The Love of the Widow

Chapters 16. First Time

I woke up shocked when I heard Randy's voice coughing.

Randy went into the room and closed the door slowly.

"What time is it? I overslept! " i told him sitting on the edge of the bed facing me.

"The clock is 22.00 wib" he said, pointing to a white round clock attached to the wall of the room.

"Oh yes, "I replied with a smile.

"Your friends are home? Sorry yeah..I'm tired so I can't stay out in front for long. My head is heavy! " i apologize to her for not being able to accompany her to entertain her friends who came from out of town.

"No papa!!" She answered gently to me while stroking my head that was covered in a veil.

Then he moved to the bathroom.

"Is he praying?" ask her after she gets out of the bathroom.

I answered him by shaking my head.

"You want jama'ah?" ask me that.

I nodded assentingly, then rushed to the bathroom to fetch some ablution water.

After the Isha prayer, he invited me to perform the two rakaat sunnat prayer.

This is our first prayer as a married couple.

After Slshalat, he sat facing me.

I was embarrassed by him.

My face instantly flushed like boiled shrimp.

He smiled and saw me wrong.

"You're not coming to the moon anymore, are you? " ask her to me.

"Yes no. We just prayed!! mukena just belom on the loose!!" I answered with a embarrassed smile.

"Owh.. means this is not acne because it comes months huh?? but it's because you're in love, right? Ciee.. who is in love with me!! " 😂😂 Hahha.. She laughed while squeezing a sizable pimple on the side of my right nose.

"Aaawww hurts..!! " i said reflex holding his hand.

He held my hand back.

kissed slowly.

Then put it on both cheeks.

I stroked her rather rough face because of the delicate sideburns around her cheekbones.

He smiled at me.

He looks so handsome tonight.

In my kissy kiss.

lama...

then back in his face my face reddened.

"I love you Aina's pearls!! " the whisper was soft on my face.

Our noses touch each other.

It clearly smelled the fresh scent of leftover toothpaste from his mouth.

"I love you too!" answer anyway.

He scooped my lips.

I closed my eyes.

I enjoyed it.

He let go of my face.

then the hijab I wear and the hair tie that rolls my hair.

my hair fell down on my shoulders.

Scrambled the top of my head.

then he kissed my tubers.

I'm hugging him tight.

" rand... I am indeed a widow. But this is first time for me" I said in his arms.

He was shocked and let go of his embrace.

He was confused and did not understand what I meant.

I then told her everything that happened between me and my ex-husband.

He just kept quiet.

"Goddessa.. So I married a flower widow? " ask her to me.

I nodded in shame.

"Even what just happened? first kiss for you? " ask me again not to believe.

I nodded back.

"I'm going to have her hijab for a long time, after all, even though I only live in pesantren, but a little bit I follow the rules that apply there. So I've never dated. In Islam it is also not possible" I replied explaining.

He smiled back at me.

He led me slowly to the bed.

Then he walked to the door to turn off the room lights.

And I turned on the sleeping lamp that was right next to the top of the bed.

He's coming towards me.

Kissed me again.

lama...

we looked at each other.

Then she softly whispered clearly in my ear.

"I love you, thank you for taking care of yourself for me! " he said, hugging my trembling body, holding back the nervousness.

I felt his firm hands lay down my body.

We lay face to face and look at each other.

I closed my eyes as I felt her face approaching.

tonight I enjoy it all.

I fulfill my responsibilities as a wife.

He fulfilled his responsibilities as a husband.

Tonight, we enjoy the beautiful paradise of the world together.

We are now one with the permission of ALLAH.

One in taste that binds the soul.

"Thank you, LORD, bless our marriage in your grace! Aamiin "I said in my heart.