The Long Story

CHAPTER TWENTY THREE

it has been finished unloading the piggy bank of the grandpa we itung alhamdulillah there are about five hundred less is the money , later if the dedek is good - okay mama change again the money is dear, sorry mama minjem money first .

go USG we list it first, then wait for the doctor to come, it's long time also waiting for , and it's until the night because of the rame and queue it yes .

before my name on call my hands cold though I pack socks it but I am not ajar aja, aja , while saying mama will be sincere if you are in destiny is not for mama this time baby.

that's my name called , deg deg deg deg deg deg , things that I'm not ready to hear the end of my mental quatin it I ,

***no sign - this pregnancy sign is rich, it does not look at all, even the bladder is empty .

dddduuuuaaarrrr bakn in smbar lightning his taste I want to scream and nanggis kalo*** .

pas in saying my fetus does not exist empty, I hold the tears so as not to fall right, if you want to be sure in transvaginal aja want ngak .

so through ******** so in his check and my husband is not allowed, said his doctor in a week again just we definitely in .

that's the end we go home and I say again dong same my husband ,

masss dedek sincere mas if the fetus kitta emang ngak in the belly of the grandpa, while the mangosteen is .

but I'm still calm it, not too I see my anxiety, I can stand it like benggong just think why ya kok gini kok heavy times the taste for sincere.

I was at home then did not come with me to sell right .hari friday because there is no guard stall, finally I sentin to the market is because my husband needs me to keep the stall, stall, so I was mesen gojek at that time.

Maksa n himself made to the market right, the morning his breakfast ketupat both the same my husband, fitting me k toilet kok his blood more than the menstrual blood.

Still calm me, do not think strange - strange again that msih ordinary - ordinary right. Because my husband prayed on Friday about half an hour, my stomach hurt, different pain can not be held.

I want to nanggis it but I hold it, gur chat is the husband of gur right and I say, mas ngak do not go directly to the market right, why deck, why deck, belly pain times while eyes glazed that glass.

Pas man I've been until it was not resistant anymore his pain, I nanggis but while bowing so to the thigh of the man I boar ngak no one saw right.

Akhie I call his midwife right and say ma'am at home what is still official, want a way home why ca, ca, caca came out a lot of blood mom kept her stomach hurt I told my husband who talked it out.

After finishing our call directly to the midwife place without talking to sam people immediately go their sales in residence.

After arriving at the midwife place I have nganggis it was just worried aja afraid, I have resigned whatever happened I was sincere.