The Long Story

CHAPTER TWENTY EIGHT

In nature, being aware of someone patting my shoulder like in a rock with a hard punch where I was in a dark tunnel alone, but I heard two very familiar voices, my husband and my mother, just the two of them.

The voice kept calling - calling my name, claustrophobic because in my subconscious in the crowd only in the crowd was my mother and husband all their faces.

I was scared and looking for a way out, immediately heard the sound of thank God I was aware, I was horrified but I do not know who said, my husband was my mother.

And my husband told me to say thank God many times and at that time I said thank God because his voice was slowly repeated until my voice was heard.

At the end of his son's mother realized thank God, son nak ngak can not sleep ya. Iyya.

My voice is like a child who answers a mother's question what I feel, I'm rich guilty of the same mother at a time like this she accompanied me until I realized myself.

In the subconscious I always nanggis and say buuu do not go yes here aja caca afraid alone, and mom says she ngak alone here there is the same mother yes.

***Mother's son is strong right.... I am strong mom

Don't be a nanggis... Sorry, sorry, ma'am..

Where is ma'am... This is my decon***

Mas next to this dedek again negangin hand dedek seen right.. It looks the same as Dedek mass,,, or,,,

Where ngak I was the one who did not realize or do not know it was I myself just ngak kebyang how I when conscious, where the eyes are open can only look straight up without blinking and without moving a moment that is what I feel at that time.

Because in my waiting bag there is an inpus bottle and I feel tight in the chest and nyusuh mom to take the stuff that makes me claustrophobic.

After that the oxygen that makes me tight and I also asked to be dislodged and already in the copok rather relieved that the gaze is still ahead.

After that on the chest feels really tight and my husband nyari scissors there here and there ngak and the end is bought the scissors and bra straps were all loose scissors.

And here I ask his inpus in dislodged as well but ngak can because that's what can be removed until I sdar really.

And no long time there are guests who nenggok in it kaka the same parents also because it's like family he talked but I ngah ngeh just horrified his voice.

And he talked to me, I was just I didn't want what he said and I know if he was that.

And in the subconscious I always nanggis klo mom talk and always say sorry until mommy same ayh in-laws also nanggis ngeliat I am rich gini.

Instantly I feel cold as cold and sick at the bottom because in the curve it feels like the body is awang awang and two and a half hours more I rich gini and the end of his eyes I could blink again thank God