The Long Story

LOSING TWO

Love those who are still there because the word regret will not make them there , Because losing someone meaningful in our lives is very painful a part of our life has been lost and passed with time , for those of you who are still memoannya both parents do not hurt his heart do not make him strip off because no child is ready to lose his parents so with me.

Trying my hardest to toughen up because after my dad left mom was busy with her new husband without caring about my feelings in the slightest , sometimes even good things will always be wrong in his eyes , and I've been cuekin and cuekin for no reason for over a month.

Trying to cover my wounds in front of other people but they know my grief, I often nahan denggis it feels not good tightness in the chest and pain in the throat because the tears are forced not to come out while keeping it difficult .

Still trying to laugh and strip in the darkness of night and silence, being alone in the room and stripping without a sound is very difficult trying to keep smiling even though the heart is hurt .

Even I was once considered a useless child and always pampered my brother even though he fought to issue a harsh word that hurt his heart and shed tears remain in love and in the right right and I still wrong even though I said it would strengthen the situation because he was always in defense and I was always blamed for what was wrong because I look like a father.

But I'm also not their child and I ask for anything rarely, really, because I always ask and the answer always makes me want to strip away and I always want whatever I want .

Without realizing it was someone else who felt compassion sometimes my life is full of feelings of kasian, they know what I feel without having us explain it to the world, the world knows what happened but I didn't respond too much because I knew it would add to the wound .

Because if I feel safer and happier with him he loves his son more than anything else if he sampe his son too he ngak will be silent it is the first love cave Father .

Even when you want to propose it is always a problem and want to win yourself more willing to live. Her husband though he's nobody without wanting to hasten my marriage .

Sellu underestimates others and takes an interest in the ego and sense of prestige that is in him but no matter what he is, he is, she is still my mother how she is I can only hope that someday the door of her heart will be touched and opened by her child and her cuxu because we do not know when humans will be satisfied and aware will be his son.

Someone once called my family bad does not mean everything bad must be good, there is good, they don't want it either, but it's the circumstances that force them without you realizing that they've hurt someone innocent.

Do not equal the fate of one person with another because our way of life is different and one's destiny is in the hands of God