
"How are you doing sha?" stefan voice from cellular call. He is currently still in Japan and is only returning to Indonesia tomorrow after cutting their honeymoon time which should be 7 days.
The precarious situation, and only 5 people who can help prepare the grand opening makes me a little worried and have to think hard to be able to cover many things for the event that has been planned. Stefan was worried and tried to discuss it with me on a phone call.
"You should be busy there, sorry so you have to go home. All this is out of my reckoning". A strong reason that makes me unable to participate much and now we are confused to find a solution.
Although the budget is sufficient to be able to handle all this, another case if there is no reliable HR other than 5 people in the office who are now headed by rania.
"You are also sha. There are problems that happen to you. hahaha" he said, remembering that all problems always come with me, as if they were a meter ahead of my step.
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Staying in a bed-ridden position is very unpleasant. It was excruciating, and I tried to get up to sit back.
"Sha.. What are you doing? for a moment, I help" Indira who just entered the room, running towards me who was trying to sit, it feels like my head is dizzy if constantly lying down.
"If there's anything I can help you with, please tell me, baby." he said.
His fingers gripped my arm that was a little bit thin, he was attached to looking at me maybe moved, maybe also sad to see my condition is not okay.
"Sha, are you sure you want to marry me?" in an instant, his words felt very foreign and he lowered his head not daring to look at me as usual.
"What's wrong, baby, you suddenly said something I didn't need to answer. You must know what I'm gonna answer, right?" I said and asked back what the meaning of the question was like doubting my sincerity to question him.
"Emmm. no, I just want to make sure, anyway all this time I was just a lot of trouble and a burden for you". he released his fingers from my hands.
I understand the situation like this, even so indirectly I chimed in the statement. It is better to choose silence and try to be more gentle and re-understand the meaning of indira for my life.
"There are still many other decent women, I feel useless and I question again whether I deserve to be by your side with all the good you have". only this time he spoke so and considered his presence a burden to me.
Although I never thought it was, but the view of the senses is different, and maybe everyone's view will be different also see my closeness to the indira.
Sometimes a man's sincerity cannot be guessed just because he is very good, it must be said that "i sincerely love you with all my heart" is often a difficult thing for men to talk to women. Unlike when dating during the school days, with ease I even everyone to say love without knowing the meaning of love for his partner.
"Okay..dira dear, please. be my wife, be a booster for me who needs your love and make me the only man you love all your life, do you want?". I held her hands together, her soft and soft fingers were like lunglai and sweaty.
His red face was blushing because of what I was trying to hide, looking down on what he was thinking, maybe embarrassed.
"I want sha, I want to be with you, I love you so much with all my heart. No matter what your condition or whatever it is". he leaned his face in my arms for a while after he spoke what he found too embarrassing to say sweet words that I always wanted to hear straight from his lips.
"Now that you know the answer, please never doubt my loyalty, I can certainly make you happy".he nodded and buried his face in my chest.
Oh my god this woman is crying again, indira..
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In the family room, Mr. Ellard and Mr. Danang were having a serious conversation about the marriage of his children that unexpectedly had to happen an unfortunate incident because of the foul behavior of his son.
"Personally and on behalf of my family, I'm sorry.please forgive me sir. I wasn't really good at educating my own children".he looked down to apologize to Sharon's father.
Whatever happened it was in the residence of Mr. Danang who became the culprit was his own son. A very large moral burden, a child who has been educated for a long time to be a bad figure like never had to go to school, very uneducated.
"Sure sir, I will not defend my son and his wife Viona".
So angry was Ellard to his former men who he used to collect for pity to be unemployed and have no income. Lucky for Danang saved by ellard, danang who is economically only the son of farmers whose family income can not to give him college education on the big campus, but also the, while working at ellard company which then gave him a scholarship to be able to study agriculture.
Now he can be successful in developing his business with the help of Ellard who also has a big contribution in capital for his business. From the incident that befell Sharon, Danang felt devastated and ashamed of his own son who committed a malicious act out of the control of the father.
"Other times your son messed up again, my man must have taken his life.put it!" said intimidating.
"I make sure it never happens again sir" he said, then he bowed back to regret all his mistakes.
"Alright, I'll hold your words together".
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"Darling, I have plans after we get married. I want to build a house for both of us, I'm not very fit to live in an apartment neighborhood, what do you think?". We discussed this for a long time, because however living in an apartment is too boring, the space is narrow and difficult to travel because it has to go up and down the elevator.
Maybe if my efforts begin to stabilize and there is a large enough income, I intend to build a house in accordance with my own wishes. Indira suggested to buy luxury housing but I refused, because not much different from the apartment, the layout of all the rooms that have been determined a little disturbing me.
I want a house like the one I crave, not big but not too small. I do not want to overdo it just to make a house, do not want to be luxurious because basically the house is a place to return and must be comfortable, useless if the house is large but like there is no life in it.
"Surely, I agree and look forward to the house that we will build.can't wait.." said Indira who agreed to my opinion after a long time we tried to discuss to realize the household as we both hoped.
Life is still very long, Indira and I try slowly in building the future both of us, enjoying every process, both good and bad things that happen, which happens, of course, there is wisdom from it all that makes us mature and wiser in making decisions.
"Love you baby" she said, and kissed the back of my hand.
"Love you more, sweetheart".
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Dear reader:
Today the update is late because I am busy with worldly affairs looking for a mouthful of diamonds and a handful of rice.apologize for the inconvenience in reading this worthless work.
salaam.
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