying bitterly in front of him, this white man quickly hugged my body.

"Dear go, I'm still here, Pliese"

Andre said with a trembling voice.

"Do you still love me?"

Ask me while releasing Andre's embrace.

"I love you so much, but I want to make my mother happy just once dear" Andre replied with teary eyes.

"Alright, happy request of your mother, I realize who I am, only a single child widow" I said in tears .

"Sssst.., it's a pity that I'm here, please don't make me more stressed as well" Andre said in a trembling voice.

"I'm strong, I'm strong enough to let go of you dear as long as you're happy" I stared witheredly at this handsome face.

Andre pulled my body and hugged me once more tightly, Andre was powerless with my heart-wrenching words, and so was I who seemed resigned to all this.

"Darling I don't want to, I'm dizzy, lest we run away in the woods, there's not a single human there to get in the way of our love" I said in tears.

"Trutt tour"

Andre's phone suddenly rang our cries stopped, Andre trembled to see who was calling, while I glanced at the name of the person calling.

Andre picked up the phone by walking out of my bedroom door.

"Haallo Andre, you can't say yes, quickly you come home from that place, don't you know you met the woman, you want to make our mother die huh !!?". The sound of screaming from there was clearly heard in Andre's phone.

"i-iya bang, babang please understand I also bang this once bang, after that I obey the words of all of you" Andre said in a trembling voice.

"Be careful if you continue to be with the woman" Ketus Rusli while closing his phone.Rusli is one of Andre's siblings.

Andre with a grim face went into the room, I was silent in silence watching the behavior of Andre who was massaging his forehead like a daze.

"Dear you eat again!"

Andre said like there was no burden, Andre tried to be fine in front of me.

"Have Andre, don't be too kind to me, don't make me go deeper" Tukas I brushed off Andre's arm while feeding me back.

"That's not it, one day I'm here again, I want to stay here baby" said Andre with a clear face.

Until now although I am disappointed Andre is related to Soraya I still love Andre as before, who is not in love with this young man, handsome, perfect body, macho, well, who is not,gentle and never angry at all.

Speak very soft words never say dirty even to me, if the storm I just hugged and persuaded by Andre.

"Darling to eat, a little more exhausted, kok so daydreaming anyway?" Andre said he was going to feed me again.

"I'm full, don't you know Andre is breaking our feelings about the relationship we have together, why is God never fair with me?, why is it all gone" I said, crying.

"Sssssst.., baby, please don't discuss it first, you see I'm still here" Andre said with a brief kiss on my forehead.

"Well if today with you comes off without burden, I will take it as usual as when our romantic-romantic first" I replied with a wipe of tears.

We tried without any problems enveloping this relationship, trying to escape without burden, I hope this will never be replaced so that Andre remains in my arms as it is today.

God is it fair that you release Andre tomorrow for the happiness of his family?, because Andre is happy with others I will learn sincerely to release Andre completely.

Two years ago just without any marriage bond, in vain already the love that I planted in this heart, this is very painful for so many times I failed in romance.

Today was the last day I was alone with Andre, the bitterness I was swallowing right now though I could not let go of the young man who always reminded me of kindness.

"Honey don't cry constantly, go wash your face, be ready we go for a walk yes, I want to go somewhere" Tukas Andre rubbed my tears that fell on this cheek.

"I can't stand this ordeal, baby" I said with a trembling voice.

"May-may I love, let's not be sad continue, I'm also sad but I try strong darling, honestly the first time I dated like this, eat weed, clothes washed I don't love" Andre said with a trembling voice and stemming tears.

"I wash my face first"

Say I stand up from sitting out of the room washing this dull face.

After in the bathroom I choose Andre's favorite mini dress if I wear it when I was together first, even though it's awkward I tried hard in front of Andre.

"Dear beautiful today, I want to see you beautiful, I want to see it" said Andre hugging me from behind while wearing a black mini dress.

"Yes I'll be pretty ornate today for your sake" I replied with a forced smile.

Now the mini dress has been worn and I decorated in front of the mirror.See Andre smiling watching me decorate myself.

"Dear I put on your lipstick"

Andre said while choosing a lipstick on a decorative table.

I silently stared as Andre put lipstick on my thin lips, slowly Andre began to comb this long hair, I glanced at Andre's eyes and Andre returned my eyes, tears were unstoppable again, Oh God...

"Hiks..hiks..hiks"

Andre's cry broke out looking at my already beautiful face in front of the mirror.

"Huhuhuhu's...Hix"

My crying voice grew even more when Andre's tiny lips kissed these lips at a glance.