The Long Story

CHAPTER TWENTY SEVEN

And there's a mother nanya it's her son yes I say dong, not buk it's not my son, her mother in the operating room and the belly woke up.

Oih son wants to be born, not my mother bleeding, kirain mother ready lahiran, who is patient yes maybe the windfall of the child, yes bu makasi.

The nurse came again scuffing my tension turned out to be only ninety was still low, kept his inpus in the same new change because before it was up, right,

After that in syringe do not know what the pain is but I can stand it and now it has started at six o'clock I have started to get nervous because it wants to go to the bathroom.

And the nurse said I could be in anterin my husband aseklian change because his blood was oenuh dn already healed to clothes, gloves there mattress.

Fortunately his mattress on the pedestal is safe, right, and fitting I peed a lot of blood clots that come out and my blood continues.

My husband was the nagnter and the one who cleaned my blood, and after the end of his time I entered the operating room at half-eight o'clock.

Just me alone, hah alone my husband not come with the right I tense doang afraid, ngebayangin it's where I don't know how to nanggis nyah yell at it I myself do not know.

And here my feet are already on the left right where I am more afraid, God is strong servant, it feels afraid to be alone here.

And while waiting for the doctor now has inpus to three already three bottles run out how this is more expensive for my husband to pay. Is my husband looking for money again?.

It hurts I can only say ssssttt is only because in this room I have resigned really right, so I have to be strong., I have to be strong., and after that said measure the tension and fit measured already a hundred right.

And ngak long the doctor was injected then dah noah what I blom know for sure it feels really painful, and I was told to read alfatihah yes I read.

In my heart I said gini.

O Allah, whatever happens, I leave to you the living and the dead in your hands, O Allah.

After that I read bismillah and ngak long I did not realize myself and I do not know what happened.

How the pain in the curve I do not know even I numb maybe even an anesthetized who injected his midwife.

There his midwife there are four three women and one man, maybe this is the square of women, the shame was already said maybe yes hahaha good I am at anesti if ngak nah right.

I was in the operation around eight n and during that time I did not know I realized that myself around eleven hours it was his race could not be in shadow.

In nature that I was aware of fear, dark rich we find a way out where full of the same people - crowded people that I feel.