
When I woke up during the day, I heard the voices of the children in the lower room.Especially Juna's most echoing voice was heard from the upstairs room where I was resting.
"The sound of these ugly brondongs"
I muttered while lying on the bed.
Disturbed by Juna's voice I intended to descend from the upper floor to the lower room, I descended one by one the stairs to the lower room quietly without a sound.
"Yyyahoo !!"
Shouted like a child while standing in front of the room downstairs.
"Ah make a heart spot only you Ma'am" said Linda who was surprised.
Juna looked at me while bowing his head, as if Juna was embarrassed to meet me face to face.
"Have you eaten Mommy?"
Linda said again when she saw that I was sitting near the door.
"Not yet deck, this is going to buy food" I replied as I stood up from sitting.
"Let Juna just buy food"
Linda said again as she grabbed Juna's arm.
"Let him buy it himself"
Whisper Juna to Linda and Juna feel lazy when face to face with me.
I heard Juna whisper to Linda even though I can still faintly interpret Juna's faint voice.
"Cih I also do not want to tell you to buy food" muttered me while walking in front of Ruko because she wanted to go alone on a motorcycle.
I did not say goodbye to them and I just left to buy lunch for myself, after buying food I moved again to go home because I wanted to eat at home.
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Day after day I did not greet Juna, if I came into Linda's room Juna must have stayed away, the further away I became curious about what this man wanted.
Then when Hanzi came to see me Juna's face turned sour and I could read Juna's jealous facial expression, if iwan came Juna's face was also sour, did Juna already like me?.
Today, Wendi and I had an appointment to meet and we just wanted a date in my room.
"Darling you've been waiting all this time?"
Wendi asked while hugging me when we were alone.
"Many say, just take care of your aunt, do not come with me again, understand?".
Ketus me because I'm still disappointed in Wendi.
"Kok you're different from yesterday?, I've apologized to you"
Wendi continued in a sad tone.
"monack"
For some reason Wendi turned into a wolf who was about to eat her prey, Wendi hit hard on my bedroom door.
"What!!, what do you want !!"
Say me out loud and leave to Wendi.
"You think I don't know your boyfriend is here too much huh !! " Reply Wendi with wide eyes because it has gone up in blood.
"Like me, you have a aunt there too, don't be selfish you want to have me completely" I replied in an annoyed tone and stared at Wendi's nar.
"Where's the money I give you?"
Wendi asked with great wrath.
"You want what you!, the money you have given I sent kekampung!, left my wallet a million more" said I who had been provoked by emotions as well.
Wendi quickly snatched the wallet in my hand, whatever demon possessed Wendi's brain so that the money sheet was divided in two because of the actions of Wendi's hand.
"You're content to tear up my last money?, get out!!, put you in !!" Snapped me loudly and pushed Wendi's body out of my room.
"Cih, you're dating me just money peddle?, we better break up I'm more comfortable with Mira" said Wendi who was outside my room door.
"I don't want to date like a gigolo like you!!, go no more come here !" sniff me out loud.
"I also do not want to date a widow" said Wendi and left my rented house.
"Braaac"
I closed the door of the room very hard and I stood glued behind the door with a grievous heart, the grain of dew now dripping on both of my eyelids, I have no regrets about parting with Wendi,what I regret is that the last pocket money was torn Wendi easily.
"Basic china crazy, just die you are your aunt" muttered me while sitting on the door of this quiet room.
"Because it's easy for you to get good money to tear this money, you wacko Wendi there are still many people who bother looking for this paper" Speak to myself while picking up money that has been torn scattered under the floor.
"This love affair is no longer useful, men only want to be with my body, I hate you all !" But I again gave up my heart.
"Cumbers"
I punched a closet locki so relieved this feeling of anger and disappointment, no one wants to understand my situation now, I am alone at this time, O Lord.
It turned out that the commotion between me and Wendi was clear all the way downstairs, someone knocked on my bedroom door.
"Bak Yun why are you?"
Peia's voice came from outside my door.
I know the voice behind my bedroom door he is Yanto one of my indekost child friends, with the step fell and lazy I opened the door of the room.
"I'm fine, I'm annoyed to see Wendi all the money in Wendi's wallet is torn" I said with great annoyance.
"Crazy...., I mean we exchange this money mbak, it can still be exchanged money" Tukas Yanti saw the tearing of money on my bed.
"Yes can be exchanged anyway, but as nice as he ripped money, many people are hard to find money eh he was as easy as it was torn this money" said I with a grunt annoyed.
Thank goodness Linda and the others were not in this house especially Juna, now I and Yanto went out to exchange money that Wendi had been raided earlier.
It is true that torn money can be exchanged but I have to pay a little because I exchange torn money it is not banked but the scalpers who take advantage of the torn money.
After exchanging the torn money I returned home as I was about to lie on the bed, a voice from below sounded and it seemed like linda and Linda's friends had come home from work.
I also heard Juna's voice talking to Linda again, which is why Juna kept moving away if I joined Linda's room, out of curiosity I came out of the room towards the bottom floor.
Now I'm in front of Linda's room, whether I pull Juna's arm by force, this tall man complies and is silent as I take him upstairs.
"What's wrong, Ma'am?"
Ask Juna who is standing in front of me.
"Sst promise you won't leak?, so every child knows that I kissed you the other day" said I, looking at Juna seductively.
"Heheh I'm sorry, I'm slipping"
Reply Juna with a cry.
"You're weird if I approach you keep your distance" I said with a forehead flick.
"Hemm.I'm scared"
Replied Juna who spoke without looking me in the eye.
"What are you afraid of?"
Ask me again curious when we were in the upper floor position near the stairs.
"No, I'm going down" said Juna awkwardly and palely.
Juna hurriedly left me without another word, I was just annoyed why I approached Juna directly away as if he hated me.
"It's bad to be arrogant again, just watch out you Juna one day you will bend your knees before me" muttered I myself with annoyance.
In the evening Linda invited me to drink this contract, Linda checked Juna liquor so that Juna was a little bit drunk, I also started to drink because of too much drinking.
Not long after Linda and the other friends were drunk on the bed, while I pulled Juna upstairs, with a sneaky thought I intended to tease Juna in my room.
"Why are we going into the bedroom?"
Tukas Juna was a little conscious and sat on a soft mattress.
"Be quiet, all this time you're like a cat I'm after" said I'm actually curious about Juna.
"I'm not afraid because my boyfriend is a lot right" said Juna looked away as I undressed.
"One time I've decided to know, you're quiet"
Reply to me while teasing Juna continuously.
I pushed Juna's body to lie on a soft mattress, I kissed all the sensitive areas belonging to Juna, this young man did not wrinkle and refused when I was tempted,now Juna was swept away in the crib of lust that I made and I was finally able to reach Juna's virgin tonight.
Finished kelimaks juna and I fell asleep on this bed, until tomorrow when I woke up from sleep Juna was no longer in my room.
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The next night Hanzi came to play my contract, I deliberately made out with Hanzi and looked Juna with a sour face glancing at my intimacy with Hanzi.
When Hanzi and I entered the room, Linda and Juna came to see if they wanted to join me and Hanzi when we wanted to make out.
"Juna wants to see Mbak, so we're here"
Whisper Linda kissed me when I sat next to Hanzi.
"Duh"
I muttered into panic especially Juna's sitting position in front of me, when Hanzi held my right fingers at that moment also Juna's eyes radiated sadness.
Hanzi did not know that I had played with Juna, because Hanzi showed affection in front of Linda and Juna, I felt awkward especially Juna did not stop glancing at me.
"Feel you Juna, you're arrogant yesterday"
I myself feel satisfied.
Hanzi kept talking to Linda and Juna, while I pretended to be used to enjoying the snacks Hanzi brought from outside.
"Darling you're quiet?"
Hanzi asked as she stroked my hair.
"Hem...you're so excited to talk, what am I going to say?" Reply to me neutrally without burden.
"Let's kiss ya, now there's people"
Hanzi said as he stroked my cheeks affectionately.
"Kiss, just assume we don't exist"
Connect Linda who was drunk because of the wine Hanzi brought.
"Kiss another dong"
Hanzi said with a joke and a big smile.
"We're down Linda, a little disturbing this guy, I've been ngnatuk" said Juna flatly.
"No bother, our drinks have not run out" said Hanzi saw the wine drink there is half a pot again.
"Had ko, I've been drunk, it's not good to disturb koko dating people" Juna replied flatly and pulled Linda's arm.
"Huh asked to join"
Linda said grumbling in annoyance.
"Sound"
Hanzi muttered with a twitch of his forehead and thought hard.
"Jealous to say"
My inner speech was happy to see Juna's reaction look once.
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Next day.
The moonlight is so bright emits a beautiful charm tonight, the stars scattered to make a beautiful feel of the night so bright, Yes I sat alone enjoying the charm of moonlight.
"Tock.tok.tok.."
Someone knocked on the door outside my room, excitedly opening the door wanting to know who was coming.
"Our brother played here, said Juna he wanted to see me for a moment" Linda said with a big smile.
"It's not like that, I didn't say that to Linda" Sangkal Juna with a flushed and embarrassed face.
"Come in"
Say me normally.
For some reason since the incident I raped Juna, this young man was like addicted to looking for me, Juna started smiling and sometimes tried to approach me continuously.
"Why do you want to see I have to bring a friend, you can come by yourself" Tempted me while sitting next to Linda.
" I don't know mbak, a little story about mbak, want to come here embarrassed if you are alone" Linda continued innocently.
Linda nods her head while understanding my intentions and goals, while Juna quietly sits near the door of my room.
"Woi where are you going, I'm not left?"
Juna said in surprise and pulled Linda's arm as she walked by my bedroom door.
"Before bro, you know also my girlfriend dong is coming soon, you're here first" Reply Linda denied Juna's fingers.
"Don't be long, watch it for long"
Juna said with a serious face to Linda.
Linda just quietly walked to the bottom floor, now I and Juna live in this room, Juna occasionally glanced at me without even a word out of Juna's mouth.
"Eat already?"
Ask me to break the silence.
"Sud-already mbak"
Reply Juna stiffly and worriedly.
"Don't call mbak, just call the others, later that night we've done it right" I said innocently without burden.
"Eh yes"
Juna's reply was wrong.
"This shy or hypocritical guy?, I do that if you are alone with me, you become more curious this heart" My own mind when staring at Juna's pale face.
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Day after day I became familiar with Juna, the young man who was originally like a pigeon if approached now began to stick like a stamp,indeed Juna is the ugliest among my girlfriends but somehow I like to tease Juna.
While with Hanzi I have rarely met especially Iwan who always called me malaj rijek, I more and more filled time with Juna.Linda also moved places because she wanted to be indekos elsewhere.
The heat of the sun was very stinging skin today, I who was relaxed in the room was alone enjoying the blowing of a fan in front of the bed.
"Clutch"
The sound of my blackberry phone rang marked with chat and I quickly saw who was chatting to me.
"Have you eaten?"
Ternyat chatingan Juna who entered.
"No money, so no food"
I replied to Juna's chat with such words and made a sad emotion image.
"Propay me soon I'll come"
Juna said in my balckberry phone.
I put the phone on the bed, while Ika was sitting on the floor, Ika is Linda's foster sister who was contracted this, I feel sorry because Ika again pregnant with her own lover's child, she said,but unfortunately Lover Ika did not want to take responsibility so Ika was forced to luntung looking for shelter.
"Dek already bokek me, just want to eat hard even quiet guests" said I who began to complain while massaging the forehead.
"Prophe mbak, it's an old date"
Connect Ika who was busy tidying up my clothes covered with clothes.
While chatting with Ika, the sound of Juna's motorbike was heard from outside the contract, quickly Ika downstairs to open the door.
"That's what?"
Ask me when I see Juna walking into the kitchen.
"There are fish, there are vegetables too, cook this let us eat" replied Juna while putting raw vegetables and fish on the table.
"You're fine, or if I'm a bitch again" I replied while picking Juna's pug nose.
"Tomorrow Mother"
Juna continued with a sweet smile.
"Let me clean up these vegetables"
Ika said while opening a canteen of raw vegetables.
I became moved by Juna's actions, why when I was difficult Juna was always there while my handsome boyfriends went nowhere,the handsome capital ternyat not necessarily make us happy and I increasingly there is a sense with the attention of Juna, even if Juna's face is not so handsome.
"Where are all my boyfriends?, this ugly guy just keeps on being next to me, where is Juan?, where is Hanzi?, Swan?, Wendi has gone crazy too" I said in a grumbling heart.
Now that I realize who is sincere with me, Hanzi or the others is just Lust close to me, they all want my body to be really insulted, this self,even the young man who intended me to play closer and showed kindness in front of me was Juna.
Juna is more attentive to me, during work I was picked up by him and madam you he massage if it hurts again, heintya Juna spread a lot of kindness to me, Juna,sometimes it's true said ugly face people not necessarily his heart is also ugly.
I continue to be given the trials of life at this time when I lost all my girlfriends, my treasures gradually disappeared there are just events that I experienced like God reprimanding me, sometimes I was snatched people, sometimes I was snatched,my contract was broken into people essentially one by one my treasures disappear all.
Said the person who sought money with the instant path God will take it back slowly, the luxurious life I once lived has now subsided.
Only Juna supported me from behind, providing support for me to be strong, little by little I began to realize the results of the work of the night is not blessed God is temporary.
In this room, Juna and I were sitting on the bed, while Ika was busy with the laundry that was soaked in the bathroom.
"Mother has long been working night, soon the contract is over this store house, mother go where else?" Juna asked while gently massaging my shoulders.
"I'm looking for indekos only baby, money I no longer continue this house contract" Reply me with a sad face.
"After looking for indecos, find a good job, you don't work the night anymore" said Juna, smiling at me.
"Duh even a lecture,ayo my bosen streets" I asked as I stood up from the bed.
"That's if you know the truth, it's been a walk to my house" Reply Juna while walking out of the room.
"I'll make a difference first"
Say me while approaching the mirror to decorate myself.
Somehow why Juna brought me to his own family home, I'm also crazy why not refuse with Juna's invitation?.
About a few minutes passed me and Juna were already on the bike, Ika also asked to come because they did not want to be left alone in the contract, he said,juna's motorbike slid into the street because Juna's house was not too far from my rented area.
I saw a simple house standing close to the neighboring house, then Juna walked towards the house which turned out to be the rented house of Juna's mother.
"You're not mad when you bring a woman into this house?" Whisper me to Juna as I walk into Juna's house.
"No anger, even if the person is nice" said Juna with a smile.
"Or is right"
I said hesitantly and fearfully entering Juna's house.
We were warmly welcomed with Juna's mother and Juna's sister, then we were served warm tea and had a little intimate conversation.
Because it was getting dark, Juna and Ika gave permission to go home, Juna also said goodbye to her mother on the grounds of taking us home.
When I was signed, the voice of my cell phone rang, and it seemed to be calling like a guest.
"Who's on the phone?"
Juna asked curiously as he pushed the motor into the contract.
"She said there were guests"
Answer me while walking along with Ika towards the top floor.
"Don't work that way again, I beg you" Tukas Juna with a sad face.
"patient dong yah, just believe me, my pants must stop from this job" Reply me with annoyance and open the door to the room.
"As far as you are"
Juna said with a long breath.
"Am I just a girlfriend, I can't have money to make you happy" Inner Juna felt discouraged.
Juna was forced to drive me to work, until in the karaoke parking lot I got off the motorbike belonging to Juna, then I agreed to Juna to work.
"Don't fuck around"
Juna said in a sad tone.
"Yes promise me, I work first"
Say me with a smile.
A bunch of women the other night standing in front of the karaoke door, it turns out I was in their spotlight when Juna drove me to work a few minutes ago.
"Yun is your new boyfriend?"
Lexa asked with a forehead flick when I came to the karaoke door.
"Why is he the same?"
It was me who was getting busy with my hair in front of the little mirror I was carrying.
"What the hell, I'm just surprised by you, I see your boyfriend is handsome all but this one doesn't suit you, ugly Yunita like your maid" Lexa said with a nosebleed and a head gnarl.
"My handsome boy wants to be in bed all, traitor of all, let Juna ugly but want to accept me for who I am, you must know that handsome face is not necessarily loyal" continued me with annoyance.
"Truly today handsome guy a lot of his behavior, I agree with Yunita" continued Cahya with a forehead flick.
"Yes-yes"
Lexa said with a sweet smile.
"Yuk go, your guests have been waiting for the diktv" Invite Cahya with worry.
"Wait a minute, Lexa just go in first into the ktv, I have a stomachache" Tukas me while walking to the toilet.
"Sorvenly you're Yun,ayo Lexa"
Chaya said while driving Lexa into Ktv one.
There were a few hours I accompanied the guest in ktv one, after the guest gave money tips we all disperse out of the karaoke place.Parking place I did not find Juna who usually pick me up.
"Reach this guy anyway?, from earlier I called I did not have any answer" muttered me while standing in the parking lot.
I tried Juna's phone number but still there was no response at all, finally I called Ika's number.
"Hallo Ika, Juna where the hell?, take home from work you know" Tukas I was upset while calling.
"It looks like he overslept, I woke him up mbak, just wait there first" Reply Ika and then closed the phone.
"Argggh"
My blood sugar immediately rose because Juna did not appear to come and pick me up, I was crouching in front of the parking lot no matter what other people saw my behavior that was like crazy.
A spotlight of motorcycle lights illuminated the karaoke parking lot, I immediately stood up from the squat because the motorbike stopped in front of me.
"For a long time, I've been waiting here !!" Tukas I'm upset with ketus.
"I overslept, I'm sorry"
Juna said with a guilty face.
With my heart still upset I climbed on the bike, Juna did not know I was actually embarrassed if the road together with Juna, Juna,I am ashamed of being ridiculed by a friend like Lexa said at the karaoke place but that shame is now far away, because Juna deserves to get happiness from me because of the kindness that he always displayed.
"I'm hungry"
Tukas I'm still upset on the bike.
"Yes nda, don't repeat it, I fell asleep" Tukas Juna who focused on carrying the motor.
"Akyu kyan kyetyiduryan lagyi"
Speak to me with a lip and a mocking tone.
"The longer yes"
Juna said when stepping on the brake pedal because it had reached the barrier.
"Breaked out"
I said as I got off the bike.
Juna parked the bike in front of the shop and I walked to find a comfortable seat after that Juna followed from behind.
"What do you want to eat?"
Juna asked while sitting next to me.
"Fried noodles only"
Say me without smiling.
"White rice mixed with fish, every day noodles, cooked fried rice, eat it right and the stomach aches again how" said Juna with nyinyir.
"Whatever you want to order to eat"
I said flatly and lazily.
That's how we are every day, sometimes fighting and sometimes arguing but I've started to feel comfortable being alone with Juna, although actually this heart is still half dear to Juna, Juna,because the other half still has Juan in my heart.