
My mind drifted so erratically that there were too many things I was thinking about, about marriage, family and the problems that were emerging in the company. Although rania and stefan asked me to focus on healing but could not just be forgotten even for a moment would not be able to.
I just doodled the diary that I always use to pour all ideas or just write down the needs of tomorrow which is very important to do.
tock.tok..
"Get in" I said I don't know who at 11pm like this interfered with my break.
"You haven't slept yet?, there's something else you want to talk about" Dad walked into the room and sat on the couch, which was far from the bed.
"yes".
"How's your company doing, son?" ask her like she already knows that her son has secretly made his own claws in the business world.
"Dad heard some important points from your company, why don't you take it to the E.C Group? so you can manage better by relying on the best people I can suggest".
My father was not a man of patience, everything must be done quickly and if he cannot, the number of people who can encourage speeding up all processes. I know this kind of thinking, even all elites will do so including my father.
"Dad, I don't really understand the business world. However, I do know one thing you might have forgotten at your age"
"What do you mean?" asked the father, offended by my words that in his view were like underestimating the ability of business science that he had for decades.
"Look, at this time the first team that I have is 3 people consisting of Hustler who can open business networks and relationships that sustain the pace of the company, the company, Hackers who master technology and find the best path in handling problems that can be solved quickly, then there is a hippster who designs the entire product and provides more value than the company's flagship product. under the three people there are 5 technical teams in the fields that we have made as needed".
"We're just a small company, if all of a sudden we have to break into a big company and then there's a lot more people involved, what do you think? is that fair to the team that built my company from zero?"
The problem we were facing was simple, it was just that my condition this time made the plan a little more misses than expected, and of course the solution was not to add a lot of people.if that happened, it was, it can be a hard allusion to the people who have helped me build the company.
"Hmm. You're right, but in the current situation you have to be more realistic, son, try to open yourself up more and also the company that you made it, having the opportunity to be part of a large group is not a good opportunity.any day my company will fall into your hands and your brothers".
"How much longer can your father handle such a big company, you know?". ask my father a little emotion because I continue to avoid being his heir later when he can no longer take care of the company incorporated in the E.C Group.
"Give me a chance, dad. After all, I want to live with my own efforts with the people I've always been with, please don't be selfish!".
Now he was silent a thousand languages, his gaze grew more and more careless and rethinking his speech and all his actions so far to his children. Clearly, no child is happy without the real presence of his parents. And what I felt all along was that his presence in my life meant nothing.
"Alright, it's up to you" he said weakly, giving up on all the arguments I've made, he couldn't avoid the things he was aware of.
"I'll go back to the room, rest, tomorrow morning is your big day". he said then left the room I occupied at his residence.
Tired, that's how I feel when I talk to my own father. It is not easy to get a good slit point to dispel all his orders.
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This morning I was in makeup and wearing a black shirt and suit complete with the same colored pants. Throughout my age, only this time I feel myself wearing the luxurious clothes that have been bought by my father. In front of the large mirror in the room I stared at my face which had been polished to look very handsome and dignified once. Not bad also occasionally dress up, I thought when seeing the results of makeup from a professional makeup artist.
"His face is handsome, we give a little touch to make it look better again". said the woman who dressed me.
"Thank you".
Time shows at 8:43 am with slightly cloudy and cold weather 19° Celsius. there is still more than 15 minutes to get ready for the ijab qobul event which will be held directly in the park in the house of the danang who has been decorated in a minimalist manner because the number of guests is only from the closest people are at most about 50 people.
All have gathered in the park with the concept of a garden party, with round tables in the design like an outdoor cafe that is not so much knick-knacks.
"Let's welcome the bridegroom of Mr. Ellard Channing's family. Sharon Ezra Channing's". A Sudha host opened a series of activities calling the groom who was greeted with boisterous applause was heard followed by shahdu music from violin strings and piano twangs adding a romantic atmosphere to a makeshift wedding, no less than 1 full day in the setup process.
My father and I walked slowly down the pink carpet and carried me to a bridal chair.I sat down and next to me was a father whose stool was slightly separated. I can't wait to see Indira wearing a wedding dress.
Shortly from our arrival at the stage where we will hold a procession ijab qobul, he called the bride and her parents.
Really like an angel, the indira turns increasingly beautiful with thin makeup and pink lips. Her hair that is draped with a crown ornament in her hair like an angel in a fairy tale.A white dress that passes a little transparent on her arm gives a sweet and also graceful feel, looks suitable attached to her slender body. I truly admire the beauty of my future wife who will soon be legal as a married couple.
He glanced at me while walking, his sweet smile was very intoxicating, I was a little groggy too.The invited guests were stunned by the beautiful and elegant indira as he walked towards our wedding altar.
A moment has arrived at a simple stage decorated with various colorful flowers we sit side by side in front of us the ruler is ready to read the pledge of our oath of allegiance both before God to take care of each other and loving, that is the content of the pledge we both read followed by a very eagerly awaited speech.
"Sahhh".followed by the words of the invited guests who witnessed this precious moment, I did not feel my tears welled up a little over this cheek, she said, moved and happy that I will not be able to explain with millions of words into a story.
"Thank you, you want to be my wife" I said to Indira, and kissed her soft forehead.
My life is now perfect because of its existence. The unexpected encounter led us to the holy altar of our marriage to speak faithfully while caring for and loving each other.
"Sha why cry?".
"Son, I'm flickering instead of crying, you're whiny, hahah" I hid my deep happiness until I finally had a little tear that I had removed with the sleeves of the suit I was wearing.
"I'm happy sha.. guide me yes dear.". Indira looks at me who is still trying to remove the tears that are very difficult for me to bend.
" yes.of course".
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