
Actually, there was a bit of resentment towards Finna for her mistreatment of Indira and also for her remarks last night, but I tried to be normal in front of her, do not want to look dislike the good friend of Indira.
Finna has always been the subject of conversation between me and Indira, because after all he was a good friend when they were S1 students in Jogjakarta. But his attitude changed, after he completed his studies abroad and returned to Indonesia.
Several times Indira tried to contact him can never and always rejected by Finna, and when he found out that Andre and Finna are romantically, he gave up on getting both, his best friend and his girlfriend. The heavy temptation that befell him became a gap for me to replenish his empty heart and restore his joy as it was. About 4 months I accompanied his days which were always filled with sadness. It took patience to be with Indira at that time, whenever he needed to tell a story I always took my time to listen to him, because all he needed was to be accompanied by others and listen to all his complaints.
“You have no agenda today ?” Indira asked both of us.
“I'm not interested anywhere today” replied Finna with a chat while eating snacks and watching television shows in the living room.
I just nodded, and waiting for the next sentence from Indira, it seems like he is planning something with us.
“I stay a while yes, want to shop some necessities. The ingredients in the refrigerator have run out” Indira immediately walked to the exit.
“I just briefly ko, you guys don't have to worry” he said and left us.
Just the sound of the television broadcast was loud, we were busy with our respective affairs, Finna watched television and I opened a laptop to do some things that had not been done yesterday.
We were silent for a long time because it was a little awkward with this kind of situation, and Finna was not the one who easily opened up a conversation with the person she had just met.
“You stayed here last night?” I asked just a pleasantry and broke the silence between the two of us who were sitting far away on the sofa in the middle room.
“Iya” said briefly not even trying to glance at his interlocutor.
It seems that I do not like his cold attitude, maybe I should just keep quiet and not care about his presence. Aggap it is that there is no one.
After a few minutes, Finna sat slightly shifted and looked at me with her eyes looking at my eyes, we looked at each other.
“Sha, emhh..” call it.
“Why Fin?”
“ Sorry, for criticizing you last night, I'm sorry” he said with his sharp eyes looking at me.
“I don't really care about that, but I can't forgive you for your treatment so far to Indira” because Finn was shocked by my words, even though he has made up with Indira and no longer bothers about what has happened, but I can't believe it now.
“Indira told me a lot about you and Andre, and can you imagine what it's like to be stabbed by your best friend?” my emotions overflowed and wanted to slap this woman because of her rottenness that had made Indira sad.
“I hope, you can keep your promise, I will never forgive anyone who tries to make Indira sad, I will definitely make a calculation with you if you do not keep the promise”. There was a sense of relief after threatening Finna who was now bowed before me, several times her hands were rubbing her own tears.
“Sure sha.. I will definitely keep it. I realized I had been mean to my own friend and made him suffer”. Then there was a sobbing sobbing sound, it might be true that Finna had realized her mistakes and this was a good thing so that she could behave more like a friend.
We talked about various things in the days Indira broke up from Andre, the condition of her who several times in the hospital, and the condition of her, suicide attempts and downturns during this time and also tell the process Indira can be tough to face it all. I told her all without anything I was trying to cover.
In the end I also became compassionate to this woman before me, and tried to calm her down.
“Already, no need to regret. All these events must have their own wisdom for you as well as for Indira” said I tried to calm him who is now down to tears.
“Thank you sha.. It is not wrong Indira chose you, you are the right person for Indria”
“You guys must be a happy couple, I support you both” he said gently and smiled at me.
Krekka...
Suddenly the door opened, Indira entered carrying a grocery bag full of items inside.
“Loh, you why Fin?”
“Sha, do you know Finna, do she cry?” Indira nyerocos because of the shock of her best friend was seen crying and there are still remnants of tears in her eyes.
He embraced the body of his best friend who was still sitting on the sofa. And stared intently at me who was also not far from where Finna was sitting.
“Emh... Better ask Finna just” answered me because I was confused to explain what.
The two women also hugged each other, heard on the sobs of Finna he said sorry, then Indira also cried.
I left the two of them still hugging each other, went to the balcony of the apartment and lit a cigarette, it was not good between the two of them, in such conditions it is better to wait as it is waiting for the rain to subside.
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