The Love of the Widow

Chapter 8. Surrender

Time passed so hard for me.

Three months into my marriage to Mas Rayhan.

There hasn't been a change in Mas Rayhan's behavior.

Only occasionally did he sleep hugging me.

Hugging only.

"Tomorrow are you going to the boarding school? Mas tawa ya? Mas all want to go to therapy" he told me while playing his HP.

"I'll accompany you!! I went to the pesantren two weeks ago! " answer.

"No need. Just by yourself. You will get bored there. Go home from therapy Mas pick you up, we have dinner outside huh! " he said to me again.

I just nodded too.

Actually a little strange in my opinion, because every time I intend to accompany him to go to therapy he just disagrees.

But Yes, that's it.

No need for such a small thing to be a Stormy material between us.

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We arrived at the boarding school where I used to live before getting married to Masa Rayhan.

After dropping me off, Mas Rayhan immediately left in a hurry.

Afraid of being late, he said.

"Assynjoke!! " my broom to the Santri Children who are busy cleaning the garden.

One of their activities on the holiday is indeed cleaning the cottage.

They together clean the cottage starting from the room, kitchen, study room to the garden which is planted a lot of sharing various types of flowers and vegetables.

"Waalaikum hail!! "answer Them simultaneously.

"Sir Aina is healthy?? " ask Ratna one of the children of santri who is quite close to me.

"Alhamdulillah "I answered while giving some doughnut boxes that I bought at the pastry shop.

"Divided - divided well!! for boys too yaaa!! for rata!! " i said to Ratna.

"Thank you beautiful and kind sister!! " he said to me again.

I nodded in a smile.

All day long I chatted with Aunt Rahmi, Grandma and the Santri.

"Tante Rosa is drunk again. Yesterday was treated for three days because they could not eat at all" said grandma telling aunt Rosa who was Pregnant Young.

"But Alhamdulillah It is Now Meningan. Healthy smoga and Congratulations to the lahiran! " he said again.

"Aamiin" I replied with Aunt Rahmi at the same time.

Mas Rayhan came to pick me up at 18:50 Wib.

His face was like he was agitated and held in anger.

"Mas why? " just ask him.

"It's fine! " the answer is short.

"We're going home, right!? I'm not feeling well and I want to rest. If you have not eaten, eat it later at home. ask Mbak Nanik masakin you yes! " he said to me again.

"okay! " i replied with a bad feeling.

When we got home, we went straight up to the room.

Rayhan went into the bathroom to take a shower.

"Triiittt's... Ttriiittt's. triiii.. " Sounds the sound of shakes of Mas Rayhan's HP from his pants pocket.

I'll take his HP.

The Name of DR. Rio's on HP.

I forced myself to lift it.

Know the important phone.

Because I called repeatedly.

"Ray. please.. I can't. I'm at your house now yeah, let's talk again!! " Sounds the voice of DR. Rio from across the phone.

"Sorry Mas Rayhan is taking a shower! " answer.

Suddenly the phone was turned off.

I was confused and felt something strange.

Rayhan came out of the bathroom.

His HP shook again.

He turned off the call on his HP with a very upset face.

I'm going to the bathroom to clean myself up.

After finishing the bath, I saw Mas Rayhan was not in the room.

"Where's He? " i am in my heart.

I'm getting curious.

I went downstairs looking for him.

But he doesn't exist.

"Look at Mas Rayhan? " just ask my sister-in-law who is watching Korean Drama.

"It looks like it's ahead. There's a friend of hers coming" Dian replied to me.

I then walked towards the front porch, but I did not meet Mas Rayhan there.

At first glance, the sound of people talking quietly near the fence of the house.

I'll head over to the fence right away.

How shocked I was when I clearly saw my husband kissing a man.

"YES ALLAH.. Astagfirullah!! " i said as I ran into the house.

My heart is broken as broken..

I really felt disgusted and wanted to vomit.

DR. Rio who Mas Rayhan said was his psychiatrist turned out to be a lie.!!

She is Mas Rayhan's girlfriend.

They're still in that horrible relationship.

"O ALLAH!! Strengthen Me!! " i said in my heart.

I rushed into the room.

I packed all my stuff.

I surrender!!