The Love of the Widow

Chapters 27. Happy Husband's Way

My house has begun to be deserted from the mourners.

Randy's body was buried this afternoon ba'da dzuhur.

I'm Sitting Limply in the living room.

The newly arrived Mira immediately hugged me tightly.

"I'm sorry I'm late. I just got word this morning. You are strong, say...!! " he said to me while crying..

I can only nod in his arms.

Mira came with her husband.

We haven't seen each other in a long time.

Since giving birth she chose to stop working and moved to join her husband's duties in the city of Siak.

I then recounted the chronology of the accident that befell Randy.

"I'm sure you must be strong.. Inshaa ALLAH There are still us who love you and Ainara. You must be strong for Ainara well! " he gave me encouragement.

"Aamiin. inshaa ALLAH" I answered him with sorrow.

Then she agreed with her husband.

Mama msrtua came to me.

"Aina. eat first, son. From yesterday you did not eat. Sick later. Love Ainara. Randy will also be sad if you are sick. Randy loves you both so much..!! You must be strong for Ainara's sake?!!" talk to Mama.

I could only nod in my tears that kept flowing.

Mom came to bring me some marrow porridge.

"Eat a little bit, son. Ainara had eaten this too. Pretty much. Looks like he likes it. After lunch, he went to bed. Maybe to the capean" said Mother to give me a bowl of marrow porridge.

I tried to swallow a sweet, soft marrow pulp but it was very bitter and hard to swallow.

"Astagfirullah." I whispered softly in my heart.

After eating I headed to the room to clean myself up.

I went inside the bathroom.

I wet my whole body that shakes withholding tears.

it's too heavy.

After the shower, I saw Ainara still sleeping in her nap.

I also rushed to do the dzuhur prayer.

After the prayer, I threw my body against my dear little angel.

I rubbed her straight hair.

I stroked her smooth cheeks.

"Mindify each other, son... Mama needs Ainara beside mama... Mama promises to be the best parent for Nara. Mama loves Nara!!! " i said whispering slowly.

Again, it felt warm in the corner of my eye.

Suddenly I saw Randy in the room.

He wears a white shirt and white pants.

He smiled at me towards me.

Then with her finger she signaled for me to wipe away my tears.

I replied with a soft nod.

He waved his hand.

"Where are you going?? don't stay us.. Me and Ainara need you!!! "shouting.

And I woke up.

Turns out I'm a Dream.

"Astagfirullah?!!!" I said slowly while rubbing my face.

Screaming towards my side, Ainara was still sleeping with Lelap.

The clock on the wall shows 15:04 wib.

I rise to the kitchen.

I saw Mom and the other family preparing some kind of cake for the class later tonight.

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The study went well for three nights in a row.

On the third night of recitation for my late husband, I came back crying.

How much I miss him.

misses her humorous figure and always makes the atmosphere warm.

The man who loved me so much.

The man who always tries to make me happy.

The man I love so much.

the man who always wiped my tears.

"Randy... I'm so Missing!! " i said in my heart.

After performing the Isha prayer, I offered a prayer for her.

" O LORD forgive all my husband's sins and place Him among those whom you love. Help Me to Be sincere in all your provisions.Give Me the strength to undergo all these trials. How much I miss my husband, O ALLAH. Make him your paradise. Aamiin yes Robbal Alamiin..!" I said in prayer he was among the tears.

I sat on the edge of the bed.

Next to Ainara.

my eyes have not been closed.

it's quiet outside, maybe Mom and the others are asleep because of the soy sauce.

I opened the gallery on my HP screen.

There were a lot of pictures of me with Randy and Ainara.

I looked at them one by one.

All are memories.

"Goodbye my husband. May you be a member of ALLAH's Paradise. I will be strong for Ainara. I promise! " i said as I stroked Randy's handsome face in the photo.

"miss u so much!! " i kissed the picture many times.

And again, I came back crying.