The Long Story

BEREFT

Losing that figure means the most in my life half the life I've gone for as long as , yahh why so quickly you left us your son while still needing new affection came home and now come home again without seeing you again for a long time .

Songs

Why did it happen

To myself

I can't believe it

You've passed away

Should I go

Leave the world

So that I can

Meet you 😭😭😭😭

After this there will be a wound that can not be healed by anything, the next day we have ampe in the village, I ran to grandma's house to see father for the last time .

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I still need your figure if I am given one sure request I ask to give you a hyduo even if only for a second so you can hug me for the last time , hug me in your arms Daddy hug me for a moment I miss your anger your babble embrace your affection and all about you dad, I miss your anger,

Well do your son supay I sincerely and strongly for your departure you mean in my life ,, sampe keliang lahat how strong nyatus ny I saw you sleeping in your last resting place when the ground covered you how devastated you at that time I strip in silence and in swift speech I hold all anger and my sadness I hold you in me your blood runs through my body I love you more than myself I miss you I really miss.

You know, a few days after your departure, one by one, your family hated me and even hostile me, and to the point of breaking up its relationship with me was ruined, sick but we accepted all your family's wishes , your sister's grandmother also stayed away.

We never communicated with them until now that you've been gone three years I still remember you in my mind ,

The last time I visited your tomb to ask for your blessing and in the heavy rain did you get angry because I never visited you again instead of not just want to just be the situation n me force not to go there you know they don't hate me if you don't like my presence.

Even the sky does not want me to visit there because they swear your son well, words make us make peace because to say that I will marry well, well, will start a new life with my choice of ridhoi and my blessing yahh.

You know well the saddest thing in my life, the most sacred thing you have to say to be represented by someone else where ? I strip in my heart I keep my tears from being seen because of my happy day .

Before that you visit home when the neighbor's loud test sees you and tells us if I can see and feel your presence I will hug in your shadow well I will do that .

You know I always strip in the dark and in silence I try to laugh and cover it up sometimes is hard yeah but your son has to be strong like you