
I woke up from a very tiring night.
I feel my eyes so hard.
I got up to the toilet to pick up some more ablution.
I pray at dawn in tears.
any more..
"Aina. wake up. Let's have breakfast. Aunty told Om Indra last night. Om Indra is waiting for you at the dinner table" whispered aunt Rahmi quietly in my ear.
"Astagfirulah.. Sorry, Aina fell asleep at dawn" I told her.
He nodded with a smile.
"Wait at the dinner table!! " answer again.
I'm nodding.
Immediately I put my headscarf on and went out to the dining table.
There is already Om Indra and grandma waiting for my arrival.
I told them all about me and Mas Rayhan.
I saw Om Indra rubbing her face repeatedly.
Grandma then hugged me and gently rubbed my head.
"Assynjoke!! " sounds from outside the house.
"That's Mas Rayhan Om!! " i said to Om Indra.
"We told you to come in. Let's talk carefully" Grandma said anyway.
Mas Rayhan walked into the house with a tense face.
He cried out for forgiveness to me and my family.
Om Indra could barely contain his anger.
Fortunately Grandma and Aunt Rahmi spread it.
"Istigfar Indra. Violence will not solve the problem" said the grandmother wisely when Om Indra almost exposed the face of Mas Rayhan.
"How did your marriage go? You want to make my nephew a scapegoat? that it?? " ask Om Indra again with a high tone.
"No Om. I'm sorry. I promise I'll release Aina well. But please do not tell anyone my illness. I'm trying to get well Om! " Taught again.
"You do not realize that you destroyed Aina's life?? Aina will definitely bear the shame of your rotten act? You That's a waji!! " the word Om Indra again Full of emotion.
"Clearly take care of your divorce with Aina. And no need to come here again. Find the right reasons for both your parents and your family. But remember!! don't corner Aina.! grandma said to Mas Rayhan.
Rayhan nodded and apologized again.
I didn't say a word to her.
I could only cry and keep crying.
During the day, I heard from Aunt Rahmi that Om Indra was talking to my father-in-law in the living room.
I don't know exactly what they're talking about.
But clearly they discussed my divorce with Mas Rayhan.
I can only hope for the best for you right now.
My father and mother will also come tomorrow from the village.
Om Indra promised that he would be responsible for resolving my problems with Mas Rayhan.
I can only face all of this.
Divorce is the final choice for me and my family.
The marriage that I originally hoped would lead me to real happiness was quite the opposite.
A very short marriage but full of pain.
My mother-in-law, who didn't accept all this, yelled at me yesterday by phone.
"Basar women do not know themselves. Do you have any idea how big of a marriage we've come out for you? Just three months married You guys already want to split up? Not his grandchild love, instead Aib love to our family. The village girls don't know Thank you!! " My mother-in-law said from a phone call.
I can only cry and be proud of all his accusations against me.
"Create Me, O GOD" I said in my heart.