The Night Woman Repents

THE WMB 125

Today is the last fast for Muslims who run it, Takbir will roar in every mosque, I prepare to go home to my home.Then I say goodbye to Juna with a heavy heart.

"Be careful nda"

Juna said when he saw I was leaving on my bike.

"Yes baby, later on my phone yes, I say yes well" said me with a smile on the bike.

Juna passed from view when the motorbike I was carrying drove away to a big road.This heart is very carefree when I came home to my birthplace.

An hour passed and finally I was in the yard, I stepped on the brake pedal of the motor and parked in front of the gate of the house and walked into the house.

"Mak samlekom"

I said as I watched my mom and dad relax by chance the door of the house was wide open.

"Eee...., have you come home Yun?, mama again want to fry these beans" Welcome mama happily without me asking again.

"My mom cooked rendang too"

I said when I saw a cauldron of rendang on the stove.

"Tomorrow we go where your uak so cook a lot" Mama continued while choosing the peanuts.

"Deg deg "

to the house of uak?, I have not set foot there for a long time did brother Anto also go home this year?.

"What time are we there tomorrow, Mom?"

Ask me curiously.

"Day, he changed his clothes first Yun, let's help mama fry these beans" said Mama was busy with frying pan.

"Yes my mom"

Say it with pleasure and then walk to the room.

I helped mama fry peanuts for Lebaran tomorrow and after I finished I intend to go around the village,I would love to meet the old sahabqt but I don't know where they went because I came Indar and Wati is not home said their parents my friends were wandering out of the area.

I came back with zero results did not meet with old friends, disappointed and lonely especially tonight takbir began to echo I decided to just go home.

"Allahuakbar, Allahahuakbar, laaa ilaha 'ilauloh hu allahu akbar" repeatedly the sound of takbir echoed in every mosque in my village,today it feels comfortable and sad to know what the sadness of the heart if you hear the sound of takbir echoing at night like this.

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Esokan.

"Quick Yun, wear your hijab !"

I heard my mother's voice from outside my room, because I was just ready to take a shower in the morning today.

"Yes, a minute !"

Shouted me while busy wearing a red hijab.

I wear the hijab after a long time of not wearing it and I don't think I deserve to close this letter that I have always exhibited in nightlife, but can God forgive the sins I have committed in the past?.I don't know only the creator can judge it.

After I finished making myself right in front of the mirror I finally came out of the room, then after that I shook hands with my parents,crying and apologizing to the parents who raised me to be a mother.

After that we and our family went on a motorcycle ride to Uak's house in the city next door, my heart holds a lot of questions, is Anto still like the old days?, still handsome and braveness?, but?,because the Lebaran years changed the previous year we did not meet at all.

About an hour and a half away, my family up to the place of Uak, mama and my father and sister have entered the uak house,I'm embarrassed to go in because there's a guy who's been close and dating me.

"Why didn't you come in?"

Tukas uak Anto's father who saw me standing in front of the door of the house.

"Oh yeah, in a minute"

Sahut I while taking a seat under the rambutan tree adjacent to the door of the house.

I saw a tall, handsome man come out and stand at the door of his house, he was Anto, Anto looked at me with his trademark smile and I returned Anto's gaze with a single glance.

But when I wanted to look once more at the man and turned to see that a woman greeted Anto affectionately and they entered the house, who was that woman?.

I was curious and entered secretly into the house, in front of the house Anto plastered a wedding photo turned out to be a photo of the bride was Anto and the woman I just saw.

"Well, how about in front of the door?"

Tanya Jaka turned out to be watching me earlier.

"Y-iya bang, this is coming in"

I said awkwardly and glanced at the photo of the bride and groom continuously.

"The more beautiful is Yun?"

Jaka's compliments were thrown when I touched Jaka's arm.

"It's usual bang, where am I going?" Ask me shyly and blush at Jaka's praise.

"They are gathering in the back, Anto branch also came this year but bring his wife Hehehe" said Jaka while grinning.

"Kok you like confused Yun?, do you not know that Anto is married?, oh yes I tell you that I have only met again in so many years" Said Jaka asking but replied to himself while scratching his head that did not feel itchy.

"Yes the hell bang, just surprised Abang Anto finally married, he has joined the same uak behind the terrace bang Jaka" Sahut I with a soft smile.

"I'm going to go back, I've been staying Yun" said Jaka in a hurry to the bathroom.

"Mending smoking before joining"

I muttered to myself while coming out of Uak's house and looking for a quiet place.

Hisapan in the smoke suction billowed from my mouth and shield me, I really enjoy the cigarette smoke that I smoked since then casually beside Anto's house.A hand touching my shoulder from behind made myself very surprised.

Want to jump when this shoulder is held gently, I am afraid if my family or others see me smoking, I quickly throw away this still remaining cigarette.

"Kok smoking deck?, Sendrian again,hem how are you?". It turns out that Anto was the one who went to see me smoking.

"Hah brother, how can you know I'm here?, good news bang, huh..kirain I don't know who" said I awkward and clumsy.

"It has changed drastically you yes deck?, wear hijab but opened and then smoke, branch listen also you have separated the husband" said Anto directly sitting next to me.

"Hemm, it's been a long time since parting ways eight years" said I with a soft tidal dare to look at Anto.

"Dek when you want to marry sad brother you know, the branch wants to replace when you're on a guarantee, but what power ah fear is said to be selfish, selfish,brother willing you to get married yesterday as long as you are happy it turns out this way too, why that day I am not against your marriage alone huh?, if I am by your side I will definitely not let go of you deck" anto said with a sad tone.

Then I caught a glimpse of Anto's adorable eyes and looked sad, the big beautiful eyes exuding the good looks I once admired, he was still like the old handsome and dashing.

"It's gone bang, yes after all brother has got a better replacement for me" Reply me with a small smile.

"Yes dek, decided to get married, wait for you for free there is no definite answer, most of my brother is busy working outside the island, oh yes for your cigarettes" said Anto took a packet of cigarettes from my hand.

"Now I have enjoyed my life bang although bitter yes still lived, the branch reached here later angry brother's wife if you know we are alone" said I while thrusting the lighter to Anto.

"Don't get mad deck, my wife we're sisters, but you're getting prettier deck but you saw you wearing a hijab, kok opened?" Anto said while smoking a cigarette.

"Hot bang, I'm not fit to wear hijab any smoking, oh yes brother already have momongan yet?" Answer me with a scratch of my head feeling ashamed of Anto.

"Before the deck, my brother's wife went up the kilos, getting fatter" Anto replied confusedly.

"Patience bang, I also had a long time to get a baby, wait for the business first bang, but what is the relationship with fat?, there-there are only brothers". Say me again while shaking my head.

"Deh the relationship, dek do not be discouraged yes even though we are not a match, the branch always supports you, and remember the times we used to be together" said Anto laughed wryly.

"I also remember bang, funny if you remember who used to secretly search alone, oh yes how is Radit bang?" Reply I am now a little staring at Anto's face even though it is still embarrassed and stiff.

"It turns out that he still wants to deck his name is Radit, he heard that he is married and has two children" Anto said, holding my head with a glance.

"Ow yes bang, what year is it not possible Radit has not married?, Hahahah" said me while laughing crisply and happy because of Anto's touch even at a glance.

"If you get a good mate again yes deck, brother pray you get a better mate yes,ok adek I love, here hug brother misses you too"

Without me saying Yes or No Anto pulled my arm and hugged me tightly, I was afraid that if caught by people but slowly this head sank in the field of Anto, it was very comfortable this heart.

I was just silent and moved a little to feel calm in Anto's arms, Anto's chest was still as before warm and comfortable.

"Abang is also good same brother's wife also quickly get momongan" said I while releasing a tight hug Anto.

"Yes dear, hold on to the brother loving woman has not been sad or your face, brother so follow sad" Anto gently rubbed my cheek.

I saw Anto's eyes glazed over, so it turns out to meet the ex, indeed Anto ex is the most beautiful with me, we parted without breaking words even met still fine without any hatred at all.

"Abang stay first yes deck later not good, you just gather yes deck do not stay here" said Anto staring in the shade to my face.

"Yes bang, I've been there"

Answer me with a smile to Anto.

Anto went out of my sight, this place of heart was jealous to see Anto and the woman who became his wife but this jealousy I was in my heart because I should not be selfish, I should not be selfish,Anto deserves to be happy with another woman.

Now that I've walked into Anto's house, I saw the woman was tall and her face was not beautiful or ugly.Women who became a companion to the man I once admired.

"Eat Yun, where have you been?, the woman is looking for you" Anto said with a blink of an eye.

"Yes bang, so I went away for a while Heheh" Sahut me with a crybaby.

I became clumsy when lying in front of everyone, even though it was not sanity Anto could have performed a show, it was possible that it was necessary to lie for good is okay.

After we had a conversation and a greeting to forgive on this day of Lebaran, finally my father and mother agreed to go home with me, as well as me,now I shake hands with Anto honestly this feeling is so strange when grasping my ex's fingers.

"If you're not a mate, don't forget your brother's deck" whispered Anto as everyone was busy with herself.

I just give a nod and greet the others, Anto's wife is not suspicious at all even though my heart and heart are willing to be dislodged if like Anto's wife is suspicious,thankfully you have a sibling bond so look natural in this awkwardness.

I said when I got on the bike with Anton.

"Go home, your grandmother is no more, you want to go home opung far right" replied the mother who had climbed also on the motorbike with father.

"Yes ma, Anton let's go"

Tukas me while waving hands to Anto's family who stood all in front of the door of the house.

On my way home to my cell phone rang, I took the phone from my right pocket and saw who called.

"Hallo yahminal aidin walfaizin ya baby, what more now?" Put me on the bike with Anton.

"Huh just date"

Anton muttered feeling uncomfortable hearing my babble even though Anton focused on bringing a motorbike.

"Let's !"

Reply to me while slapping Anton's head in annoyance.

"Nama-sama nda, again gathering family as well, what are you?" Juna's voice was clearly heard in my phone.

"Still on the bike with my sister, we're just from the house uak, Hanis tuh home" said me again while looking ahead.

"Yes, be careful, later that night I'll call again mother" said Juna in a jovial tone.

"Ok de boneng"

I closed the phone and focused on the bike after that.

An hour passed and we finally arrived in my hometown,I came down from the motorbike and saw some guests who seemed to be friends father was waiting in front of the door of the house.Because the teak atmosphere so happy despite the crowded conditions in my house.

"Where is this cake?"

Ask me who's busy in the kitchen with Mama.

"On the table there between Yun, there is no way you intersect the medan, mama still make the syrup first so just use ask again" Sahut Mama dwngan nyinyir.

"Huh, yeah..."

I said with a snort of annoyance at hearing the words of my mother.

I put dry cakes on the table for my guests, after which I walked to sit in front of the terrace of the house.When I was about to sit I looked towards the front street.

"Serrs"

My heart saw the ex passing by his wife, I remember once the face in droves sweet that I had hurt first he was Nanang, Nanang did not finish high school because his pregnant girlfriend first forced them to marry,maybe Nanang once felt good from me already deserves her hooked and made her lover pregnant.

"Yunita.., your phone sounds it !"

Say it loud to my mom inside the house.

"Iy-iya mak a minute"

Tukas I walked into the house and ran to the room where the cell phone was located.

"Kok just misscall only?, who the hell is this nosy time yes, titelfon back even dirajek" muttered me while kernyit forehead because annoyed with foreign phone.

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Tomorrow

Because Juna wanted to take a walk I just went home, family children have all I visited the family, after giving mama some money and saying goodbye to my father and mother I went to leave my hometown.

I rode my own motorbike to the city of PS, an hour passed and finally I reached the rental shop house that I rented,in front of the door I checked the phone did not think it turned out to be a foreign number last night who kept calling me.

"Hallo who is this?, from last night you were a trrus nelfon, who the hell?, don't be nosy".Say me with ketus in the phone.

"Well, it turns out, who is this voice?" Ask a guy in my phone.

"Lho..., Abang Anto in fact, I guess who, where do you know my number?" Ask me while parking the bike in front of my rented house.

"Don't get me wrong deck, the branch just want to keep your number, don't forget to save the brother number, if there is anything on the phone brother only" said Anto in a happy tone.

"Yes bang, see you later"

Say me while walking up one by one the stairs.

"Yes de, already yes deck brother phone lid, keep yourself adek yes well" said Anto across there.

"Ok, the branch is also yes"

I close the phone and open the door to my room.

I lay this tired body on a soft mattress, was tired an hour away by motorbike, I took a deep breath to relieve this fatigue while waiting for Juna's invitation.

"Tin.tin.tin" says"

The sound of a motor horn from the front of my house, I immediately got up and saw the direction of the room window and it turned out that Juna had come with his motorbike.

"Not named nda?"

Ask Juna who has entered the house with a duplicate key that I put to Juna.

"No, honey, I just arrived" I replied with a smile.

"You must be tired?, how can we go for a walk now?" Said Juna who had kissed my forehead briefly on the mattress.

"Come on, I'm just wondering who"

Help me to stand straight in front of Juna.

Me and Juna are now on the bike, Juna intends to introduce me to Mama Juna's sister in the next room.

"Why are you here?, don't I come to your aunt's house?" said I'm already awkward because it's in front of Aunt Juna's house.

"If it's okay, I've told you about our relationship with my aunt, my mother and my family also already know all the kok" said Juna who came down from the motorcycle.

Now that I have entered the house of his aunt Juna, I am warmly welcomed with his aunt Juna and the family of Juna all already know about my status of the widow of one child, I have been welcomed,they never mention my status.I feel comfortable because there is no need to lie because Juna openly opened about my status to the Juna family.

"Eat Yun his cake"

Said Aunt Juna who was sitting on the living room sofa.

"Yes tan"

My short answer was to smile at Aunt Juna, Anna.

"Where, all my family?"

Juna whispered to me.

"It's good"

Answer me in a faint tone to Juna.

"Whether we say goodbye, keep going home baby, some of my mama's people are not home" said Juna again while chewing the nastar pastry.

Because it had been an hour more me and Juna in the house of aunt Anna, we both finally say goodbye home.Today Juna and I have been on the road riding a motorcycle owned by Juna, Juna,Juna drove me after that my ugliest lover was also farewell home.

The sound of azan maghrib reverberating did not feel the night was coming, I quickly took a shower because Juna was coming soon, while my foster sister was still home in her hometown.

After the shower I cleaned myself in front of the mirror, I quickly combed this hair because the sound of the motorcycle horn was stung from the outside and I knew that it was Juna who came.

Motor Juna has entered into my rented house, then we stabbed the stairs one by one to my room.

"Indo horror play, don't keep cartooning"

Said Juna who was already sitting on the bed.

" Just got to see, let me find a horror DVD"

Reply I was quickly busy looking for some tapes that I bought the other day.

"For a long time, here I help you"

Tukas Juna got out of bed and helped me find the horror movie tapes.

"Not patient"

I was busy with Juna.

Finally we watched the movie while sitting on the bed, Juna's face looked a little tense and he seemed to be a coward, I just kept watching the face of the man who began to pale because of the horror film.

"Krruuyuk"

The sound of my stomach ringing embarrassed Juna, Juna immediately glanced at me with a small smile while I petrifiedly sat on Juna's lap.

"Hehehe, I'm afraid I'm a screwdriver"

I said awkwardly and embarrassedly.

"From earlier said the cake if the mother is hungry, this part is still the atmosphere of Lebaran want to eat what mother?" Tukas Juna stood up straight from sitting down.

"Yes I know I'm all on the lid, I brought rendang made by mama you know, but the fault of white rice that does not exist" said I while scratching my head was confused.

"We just cook rice, I'm out and buy rice" Reply Juna while reaching for the motor key.

"Be careful, boneng"

I said while waving to Juna.

Juna is very nice if the face is not so handsome but Juna wants to be told, Juna also wants to wash dishes if there are dirty dishes, sometimes cleaning the house really does not mind doing women's work, Juna also wants to do the dishes if there are dirty dishes, sometimes cleaning the house really does not mind doing women's work,I'm so happy.